JUNGKOOK POV

Today I came home late because I had some work to do. My body is very tired, it seems I have to go to the spa for a massage when I have free time.

I arrived at my house and when I opened the door, I saw Jin sitting in the living room, he looked at me as soon as I entered and closed the door.

"Why haven't you gone to sleep yet? do you-"

"Jungkook, come here" He patted the sofa beside him, making me confused but I walked over to him and sat beside him. Is he still thinking about that VIP guest?

"What is it?" He changed his sitting position so he was facing me

"Jin, what's wrong? Don't make me curious with that look."

"I.."

"You, what's wrong?"

"I don't know how to say it"

"What do you mean?"

"I want us to try it"

"Huh? Jin, don't make me more curious, what do you really want to say?"

"I want to try to live this marriage properly"

"I don't understand"

"Jungkook, I really want to be your husband"

My eyes opened wide when I heard him say that, I don't know what to say at this point, but what confuses me even more is why is he suddenly like this? did he get my attention wrong?

"Jin, listen to me, if you think I care about you because I like you, that's not true. You have to get rid of such thoughts, because I—"

"I know, but I want us to give it a try"

"But this is just marriage agreement Jin, I don't take this seriously and you know it"

"We've broken 4 of the 5 rules you made, I just want us to try, if it doesn't work, it's okay, we can still be friends"

"Wait, but why are you suddenly asking this of me? do you like me?"

"No, it's not like that, I just..I just want to know what it's like to be married for real"

"But it's a strange request and I don't understand what you really mean by getting married"

"Hmm forget it" He got up from his seat and went into his room.

I don't know why he's suddenly like this, what's wrong with him?

SEOKJIN POV

ARGHH!! STUPID KIM SEOKJIN! You should know he will reject you, that's a stupid request Jin!!! He never thought this marriage existed, why did you have to ask for it!!

I went out of my bedroom balcony and held on to the railing and lowered my head.

My mother and his father, they are both good people who are always there for me in my most difficult times, their wishes are simple, they just want to see their grandchild born into the world before they leave. It should be easy for me and Jungkook because we are already married but why is everything so difficult now.

I also can't tell why I asked him like that, I already promised his father. How about this????

'Knockk..knockk'

I turned towards the door when I heard a knock.

"Come in" I saw Jungkook come inside and come over to me, I turned my body to face him.

"Jin"

"Hmm"

"Are you sure about your words?"

"What do you mean?"

"You know I won't fall in love with you right? Are you sure you want us to give it a try even though you know it won't change anything?"

"I didn't expect anything when I asked for it"

"Then why did you ask for it?"

"I haven't been honest with my mom about this marriage, at least I want my mom to know that I've tried to make it real, make this marriage exist"

"Then let's try"

Of course I didn't expect him to answer that, he suddenly came closer to me, causing me to back away and my body crashing into the railing behind me. He put his hands on the railing beside me.

"But never hope for anything, because it will never happen. I just want to give it a try." He whispers in my ear, his face so close to mine.

"I don't expect anything, at least we tried" He pulled me by my waist and he kissed me...

My eyes opened wide as his lips touched mine. This is not what I meant, this is not what I wanted. I put my hand on his chest and squeezed his shirt.

He broke the kiss and looked at me.

"You said you wanted to try it"

"I...I didn't say we—"

"Try to kiss me"

"W-what?"

"Try it" He pulls me closer and kisses me again. The kiss is very soft and affectionate. It's just a kiss Jin, you should try it.

I slowly closed my eyes and kissed him back. He pushed me onto the railing and kept kissing me, I slowly moved my hand and wrapped it around his neck. After a while we broke the kiss and looked at each other.

"Did you feel something?"

I just stood there and looked into his eyes. Then he let me go and left me alone on the balcony.