JUNGKOOK POV

I don't know what's going on with me lately, I broke 4 out of 5 rules that I made myself. We live together in the same house, we often contact each other, we spend a lot of time together and I want to know what he's doing out there. There's only one rule left and I'm sure I won't break that rule.

After knowing what happened to him, I became angry, angry with myself, I failed to protect him, I failed with my promise to his mother.

I went back to work today, my head is full of him, I can't stop blaming myself, if only that night I asked him to come home and forbid him from serving VIP guests, maybe that bad thing wouldn't have happened.

"Hey, what's wrong? what do you think?"

"Nothing"

"Does it have anything to do with Jin?"

"What do you mean?"

"Two days of not going to the office because youbwanted to accompany Jin, I thought you weren't interested in a relationship, in fact—"

"It's not what you think"

"Come on Jungkook, admit your feelings, you're starting to care about him right?"

"I care because he has no one"

"It doesn't matter that's what I mean, you still remember my words? something that looks bad in your eyes is actually the best thing that God has given you and so far have your feelings not been filled?"

"I treat him like a friend, I only care about him and he must be like that too"

"Why is it so hard to fall in love with Jin? If I were you I might have fallen in love the first time I saw him at the club, there's no reason not to fall in love with him."

"But in fact I'm not in love with him"

"As long as you live together and spend time together, don't you feel something? nervous or you heart flutters when you with him?"

"No"

"You didn't hold his hand?"

"Tae, I held his hand, hugged him, we also often sleep together but I don't feel anything"

"WHAT? sleep together?"

"No, I mean we sleep on the same bed, it's not what you think"

"But why did you two sleep together?"

"My father often stays at my house, so I told him to sleep in my room"

"Idiot, I think you should have your body checked, I'm afraid your sense is no longer functioning"

In fact I don't feel anything, I consider him a friend and sleeping with him doesn't make me uncomfortable, so I don't have a problem with that.

SEOKJIN POV

Jungkook has returned to work, so I'm alone at his house, I'm still thinking about the incident, why is it so hard to forget it. I hope never to see them again anywhere.

'Ding..Dong'

Who comes at this time? I went to the door and opened it.

"Dad.."

"Hey Jin, how are you?"

"Good, dad why is your face pale? Come in, I'll make hot honey tea for you."

His father came in and sat in the living room, I immediately rushed to make tea for my father-in-law. Why does his face look pale? is he sick again?

"Dad, here's the tea, have a drink" I handed him the cup and he drank it.

"Wow that's great, I'm much better now"

I sat in front of him.

"Dad what's wrong with you? your face is so pale, should we go to the doctor?"

"No need, I'm fine. Jin, I came here to tell you something."

"What's that dad?"

"I know Jungkook is very cold to you, he treats you as a friend, I'm afraid his attitude will hurt you later, Jin, you should know, he may look cold but actually he is very warm, he really loves his mother, but when his mother died he turned into this , looks like he doesn't care even though he is looking for everything secretly, he has never dated anyone, even though I know not a few girls and boys are crazy about him, but he chose you. I don't know what the real reason is, I only gave a week to find a partner, I thought he would fail and marry Jimin but in fact he's here with you, do you really love him? Are you two together not because he forced you to own my company?"

I was very surprised when his father asked that, why did he suddenly ask like that? is he getting suspicious?

"No, he doesn't forced me, I really love him dad, and I know he's not as cold as he looks. He's a lot warmer than I thought and I can understand why he always looks like he doesn't care, maybe because I'm his first partner, actually he's also my first partner, so I understand why he's like this, I don't mind his attitude towards me either."

"Jin, I have one more thing to say, but I want you to promise not to tell anyone, especially Jungkook."

"What is it dad?"

"Promise first"

"I promise"

"Actually all this time I had kidney failure and I had to go to the hospital often for dialysis, I started to feel my body getting weaker, I got tired easily and couldn't move as much as I used to, maybe this is because I miss his mother, I want to be with her"

"Dad.." My eyes started to tear up hearing his words, how could he not tell Jungkook about his health.

"It's okay Jin, actually I already gave my company to him, of course because he's my only child, I purposely threatened him and asked him to marry, because I wanted someone to take care of him well, I know he hates Jimin so I used him as an excuse to he wants to find someone to marry, I want him to stop having fun with his friends and start a real life. I'm lucky Jin that person is you. What I said when I wanted to have grandchild was true, I hope I still have enough time to be able to see my grandchild born into the world "

My tears don't stop flowing down my cheeks, my hands are very busy wiping them.

"Jungkook's mother used to love cooking, she's just like you Jin, she likes simple things, but when she's done something she likes, she will give her the best. I fell in love with her, a restaurant waiter, I fell in love the first time I saw her, Jungkook's coldness is the same as me, I'm ashamed to admit my feelings, until I saw her dating someone else, at that time I was angry with myself and determined I had to have it no matter what the way, I want to be the first person to know about her feelings, when she is happy, when she is sad, when she is angry, and at first she accepted me out of pity, but I managed to make her fall in love with me."

"Jungkook must be lucky to have parents like you"

"I want you to do your best for this marriage, I know the story will be difficult. Love him patiently, never leave him even in the worst of times, stay by his side, one day, I will leave him and at that time I will leave him in peace because I know you are always with him."

"Dad.. you must always be there for him, only you he has"

"But now that he has you, you mean so much more to him"

What I said is true, I am nothing to Jungkook, just a friend and in this world that means only you, his father.