You are the light of my Dark Life

*******One Shot *****
                       

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At the Door of The Balcony
A guy is sitting and looking towards the Dark sky of the night.. He feels the moon and the stars also feels dizzy like him... in himself he feels the wild hunger of Drug..
He searches in his pocket but does not get the packet of the  Drug...
Suddenly he remembers in evening already he finished the last packet of Drug which he bought...
He stamps his foot in anger...
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Then he thinks to put on a Cigarette..
He takes out the packet of cigarette and lighter from his pocket..
He about to put on the cigarette but suddenly he remind something and he throws the cigarette and looks towards the Bed...

In the Bed///

A girl is sleeping ,, whom he bought some hours before ****

He feels mesmerized to see her face is glowing in the moon light...
But suddenly he remembers something and scold himself ....
He talks in mind.... His point of view*****
Why I was seeing her like this 😡 Shame on you Sanskar...!! you forgot for a girl only ,,you are in this position Today....

****** I'm Sanskar...
Sanskar Maheshwari...  The only one son of my family... i belong from a higher middle class family but for me family means Me and my father... i lost my mother when i was just 7 years old... I was very much pampered by my father.. He gives me motherly love too... In school and college i was a multi talented Boy.. My fathers feels proud for me ....i am also happy to feel him proud as return of his hardwork for me....

Slowly... my life becomes change..***

In the Days of University...
Dayna enters in my life... She feels my life with lots of happiness but now i understand all was fake... She loves me more than me... i also fall in love with her to see so much love of her for me... My father happily accepted our Relationship.. How many Dreams we see together for our life... But six months before she broke her all promise which she told me... she insulted me as a workless poor Guy... To leave me she engaged with The Top Richest Business man of Kolkata...
on that Day when The pictures of their marriage published in Newspaper,,, i cried a lot to hold that newspaper in my embrace..
Many of my friends mocker me who was jealous for me and many were console me.....
That Night First i went to Bar to heal my burning heart...
whole night i drunk but my pain did not heal...
slowly.. i addicted with Drug to heal my Pain...
My father cried to see my condition,,He requested me to leave the Alcohol,, Drug but i can't...
Five Days before Papa went to Delhi for a business tour and he doesn't give me money as i shall waste money to buy Drug.. I think he want to free me for this Drug addiction like this.. But Papa I can't be free from this Addiction... When i stay drug holic ,,, i can stay peacefully without that pain...

Tonight... i also went to buy Drug..
When I was returning... A girl came to me...
And says....
" am i not beautiful ????"
I Surprised to hear her words...
i said you are beautiful enough but why you are asking me this odd question (in the alcoholic tune )

" Then spend with me a night..."

I double surprised to hear her words but before my reply she starts to say with crying tone...
"Tonight.. in this cold night,, i can't get anyone in this way... I badly need money so..i request you..
I replied I have not much money..
She slowly said " Sir..!! Not much.. you have to pay only 5 thousand  🙇🙏😫 "
i don't know why i can't deny her more ... I think for her tears..
I said okay.. let's go to my house..
She replied "Okay.. sir.. I am ready to go where you want to take me... House.. Hotel ..motel or Resort... I need only money 😭

********* I took her in my house**
She sits on the Bed..
She told.."Sir.. First you give me money because After S** you can deny to give me money..."
I took out the money from the Drawer and throws on the Bed..
She took the money and hold by her two hands...
i felt mysterious to see her eyes became dazzle to get the money..
To sit on the Chair ..i opened  the bottle of the Alcohol..
She cried out.." please.. Don't drink.. i can't bare  the smell of Alcohol..."
I Closed the bottle sadly... I took out a cigarette from my pocket... She again cried..."Don't smoke.. i feel suffocate from the smoke of the cigarette "
This time i totally frustrated ...
I angrily shouted - Still now in your previous days with those persons you shared bed all were Monk ... Sanyashi sadhu purush thi sab kya 😏😏😡😡😬😬😠😠😠😠

She can't reply anything... She stay silent...
After some time...
I told her...
let's you sleep...i have no internet or mood for doing those sucks 😡
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She silently says " Have you mobile ?? i have to call...
I Chuckled 😂😂😂😂 Whom you will call ??? will you call your another customers to say tonight Deal cancelled with them...
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She bends her head down and sat silently...
I felt  guilt to see her..
i  think She felt hurt..
I said .. Really... i haven't mobile... before two days i sold the mobile to buy Drug...
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It's quiet late now..
Now you let's sleep...
She slowly said " But.. how can i sleep ???? i took money from you but i can't satisfy in return "
I Said her don't need to satisfy me ..
you can sleep peacefully...
To say this i go to the Door of Balcony and sit there ... i feel headache*****
(The point of view... The talk with inner soul ended)

*********The Next Day ***
Sanskar opens his eyes by the sound of the Girl..
Sanskar sees the Girl wake up and comes to her and says "  I'm getting late... Thanks to you... After many days later.. last night , i slept peacefully 😔 "

Sanskar :  Again... Tonight  you will stand for prosti**(Sanskar's Voice chocked to utter this word )

The girl : (silently) Yeah..I have not other option without that..

--- Sanskar shocked to hear her voice.. He sees a line of Deep pain in her eyes..

Sanskar : Don't need to stand in the Road.. you will come tonight here..

Without reply anything That Girl went..
After The Girl went ..Sanskar lays on the Bed to lock The Door..
He starts to think .....

in mind..

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Why I said her to come tonight also ???
I feel some pain in her eyes ??? like me she also cheated in  her life ???
Sanskar remembers last night when she was sleeping like a little baby..her face was glowing in moonlight.. She is too innocent ,, Sanskar remembers about her..
"I can't want this cold night she will sell her body in the Road..." Sanskar sighs..
She said she need money ..For money why she is doing this work ??
By the way..what is her name ?? I forgot to ask as I don't any interest for ask but her looks snatched my mind ,, I think..
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He feels disturbs to think about her..He feels more headache as he can't take drug form the last night.
But....
The whole Day he can't take Drug or Drink or put on a cigarette at least as he remembers her words"Don't take...."

******The whole Day passed .. Sanskar feels mentally disturbed**
He goes to the Balcony and waits for her...
Form the evening ,, 3 hours passed..
The clock rings at 9 P.m
Sanskar feels frustrated..

Sanskar : I think she will not come ..may be She go to other who will pay her huge amount..
Sanskar about to get up from the chair ... suddenly he hears the sound of footsteps..
His eyes becomes bright ..He eagerly looks forward...
He sees she is coming...
Sanskar rushed to the Door..
She about to knock but before her knock he opens the Door..

Sanskar : At last ..finally you came..
She : Sorry..for  your waiting...

Sanskar : It's okay..
To waste any time she gets on the Bed...
Sanskar : I am not that kind of Guy..
She surprisingly looks at me...
Tears rolls down from her eyes..
Sanskar : Why are you crying ??

The girl : You also Thought me as a very bad girl..a proustite .. But I 😥😥😥😥

Sanskar : I realize you have some pain.. why you are doing this ???

The girl : will You understand about my pain??

Sanskar : Because my life is painful..

The girl : What is your pain ?? You are from a good family to see your house , I feel there is no suffer for food like me.. you have enough money to eat food .. Then what is your pain for which you become a Drag alcoholic ???

Sanskar : Because the Ray of my life finished.. My life become Dark...

**** Sanskar starts to tell about his past*****
To hear the story she starts to laugh..
She : So..little reason...
Sanskar : I surprisingly looks at her face...
She : Then...hear the story of my life.. After end of my life history ..you will understand why I laughed... you Will judge..
****She starts to tell..
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To hear her words Sanskar totally shocked and feels slaps himself for crying so much for that little issue of his life...

********* The night passed in their conversation***

Sanskar gives her money( Which money he had left to sell his mobile) but she deny to take it without work..But Sanskar gives her and tell her again will come Tonight also....
Silently she goes...
Sanskar : Really... Swara..!! The story of Your life is more painful than me...!!!!
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After she went Sanskar falls on the bed...
His point of view****

So...The name of the Girl is Swara whom I bought that night and again I told her to come tonight also..
She is from low class poor family..
His father was working in a paper mill but he died in a accident when Swara was a little girl ,, only she was 1 Year that time.. After this  the economic condition of her family totally broken down.. Her mother started to do work in a tailor shop..Some how she brought up Swara... Swara was a Brilliant student in her school,, Her teachers loves her a lot so they arrange for her scholarship... By the Help of scholarship she completed the study of School...

But she could not admit in the college as she had  lack of money and her mother fall in fever.. Swara starts to do more tutions to collect money for her mother...But the cruel destiny wants to take her more exam...In Report of her mother came Cancer...

Swara feels thunderstorms fallen down on her Head...She went to many offices but she haunted by many lustful eyes..
Day by Day  the health of her mother become waste...  She had no option ...only  this option in her hand .
...15 Days Before..She starts this work..Every night.. she starts to sell her body... She fixed the rate of her body which depends on How many rupees she had to need for her mother's medicine today..

*****To say those words Swara's voice was chocked..she cries..
I wipes her tears and told In this world You are the most precious Girl to a mother who is doing so hard work.. You are not selling your body for lust ..you are doing to cure your mother only..

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In the Evening..
Sanskar starts to wait for Swara..
After her mother fall asleep by the injection ..She will come from the Hospital..
**** Swara comes in the night**
Sanskar : How's your mother now ??
Swara : Same.. Doctor said *** She starts to cry..
**********It's become a Daily Routine form 5 Days that Swara will come every night in Sanskar's house and they will talk whole Night***

Sanskar feels Peace to talk with her..so..one night he said her..

Sanskar : You know Swara..your all words feel magical to me..I love to hear your talks..Day by Day I become holic of your smile 😂😂😂😂   In these 5 Days I don't take Drug... I feel myself to slap..How many Days I wasted for that Dayan..!!!
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These Days Sanskar helped Swara to give money which he has.. He stole his gold chain to collect money..***

The next Day.. Sanskar waits for Swara..
But today Swara comes in Afternoon..
Sanskar surprised to see her..
He feels tensed to think that is everything okay ??
Swara brust into tears and thuds on the floor...
Swara : Sanskar..!! I loose in front of the cruel Destiny..
Today morning.. Maa passed away..

Sanskar about to tell : why you don't call me ?? Then suddenly he realize he had no mobile now..

Sanskar also feels sad..From morning how much she cried..

Sanskar can't see her tears..He feels to hug her tightly in his embrace and loudly cries but he hesitate..
But he bring brave in himself and hugs her tightly...
Swasan both cries loudly to forget their pain....

**************** 5 years later ***

After the Tears...The smile comes..
Swara and Sanskar is happily married now..Sanskar's Father happily accepted their Relationship as Swara is the girl who cure Sanskar from the Addiction of Drug and brings the ray of light in his Dark life.....

Today is their 5 th Anniversary..
like every year Swara goes to the Hospital and cries to sit on the bed no.203 where her mother admitted..
Today she not only cries..Sanskar stands bedside with her..
Swara : Maa.. I always tell you that God can't give us always pain so much.. one day surely happiness Will come ... see..Maa..Today I'm very Happy... Sanskar fulfill my life with Joy and happiness...

***** Swara gives medicine.. fruits to the other all patient of the Hospital..
Sanskar says thanks to God..

Sanskar : Today.. I want to say thanks to send that Dayan (witch) in my life because if she not come then I can't get the most precious jewel in my life...!!

**********Swasan returns in the house and they get  surprised to open the Door..
A little boy of 4 Years runs towards them...
Sanskar takes him in his arm..
Sanskar : Rayan...!!!
what is this ??
(Rayan the son of Swasan )
Rayan : Surprise for you my prince papa and my princess Mumma..
Me and Dadu arranged all..
Swara : Awe..meri baccha...
Muahhhh my chunumunu...!!😘😘😘😘😘😘
Sanskar's father : Let's come fast and cut the cake..
Swasan comes together and Sanskar holds Swara's hand and both put off the candles and cut the cake ..
Rayan claps.. Rayan : Mummy.. feed me first..
Sanskar : No..you will feed me first..Swara..!!
Swara : Sanskar.. you also..Tum bhi baccha ban gayi..
I am feeding you both..
Sanskar'father : Me  ..( make a pout face )
Swara : Baba aap bhi..na..
Baba you also )
Swara feeds the cake everyone..
Then everyone feeds Swara together..
The pastry spreads in Swara's face..
Rayan : Papa give your mobile I have to click Mummy's Pic now..
see..how cute she is looking ..

Sanskar : You know your mummy killed me by her cute face..

Rayan : But..you are still alive Papa..

Sanskar : Haha... you understand this meaning after you will be big like me..

Rayan : I want to big so fast..

Swara: No..I want my little Rayan always.. my chunumunu..

Rayan takes the mobile phone from Sanskar..
Rayan clicks the pic...

Swara about to remove her pastry.. Sanskar holds her hand..

Sanskar : Why are you doing hard work to clean this..Here I'm only to clean this...

To say this Sanskar kisses on Swara's Cheek..

Sanskar's father : My son i am here also..
Go to your Bedroom..

Rayan ..!! my Daduvai closes your eyes..your father lost his scene... let's go  to play cricket with me.

To take Rayan he goes form there..
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Swara : Sanskar..!! Tum bhi..you start in front of Baba also..

Sanskar : Jab pyaar kiya to Darna kiya...??

Thanks Swara to come in my life and makes my life so beautiful
You are the light of my Dark light...

Swara : I'm very thankful to love me so much.. I feel very proud to think you are my Husband who accept a impure girl like me..

Sanskar : Don't say this word again;
like Ganges you are holy for forever to me and all Swara..
Remind it..

One minute..
There is something..

Swara: Where ???

Sanskar locks Swara's lips.
Swara shocked .
Sanskar.. Rocks..
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