†Trigger Warning To Those Who Self Harm†

~Chapter 1 The Beginning ~

Nicole was born on March 3rd 1965 Nicole's childhood was great. Her mom and dad loved her very much. They went to Disney Land and a bunch of other places. But the fun and games came to a sad end one night.

Nicole has gone through a lot. In a short amount of time. Her parents died when she was seven due to a fatal accident on their anniversary. They were going to a restaurant for a romantic dinner. And since her grandparents didn't want to take care of her she lives in a foster home where everyone treats her as if she isn't there. The kids also make fun of her and they also do mean and awful things to her. She feels worthless and unloved all the time,she has depression.

She was diagnosed with depression on the one year anniversary of her parents death.

*1983*

Nicole is now 18. And she is working at a local diner. And from all of the money she saved up from previous jobs she had since she was 14 she got her first appartmant. Its not the greatest one but its a roof over her head.

When she got home from her long day at work she took a shower and while she was showering she looked at her legs and arms and all she saw were scars on top of scars. Nicole asked herself "Who would love a girl with scars?" Then she took a Razer and started to cut her left arm. She watched as her blood came out of her arm and washed away in the water. Then she whispered the cutters lullaby.

TheCuttersLullaby

GoToSleepAndCloseYourEyes

AndDreamOfBrokenButterflies

TheyToreTheirWingsAgainstAThorn

YouKnowThePainTheyHaveBore

SilverMetalThatShinesSoBright

ScarletBloodThatFeelsSoRight

DreamOfThatBloodTricklingDown

AndWakeUpJustBeforeYouDrown

TheMoonlightShinningOffYourTears

AsYouBleedOutYourOwnWorstFears

SoTonightYouStartToCry

WhisperTheCuttersLullaby.

WhenNicolesaidthelastlineshehadtearsinhereyes. Thenshe got out of the shower and dryed her self off. Then she put on her pj's and then she braded her mighty damped long hair and she went to bed and cried herself to sleep...

Nicole woke up the next morning to start another day of working and hiding her new wounds.

A/NWellThisIsChapter 1. SorryInAdvanceIfItTakesMeALongTimeToUpdate. ThisIs A VeryHardStoryToWrite. IHopeYouGuysUnderstand!!!