"What was that for jungkook I just came here to"
"I don't care why you were here, I know you wanted this so don't try to act naive okay I'm leaving," I say harshly on her face

If I said I don't like the kiss I would probably be lying because it felt soft, her touch was warm, her breathe was cold, her lips were soft, she tasted sweet
And I didn't regret it because this was my first kiss
Honestly people go after me because of looks and money, they don't even care about me, just my body, money and all that

She looked a bit tense, I wonder what made her act like that

Y/n pov:
Yes jungkook kissed me, my heart was thumping fast like it was going to explode any moment
It felt strange because I've never kissed anyone in my life
So yeah this was my first kiss

What he said to me was a bit harsh for me
Does he think that I'm just like other girls, going around him just for the money he probably thinks wrong if he believes like that

Without staying for any second, I go to that place again and saw jungkook sitting on the floor doing something on his mobile
"Jungkook," I say in a quiet voice

"You are back," He says concentrating his eyes on the phone
"I just wanted to say that I didn't want to kiss you and if you think that I'm like other girls then you are probably wrong" I reply to him

He then looks up to and scans my body up and down
I felt very uncomfortable
He got up from the floor and came near me, I started walking backwards not knowing there is a wall behind me
And now I'm trapped between him
Our bodies were close
His big chest was touching my body

"Jungkook I'm sorry please let me go it's getting late" I try to say while not making an eye contact
"Look at me," He says in a dark voice

I looked up at him, his mouth was close to me, I tried my nicest to not lose control
"Tell me you don't want this," He says grinning at me

He was going out of his control now I raised my hand to slap him but he caught my hand
"Baby not too fast," He says and with that, I push him hard and run from there

Jungkook pov:
"Ouch this girl" I got up tidying up my uniform
This girl was a bit different from what I've noticed in other girls if it would be someone else they probably had asked for more but she was nervous and was about to slap me

The next day:
I reached school and everyone was sitting in their respective seats
I looked up to the certain person who was lurking
I smirked at myself and threw my bag on the seat
"This is going to be my permanent seat from now onwards"
She looks at me with wide eyes
Her unexpected reaction makes me want to taunt her more and more

Just then the days passed, it almost went like me teasing her and she just stayed silent
We became close with each other

17th April 2019:
It was a snowy day, I asked Y/n to meet me in the park
She didn't answer me that day, I wonder what happened to her

2 hours had already passed, I was still waiting for her
The cold weather was already making me nauseous
It was my first time to confess someone
I had never done this in my life and had no understanding of it
My brother taehyung was the one who said me to buy a ring for her
Because girls do like stuff like that

Flashback:
I always used to go to her house after school because of understanding maths
One day I start ringing the bell but there was no answer
She had given me an extra key for security reasons
I took out the key from the bag and started opening the gate
Once the gate was opened I quickly went to her room and saw her peacefully sleeping in her bed

I went near her and made myself sit
I was sitting on the corner of the bed adorning her features
Who knew that I would fall for her

A sudden thought came to my mind
"Girls like rings, if you want to know her ring size then take a rubber band and put it on her finger and take the size," Taehyung said

Recalling my brother's words made me giggle
well taehyung is not really my real brother but whoever said "brothers not by blood but by heart" said true
He is always there for me
I took out the rubber band of the bag and noted her size

I went to the mall and went to the jewellery "show me the most beautiful and rare one in this size" I handed the rubber band to the lady

"Is this for your girlfriend" She chuckles at me
"Ah no...I'm Going to confess her" I gave her a light smile

She takes out a beautiful ring, which was shining
I quickly paid for the ring and she handed me the expensive ring in a fancy box
It would look good on Y/n's small hands

End of flashback.

Thinking of those memories made me a bit delighted
But I think maybe she is not feeling well
I left the park and started walking on the street when suddenly I saw Y/n hanging with another boy

I started feeling choked looking at Y/n holding hands with him
My heart started beating fast
Tears started forming in my eyes

This was too much, she did this for what
She just took advantage of me, how come she never said anything when I used to laugh at her
How come she never reacted to that kiss
Anger starts hovering over me

I threw the ring box on the floor and started running with tears in my eyes
And from that day I decided that I would never love anyone
"I WOULD NEVER LOVE YOU Y/N"