The Secret
I let out another scream as I feel my daughter exit my body. Clenching my teeth and squeezing Brian and my mothers hands, I release a huge sigh and allow my body to collapse. The nervousness seemingly disappeared when I heard her cry and love fueled tears filled my eyes. The doctor carefully placed my child in my arms "What do you want to name her?" The doctor asks. "Angel." I smile, looking at my baby girl. I was a mother now and life was about to change. "She's perfect." Brian says in awe, softly stroking her face. My mother steps out of the room to tell the others the good news.
I coo over my child as I lay her in her crib for her afternoon nap. Angel was perfection to me, there was nothing or nobody able to replace my love for her. She was my life, the air that I breathed, my heartbeat. I loved her. A knock at my door pulled me out of my loving gaze and I ran to go open it. Michael stood there with a small teddy bear in a pink bonnet and bow with "it's a girl" written on the stomach in pink letters. "Oh Mike that's so sweet! Come on in." I smile grabbing his hand. He gives me a sweet smile and kisses my cheek. "Can I go see her?" He asks. "She's sleeping, so keep quiet." I say putting a finger to my mouth. I lead Michael to Angel's nursery and allow him inside before following. "She's beautiful" he gasped. "Just like her mother..." He says. I give a shy smile. "Thank you." I respond. I watch as Michael stares at Angel in pure amazement. It was like he didn't have a daughter of his own. I could tell, he'd just fallen in love with her.
Michael and I sat in the living room talking and drinking tea as Angel slept. When she began crying I picked her up and began singing the same lullaby I had been singing since my pregnancy with her. "Shh shh.." I whisper, holding her head close to my heart. "You are the sun, you make me shine..or more like the stars that twinkle at night, you are the moon that glows in my heart, you're my daytime, my nighttime, my world. You are my life..." I repeat until her crying subsides. Michael sat watching as I sit with Angel in my lap. "I knew you'd make a great mom..." He smiles. "Do you want to hold her?" I ask. Michael nods and outstretches his arms. He's always had this strong connection with children, I could only expect the connection to be stronger because this was my child. Almost immediately she began giggling and smiling at Michael. My heart jumped as he returned the smile. My mind starts to wander to other thoughts. He was so good with her, I began to imagine about our child. I know he would've been amazing. Michael spots the tears welling up in my eyes and smiles. "Don't you start getting emotional over there.." I giggle as I continue to watch him play with Angel, giving her kisses and blowing soft raspberries on her stomach.
We lay Angel back upstairs in her crib and walk back into the living room. "You know the song I was singing to her earlier is a chorus to a song we're going to write." I give a small smile flopping on the couch. Michael giggles, "I wasn't even gonna ask, but I knew it." He flops next to me resting an arm on my leg. "Is this going on Invincible?" He asks. "I'd like it to." I respond. As I stand to grab my notepad I feel his arm slide down my thigh before hitting the sofa cushion. I could sense his eyes watching my every move as I walked across the room to get the book and walked back. But as I turned around I saw his eyes shift to a picture of Brian and I on the side table. He picks up the picture and clears his throat. "Where is your boyfriend?" I give a slight smirk and take the picture out of his hands. "Brian is out doing another movie. He should be back before Angel turns 1." I answer sarcastically. I sit beside Michael Indian style facing his side with my book in my lap. He turns to his side, with one leg resting on the couch, our knees barely touching. He watches me as I flip the pages to get to my newly written song. "What?" I smile. "Nothing, I just love to see you happy Jay." He says with his finger fixed over his lips. I shake my head with a small chuckle and return to flipping my pages. "Here it is. Titled 'You Are My Life' I need about four bars of the first verse and an entire second verse. Can you write that?" I ask, tapping my lips with my pencil. He gives a small nod with a wide smile. "Yeah." His eyes give me chills as he scans my body and bites his lower lip. "Can you stop?" I slam my pencil on my book angrily. "Stop what?" Michael says almost instantly snapping out of whatever thoughts were in his head. "Just stop Michael, I can't do this with you..I just had my kid, my hormones are going insane, Brian is out of tow-" he breaks my rambling with a deep kiss. I pull backward as Michael lays his body on top of me. "We can't do this Mike." I whine, trying to resist my own urges. I fail by pulling him in between my legs for another kiss. I wanted him just as bad as he wanted me. As his breathing speeds up, so does mine. I release his hair from his ponytail and run my fingers through his loose curls. Wrapping my arm around his neck, I pull his kiss deeper into me and hold him there. The simplicity of his touch gave me instant chills and I shuddered lightly. I arch my back as his big hands explored my body, pulling me closer he trails kisses from my breasts to my belly button. Every little touch was driving me crazy, I couldn't fight this anymore. "Michael..." I moan out. He places his lips on my neck, kissing everywhere. "Baby I love you so much." He whispered in my ear. His words turned me on more than his touch. I moaned again in ecstasy. He stood up and began undressing as I watched, biting my lip. He removed his pants and exposed himself to me, a small smile traced his lips as he leaned down and trailed his tongue up my thigh. My eyes widened with shock, he's never done this before. His lips touched my spot softly and I gave a slight gasp as I ran my hands through his hair again. I could feel his hands grasp my hips and pull me more into his mouth. I let out more and more pleasurable moans until he suddenly stopped. He lifts my leg over his shoulder and enters my body slowly. "Ahh.." I groan out. "Are you ok?" He asked. I just give a nod as I begin to pull him closer. I wanted him bad. The feeling of him inside me gave me an unexplainable satisfaction. He starts to push in and out slowly. Putting my leg down, he leans down to my face and kisses on my neck. "God Jayla, you feel so good." He moans in my ear. His breath breezing past my earlobe. "I love you Michael." His strokes became faster as sweat dropped from his forehead to mine. He looks at me in the eyes as I bite my lip and feel my body shake uncontrollably as I grasp his arms. Pulling his lips on mine, I moan his name one more time. He groans out in pleasure as he reaches his climax and falls onto me.
He lays his head on my chest singing softly "You are the sun, you make me shine, or more like the stars..I don't know the rest yet but.. You get it" He smiles, nuzzling my neck. I giggle at him and wrap a leg around his, twirling a curl in my finger. "That twinkle at night.." I giggle, feeding him the words. We lay there entrapped in each other's embrace. I don't know how this man pulls me back to him, but he does it.
Michael grabs his jacket and walks towards the door "I'll see you tomorrow at the studio?" He says "yeah, have a verse ready." I giggle, reaching for a hug. "I've already got it in my head." He grins, grabbing me by the waist and planting a kiss on my lips. I grin widely as I lean on the door watching him walk towards the car. Brian's car zooms around the corner into the driveway. He hops out with flowers "Why are you standing out here in just a T-shirt?" He chuckles giving me a hug. "Just getting a quick breeze." I lie, closing the front door. "Why are you home so early?" I ask, wincing from his hug. I was still sore from Michael. I hear him give a quick sniff. "You smell funny babe..like a guy." He looks at me quizzically. I feel my anxiety rising. "Yeah uh, Michael was here a little earlier to visit and his cologne was extremely strong." I lie again. I couldn't tell him I cheated on him. I was so ashamed I could barely look at him. He lifts my head to look at him. "Are you ok?" He asks, his eyes reading my face. I nod and walk off. "I've just been feeling a little sick, that's all." I walk in Angel's room and watch her sleep. I could sense he suspected something. I don't know how long I could hold this secret.
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