PASIUNA

Staring at the window, listening to music slowly brings me back to the past. The PAST that makes me who I am now. But makes me HATE the only person that keeps on running through my mind while I listen to one of his favorite song. It's been five years, and yet, I still can't forget the pain He gave to me.

My Bestfriend. My Man of my Dreams. My Inspiration. My Ex Boyfriend. The one and only who own but broke my heart into pieces -- Neil Anderson.

Oh, He's in the news, huh! A Doctor, hmmm sounds great! Alexander the great.

Me? SINGLE MOM for almost 5 Years. So Great!

《Flashback》

"Goodmorning Love," paos niyang bati sakin pagkamulat ko ng aking mata. Sinuklian ko siya ng matamis na ngiti sabay haplos sa mukha niya.

"Hey, Goodmorning too Future Doctor,"

"And you are this Future Doctor's beautiful wife," he winked at me. Napaubo ako bigla sa sinabi niya.

This guy!

"Uy nagba blush si Love," he teasingly said to me.

"Neil!" Tinawanan niya lang ako at agad tumingin sakin ng seryoso.

"Pero alam mo love, gusto ko na..." he trailed off

"Gustong ano?"

"Gusto na kitang pakasalan." Seryosong sabi niya habang titig na titig sa mata ko.

《End of Flashback》

KASAL.

I smile sadly, Limang taon na pero masakit parin. Ang hirap mo namang kalimutan.

"Mama," my 5year old daughter. Our daughter called me, na nagpabalik sakin sa wisyo.

"Hey baby, come here."

LOVE. She's made of LOVE. Our Love that separate US.

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"Noon magkasama tayong dalawang nakamasid sa mga nagkikislapang bituin sa langit, ngayon, mag-isa nalang ako."
           - Jamea Ysabel Samonte Alviar.

"Kung pagtatagpoin tayong muli ng tadhana mahal, gagawin ko ang lahat .... lahat, lahat, mapatawad mo lang ako, ng anak natin."
         - Neil Miller Anderson.

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