You say i'm depressed

i'm not

theres a line between depression and sadness

I haven't crossed it because that is not who I am

what i am is sad and hurt

sad that I am going to lose my best friend

hurt that I trusted the wrong people

and more hurt that she has the nerve to ask me to help her one last time

I'm even sadder that I can't stop this

I can't tell them to stop

But i know deep inside it will be alright

I know Brayden and I know he won't give up

and i am mad

mad that she lied mad that you guys believe i'm depressed and the fact you think i am means you don't know me

you don't know who I am well guess what

I do hurt people that is a fact i know

I see people cry I feel happy and if i'm the one who mad them cry I feel even happier

Depression isn't something that can take me

jay you say it can blind me from the truth well guess what

I

am

not

depressed

And I never will be that is not who I am

so stop saying I am