Kai P.O.V

It was dark and rainy morning The sky cried together with me. I was on the edge of a breakdown.

I have no reason to live anymore...

The 'other side' of me didn't want to alleviate like she always did. I couldn't control my inner demons and the stigma was stitching inside my chest. I didn't want to leave my bed today.

I don't want to meet her but in the end, I stood in front of the dance classroom. The only way to release my stress was dancing but I had no motivation to dance today.

I let the music play and just sat on the floor, facing the big mirror that only reflected the mask which I've been wearing for years.

My blood boiled in my veins of the thoughts about our shattered promises.

All those painful memories are still here, deep engraved in my head. I can't forget them.

I can't forget you, the girl, I don't regret meeting. My heart is tearing into pieces because I left you when you needed me the most. I want you but I don't deserve you.

And in the moment when tears welled in my eyes, someone opened the door and looked me with a warm smile.

It's you, Anna. You are the girl I love, a girl that saved me. You stand distant, leaning on the door frame. Your eyes are sparkling and telling me, you aren't downhearted.

Your smile is warm. It's warming my whole body in this big, frosty room.

You are silent as the night but it's still day.

Your smile is warm but outside was fall. It's freezing just like my soul.

You give me hope to end this war in my head. And nobody can help me, not even the psychiatry can help me and free me from this despair. I'm dying inside, blaming me for your suffering.

You don't remember me anymore, but it's better because if you knew it that I was the reason for your father' death, I will rather die than to let you know the truth. I want you to remember me like the innocent, kind,... the hated Kai.

I wiped the painful tears away.

You are coming nearer. Way too near. Please go away. I can't hold on. Please just go...

My soul wanted to scream but I couldn't. My lips were dry and my mouth was sealed.

She bowed and looked at me.

''Morning, Kai''- she moved her lips slowly. It made the situation more dramatic.

Am I dreaming?

I stared at the ground. No doubt. I finally realized for the thousandth time that you are the girl, you are my pain. Near again.

I couldn't look her in the eyes. Those pretty eyes who had given me a reason to live a long time ago. She walked away... But her footsteps cut off...

Anna P.O.V

I couldn't sleep. The fact that my rose bracelet was gone, made me nervous and angry...

What if I don't find it?

I jumped out of the bad and took a quick shower. I walked downstairs on my heels because mum and Leo were still sleeping and it felt like a spy mission 'finding my bracelet'. I left a message on the table and made my way to the school:

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Dear mom, I went to school early today because I wanted to search for my bracelet. Don't worry I'm going to eat in school. Love you, your Anna.

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When I arrived there the security guard stopped me and told me that it too early for school and he didn't let me inside. But after I explained him the reason why I came so early he allowed me to go in.

I got in and searched in my new classroom. It wasn't there. I searched in the hall and it wasn't there either. I almost lost hope when I got an idea to search in the dance room. But there was only one problem...

Where is the dance room?

Yesterday when we walked together, I didn't remember the way...

I walked and walked. But there was no dance room to see far and wide. I nearly lost myself in this big high school. I walked out of the building and entered the other building and suddenly low sound catched my attention. It was music, quiet and soothing melody. And I followed the mysterious sound that was dragging me, pulling like a magnet.

I want to hear it clearly. I want to dance to this music.

Wandering the halls, I chased the melody that brought in front of the beautiful dance room's door. I opened the door a bit and peeked. My heart skipped a beat without reason when I saw Kai sitting on the floor.

He was crying...

I completely opened the door and leaned on the door frame. He wiped his tears looked deep in my eyes. He wanted to tell me something.

But what?

I big smile appeared on my face and I approached him. But I didn't want to. My body moved by itself.

The music is still playing. It was like it the movies where the best and the interesting part starts.

But I don't know him...

Why does he look so familiar to me?

''Morning, Kai''

He didn't answer and stared at the ground solidly. His breathing was fast, he was scared.

Maybe he is shy... or...

Memories played in my head:

''...don't bother me anymore... And it would be better if we don't communicate...''(if you don't remember go back to chapter ''The first dance'')

I turned and walked away from him. My mind said go... but my body wanted to stay and hug him, comfort him. I stopped and looked back at the wide door.

I can't leave him...

I ran back to him faster than ever... And the beautiful melody was still in my ears...

When I stood in front of the soulless body, panting like a dog, I stretched my hand to him.

''Let's.... dance...''

Finally, he looked up with his already red eyes. I sensed his pain, but I didn't walk away because he needed someone on his side. My instinct led me and I didn't resist it. Just like he didn't resist my offer. He took my hand and I pulled him up. And everything happened without words. They weren't necessary.

Our bodies communicate with their moves and our hearts through the melody...It's like a miracle... Is this how love feels because it feels heavenly... It feels so damn real... Deja vu...

Kai P.O.V

She is still so obstinate. She hasn't changed at all.

And I couldn't resist her. I took her hand and she helped me to stand up.

Some strange, passionate music started. It drove me crazy. I put my hands around her waist and pulled her closer to me.

Our bodies are too close. I don't know if can control my self. My feelings are a mess. I let you lead me and we dance slowly, fervidly... You don't say any word and just look me into my eyes.

I was happy that we were near again, but the memory of the day when her dad died was stuck in my head.

I tried to focus on her now.

I'm  falling in love with you again...

THE END OF THE MELODY OF OUR HEARTS

*Hallo, beautiful people.🎉🎉🎉 +150 reads. I can't explain how happy I am.Thank you soo muuuuuuch. I just wanted to mention that this story is based on true story. Well, the most of it.😢 But Kai's character has my feeling and that's why is so easy for me to write his emotions and his thoughts. I always put so much work in this book because it means really much to me. And the message I want to pass on is

''There are many people that suffer but they don't to show because they are bullied or feel insecure about their feelings. So don't harm people because they are different. Not everyone can overcome their depression alone, so sometimes they need some support. So be kind to people, help, be positive, and happy... '' I hope you also pass on this important message.😅

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