Please Forgive Me


I bite my lip in irritation as I read a book about learning Japanese. Why is it so damn difficult? I don't remember Korean being this hard.

Someone snatches the book off me.

"Hey!-"

"Ally, why didn't you reply to any of my snapchats? Are you ignoring me? What did I do? I'm sorry!" My friend Morgan says.

"I was just busy, with...something." I tell her.

Well it's not a lie.

"Omo! Do you have a boyfriend?! I thought you said you were forever dedicated to anime characters?!" She says a bit too loudly.

A few heads look at me in confusion.

"Hehe..sorry." I bow.

"So do you?" She asks.

"Kind of." I sigh.

I mean, I know Suga and I are dating but...I don't know, we are going to break up in a few days anyway.

"What do you mean 'kind of'?" She asks her eyebrows furrowed.

"N-nothing, yeah, I have a boyfriend but please don't tell anyone." I plead.

"Who would I tell? We have no friends." I laugh at her statement.

"I guess so." We both laugh which gets us a stern look from the Librarian.

"Let's go before she kills us with her eyes." She grabs me, leaving my book on the table, and drags me out of the room fast.

~

"Ugh. When will the next season of Attack On Titan come out? They have postponed it for the third time now!" Morgan rants at me.

I nod my head in agreement.

"Oh and we should go on a Pokemon Go adventure this weekend where we walk for hours to try and find as many as we can." She munches on her tuna sandwich while looking me straight in the eyes.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" I ask, kind of creeped out by her sudden eye contact.

"Ally, are you ill?" She asks.

"No?" I answer, to be honest I feel fine..physically.

"Then why aren't you eating? We both know you are always hungry and ready to eat. Also you're not fangirling with me. You are usually more hyped up than I am with these things."

She's right. What is wrong with me today?

She grins at me.

"Are you daydreaming about your boyfriend?"

I lightly push her away and smile.

"Ya! Just because you're single!"

"I'm not single! I'm married to Taehyung!"

I laugh.

Wait, am I being a bad person for not telling her I'm living with BTS? She loves V as much as I love Suga. If she hid the fact that she was living with BTS and didn't tell me I would be seriously hurt. I don't want to hurt her.

I look at my friend who is happily munching on her second sandwich. She catches me watching and gives me a smile.

I smile back.

Please, forgive me Morgan.

~

"The bell doesn't tell you to go it tells me that it's the end of the lesson." 

We all roll our eyes at our teacher. We've all heard the same thing everyday.

"Now, girls first." I swing my satchel over my shoulder and put my arm around Morgan's shoulders.

"Finally! Why is Monday always the longest day?" She asks stretching her arms.

I shrug.

We walk outside in the crowd of people who want to get out of school and home quickly.

I don't blame them.

"Hey! Nerds!" We both sigh in unison.

Not this crap again.

The schools pretty girl and her pack of fake blondes walk over to us.

I mentally prepare myself for the torture of listening to her. It's easy for Morgan, she can easily zone out meanwhile it's a little harder for me.

"So I see you're still ugly." Hyejin says earning a few snickers from her pack.

Yeah, that's her name by the way.

"So I see you're still covered in powder." I say back.

She looks down at me like I'm a cockroach.

"You better watch your mouth, foreigner." She warns.

"Whatever." I roll my eyes.

"How dare you talk to me like that! My Father is the owner of a big company! I have more boyfriends than you have fingers to count them all on. Like you will ever get a boyfriend with a face like that." She points her skinny finger at my face.

Not as if I had any self-esteem anyway.

"Omo! I can't believe who it is! Oh my god it is! Hyejin, look!" A blonde yells.

I hear lots of screams from behind us.

I turn around to see him in a white Lamborghini in shades looking at me.

Please, please, pretend you don't know me!

The screams die down a little as he holds up his hand.

"Oh my god it's Suga! Can't you believe it Ally? It's Suga! Maybe if we get closer you can talk to him! Omo! I'm so happy for you, you can finally meet your bias!" I look at Morgan who is beaming up at me.

I am a horrible human being.

"Ya! Ally!" I cringe.

Everyone is looking at me. When I mean everyone, I mean all 10,000 students and teachers.

I gulp.

I've never had so many people look at me.

"Ally! Hurry up! We need to get home before Namjoon breaks something!"

I don't dare look at Morgan as I quickly walk through the opening the students have made.

I get in the front seat and look straight ahead.

"Ya! Why is that nerd with Suga?" I hear Hyejin screech.

"Because this nerd is my beautiful girlfriend." With this he kisses my cheek and drives off.

I turn back to look at Morgan but I immediately regret it. She looks like someone had stabbed her. I guess I have stabbed her in the back.

I slump in my seat.

Please, forgive me Morgan.

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