Hello hello m mai hu Nandini Murthy well m a banking student you  see seeking bank jobs
Not a very good student an average you can think
an introvert but a loving girl you can never understand what m thinking at a momont but yesss I am a happy go lucky girl
I don't like sharing my problems with everyone isliye everyone thinks
Nandini has no problems in her life but sadly its not true
Well I don't trust people easily you see I get suspicious very jaldi
Ummm talking about friends IF YOU'll be good to me I'll be the same but if you have attitude dude m 2 steps ahead
Well I had  BEST FRIEND umm 10 years we were friends from 10 years but he chose his other friends n I had enough so now I have no best friend
Well coming to the point
I love a boy you know from last 9 years dude 9 years
We were in same school n now in same institution

I tried everything to get rid but it didn't happened
N yesss m bit chubby

So yeah
He says m his BEST FRIEND
Sometimes I feel like laughing on my fate
I spend my nights CRYING
Their is not even a day when I didn't remember him or his memories
Their was a point when I loved him more than my PARENTS

I was a girl who didn't know what LOVE is
Studies that was what my priority
But the day MANIK MALHOTRA eneteted my life everything changed
N IT CCHANGED FOR WORST
My friends when came to know about this they didn't believed coz I was always a rough tuff girl
My best sorry ex best friend used to say
TU LADKA H KOI TOH LADKI WALI HARQAT KAR LE

N then this love happened
Smoking drinking that's what became my everyday companion
Well don't think m addicted no m not
But sometimes I badly needed them
Mostly the times when
Manik Malhotra refused to see the truth

You know irony
He knows I love him I love him like a mad girl
Not today but from years

When I was in my 10th I confessed my feelings to him on phone
N he shrugged it off like I didn't exist
Sometimes I feel like killing myself

But My mamma I love her way beyond anything

Just for him I started maintaining diary I used to write everything
Coz after confessing my feeling n seeing his reaction
I lost my confidence
I somewhere became a coward
I know this is wrong
But my love for him I don't think can never fade

You know every girl thinks of her marriage n as m a girl😉
I too had dream n I literally imagined my future with Manik
Our beautiful future
But now I don't want him in my future but somewhere
I feel Kaash I can get him
But I know it is not possible

Everyday in institute
I stare at him well he as always get busy with his girl friend
Well yesss he has a girl friend
They both lobe each other a lot

N yessss m not jealous
You know why coz

Uski khushi uss ladki mein h
Aur meri khushi uski khsuhi mein

But I feel sad very sad why can't I be that girl but next moment no nandini you can't ne that girl

My feelings for him well they are now a hot topic
My seniors too know about it
N they ask me like its a SRK movie hahahahahahah

I know I know
But ABHI bhi I feel Ek baari just ek baari I can get him
Coz I lobe him n I can't forget him .its next to impossible for me
I tried everything like everything
But nothing happened instead
My love got more strong

Well this is my story

Tomorrow is my interview for GENERAL MANAGER post n I hope I get through it
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Kuch kahaniya adhuri he acchi lagti hai

Well today is Manik's marriage with his long time girlfriend Kratika

If asking me I am happy coz their is a wide smile on his lips but asking my heart

It is crying yearning for his love
But now toh it's bilkul impossible

He is marrying the lobe of his life n someday I too have to marry someone but Do I be able to lobe him Like I do Maanik

No I can't I acn never be
I have always loved Manik with all my heart
N ab kisi aur ko pyaar Karna M nahi kar sakti
It's been 14 years n my love for him is still fresh Like its used to be in my teenage Years

He was he is n he will always be my first n last love

Today I decided something
Today is the last day M seeing him
Aajke baad I am never gonna meet him
I know I can never forget him
But I can't see him like this evrydy
I'll die each passing second

This One sided story will be one sided till forever HUMESHA
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