I Don't Want This
"Hyung, what are you talking about!" Jungkook yelled. He was completely lost. What hints? Who was Jin talking about?
"Boy, I swear, I will smack you with a car! Freaking, Jimin! Jimin, likes you! The one who he's talking about is you! Open your damn eyes and figure it out! Jesus, I hate when this shit happens, like even in the dramas this takes place like hello you freaking blind ass bimbo, stop being so blind and look for once, even that Stupid girl from Which Romance! Bloody hell, she's so blind, like I would just-"
"Hyung, Hyung! What the heck are you talking about?" Jungkook was looking at Jin waiting for him to repeat his words.
"Oh, it's this k-drama I watch, about this thirty-year-old woman and this twenty-five-year-old guy, she's so freaking bloody oblivious to all his attempt to get her att-"
"God no Hyung, not your damn drama! The thing about Jimin Hyung?" Jungkook brought him closer and looked into his eyes with hope.
"Huh? Oh. That he like you. Now as I was saying that-"
"HYUNG!" Jungkook yelled startling Jin.
"Jesus lord, what!? I'm right here, I'm not deaf, you didn't need to yell in my ears!" Jin said as he shook his ears out. (hope you get what this is... Like rubbing your ears like after a swim or something)
Jungkook plopped himself on the bench and stared off into space (for some reason this has become a theme in all my books).
"He can't like me... Hyung how do you know he likes me? Like, wouldn't he have told me? But like why?" Jungkook looked at Jin, searching for answers.
"It's you he's talking about; I've seen how he looks at you and acts with you Kookie." Jin said pointing at Jungkook's chest. "That, and I'm betting you 100 bucks that he was hoping you'll guess it with how he was acting, but apparently your dumber than me so, yeah. You should just go talk to him about it and see how right I am." Jin said as he sat beside him and rubbed his back.
"But, Hyung he's with him now... Like, I'm sure of it! It can't be me. He was smiling at his phone today and I bet he was talking to him. And-"
"Kookie, do you love Jimin?"
"Yes, with all my heart!" He didn't even need a second to think, before he said that. Jin chuckled, young love was so cute.
"Then, go get him. You shouldn't be afraid to catch love when it's right in front of you. Trust me, love doesn't stay forever, I would know. If you miss your chance with it, it's gone. So please, don't waste your time. Go after Jimin... Oh, and after you get together you can take me out together, I never really got to eat any of that fancy food!" Jin said smiling. Jungkook chuckled before kissing Jin's cheek and running off.
Ah, it sure is nice to be young.
"Damn, who knew that would turn out that way?" Jin jumped and squealed at the voice behind him.
"Lord, I nearly died! What the heck, Namjoon!" Jin yelled as he clutched his pounding chest.
Wait.
Namjoon...
Namjoon....
NAMJOON!
Jin froze and his eyes went wide. Namjoon chuckled and slowly sat beside him.
There was a thick silence eating at the atmosphere. No one said a thing. Jin wanted to get up and run but his body was stuck in place. He was begging his legs to stand but they seemed to ignore his desperate pleas. His heart had calmed down from his previous fright, but it was still going at quiet a pumping speed due to the presence of a certain someone.
"I heard what happened with you before, from Jinyoung Hyung." Namjoon started softly without looking at Jin.
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Back to that day in the hospital.
That was not Jin. At least not the kind he knew, what happened to the sweet, kind and forgiving person he loved? What happened to the man he was-.
Namjoon's mind was distracted when he felt a tap on his shoulder.
He turned around only to get smacked in the face by a stethoscope. Yay., now his other cheek was paining too, great.
"Follow me, now!" Jinyoung's demanding voice left no room for argument as he walked out the hospital. Namjoon was honestly completely terrified of Jinyoung so he complied without a word, walking after him.
"Look, I'll get straight to the point, okay? Okay. Jin has been through enough shit because of you, and trust me, he doesn't need no more! You've put him through enough and he's been thrown into fucking hell and back because of you, so I don't see where you think you have the fucking nerve to come up to him and ruin what he's trying heal! I know you don't have a heart, and you don't fucking care what you do or how you affect him, but he's trying to move on from what you did to him and trying to stand by himself again. The shit you did today is unacceptable, and I just want to strangle you with this, but I know Jin would hate me for killing you, so you should be fucking grateful! The guy goes out his way to help you even after all you've done, why? Because, he's a sweetheart and didn't deserve to have his heart broken from a fucking lowlife shit like you! He nearly fucking died before and I -"
Namjoon, who was silently listening the whole time, flinching each time Jinyoung threatened to kill him, but caught on the word 'died' and immediately pulled a tJinyoung's arm.
"Died? What the-"
"Get your shit-ass-useless arm off me before I cut you and leave you to die, you Oaf!" Jinyoung warned before shrugging off Namjoon's hand. " Yeah he nearly died! Why you bothered? You didn't seem to bother five years ago when you left him to die and shattered his heart and life? You didn't seem to care, when you embarrassed him in front of this co-workers and patients? You, did-"
"Fuck, Hyung! Just tell me what happened with Jin? He's not the same guy he was before!" Namjoon asked angrily. He wanted to know what made him that way.
"Well what the fuck did you expect? The guy nearly killed himself! He was so broken that it literally took him months to stabilise. He hadn't eaten, hadn't slept, he locked himself away from the word! Yeah, while you were FUCKING other women and getting famous, Jin was slowly dying! He had to go for counselling sessions and visit a psychiatrist and therapist and shit, just to get him out of his depression. Fuck, he got so sick he was hospitalized due to exhaustion! He started studying to forget your lame ass and ended up in the hospital. It was nothing but torture watch him like that, imagine how it must have been to be him!" The anger flowing out of Jinyoung was beyond immense now,
"While you enjoyed the high life Jin was struggling to put his back together, after you crushed it, fuck you didn't even tell him why you were getting a divorce, he beat himself up saying it was his fault. He didn't even blame you! Not even fucking once! No matter what we told him and no matter how bad we made you sound he still blamed himself! He even had hope you'd come back; He may not have admitted it to anyone but we all could see it. And then finally he got a job here and decided to start a new. He was holding strong he was healing and he was finally living... But that all ended when you barged back into his life and wreaked havoc!" He managed to catch his breath. "Ha... You were my favourite couple back in college, but I never would have guessed you would hurt him this way, before. Even if he can't bring himself to hate you as much as he should, I will. I will hate you for the both of us, he's too loving and forgiving to be bothered by you now, so please, for the sake of his heart just leave... You give a rat's ass about him, I can tell, like if you fucking had even a drop of remorse and regret on you, it'd be a fucking medical breakthrough! Because, last I heard stones, were non-living things, so please just, Just, leave him alone." Namjoon was shook.
Had Jin really gone through all that? What has he done? He broke the one person he loved! He changed to only person who could change him ten years ago. He lost Kim Seokjin...
Back to present...
Jin was shaking. He didn't want this, he just wanted to leave and not be near Namjoon ever again.
"I don't know what you're talking about, now if you'll excuse me, I need to get going!" Jin was holding back the tears, the memories were back again, but no way in hell would he cry and show Namjoon the truth. He needed to get away from him, before he does something he'll regret.
"NO, Jin please wait!" Namjoon jumped up and hugged him, as he was about to leave. "Please... Please. Please, just five minutes, that's all I need. Please, I promise after that I'll leave and never come back!" Namjoon was begging into Jin's neck as the older was frozen in his hold.
Hufff, Shit my fingers are dead.
I'll leave y'all with that for now!!
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[EDITED: 22.04.2020]
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