Millie's POV

I felt the warmth of someone's body on me, and I could tell it was Finn by the hair pressing against the side of my neck while he placed kisses onto it. His hand slid down from holding my cheek to my shoulder, then arm, then leg.

"Finn," I said, my eyes closed, enjoying the feeling of his lips on my neck. He didn't say anything back, but I felt him move his hand to the inside of my leg, sliding up, feeling the inside of my leg.

I was frozen, and I didn't know what to do. I didn't give him the consent to do that and I told him to stop, but he didn't. I suddenly got cold, not feeling the warmth anymore, just the touch. He was trying to go higher up my leg, but I pushed his hand away, and it went back to my hip.

"What other thoughts, Finn?" I asked, my eyes still closed as he kissed underneath my ear. He then leaned in to whisper into my ear.

"Some things are left unsaid for the better of it, Millie," he said, tracing his hand up my hip.

I gasped, and shot out of bed, trying to breathe. Again? Another Finn dream?

It wasn't a normal one like the night before. I got scared in the dream. I got scared of him on top of me, touching my leg. But it was just a dream, Finn isn't like that. He isn't sexually demanding. Well, how would I know? He could be.

Millie, stop thinking about Finn. You've been his friend for years, what's so different now? Why is it so different now?

I lost track of my thoughts as soon as Sadie called me. I picked up, and she immediately started talking.

"Hi Millie! The snow isn't too crazy today, so I was wondering if you wanted to hang out with us and the guys today and just mess around in the snow, and then tonight we can have a girls night?" She asked, and I smiled. I like being included, and Sadie always does that. She's the best friend I never knew I needed.

"Yes Sades, I'll come. What time?" I asked, looking at the time. It's already 12:00?? How long was I sleeping last night?

"Probably in an hour or two." She said, and I nodded and said I'd be there. We hung up so we could get ready. When we all go hang out in the snow, we wear our snow pants, coats, hats, gloves, everything. Some people don't do it when they get older, but we like to do it so we're obviously warm and we just have more fun.

I get dressed in just a hoodie and sweatpants, then pack all the snow stuff then go downstairs. My eyes go to the kitchen, knowing I need to eat. But I'm not hungry, so I don't need to. I'll be fine if I don't eat breakfast. It's already 12 anyway.

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We all were outside, and the girls and guys were making their own forts because apparently we were having a snowball fight. I swear to god, if I get hit in the face I'm going to go ballistic.

It was still snowing outside, but they were just light flakes. There's about a foot or two of snow on the ground. It snowed a lot last night. It was the girls on one team and the guys on the other. Since there are more girls, we have the advantage.

"Okay 3, 2, 1, GO!" Sadie yelled, and snowballs were getting thrown left and right. We were all just laughing and having fun, as we should be. I creeped over to the left side away from the girls and hid behind another wall fort we made. I threw a couple and I got Caleb and Noah, but I couldn't see Gaten or Finn. I just kept going for Caleb and Noah. I turn to my left to see that Gaten sees me, so he tries to throw a snowball at me but I jump back and accidentally collide into Finn, him falling on top of me.

Our eyes widen as we make eye contact. Why do I always seem to get trapped into his eyes? He breaks the eye contact and looks me up and down, while literally laying on top of me. He smiled, then he flinched bad as a snowball hit him on the side of the face, and rolled over from on top of me.

"No tackling!!" Maddie said, laughing that she just hit him. I looked over to Finn, and smiled at him.

"You got a little something on your face," I said, the snow still on the side of his face, not coming off from the lack of heat on his face. He didn't seem to be phased by the cold. He smiled, then grabbed a handful of snow and threw it at my face.

"Oh, you have a little something too," he said, laughing. I've never heard him laugh like that. I like it.

Jesus Christ Millie, calm down. It was just a dream you had. It was a random dream, stop thinking about it. Focus on something else.

But how could I not? I'm getting butterflies thinking about it. But I shouldn't be getting butterflies. The dream wasn't right. But I liked it.

I got distracted from my thoughts by Noah hitting me in the arm with a snowball and trying to tackle me, and we both laughed really hard. I threw a bunch of snow at his face, and he called it unfair, the snow immediately melting from his face. His cheeks are red, and so is his nose. We laughed again, and just carried on with the fight.

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"We definitely won," Gaten said, still arguing about who won. We were all sitting in the basement on the long couches. I was wrapped in a blanket, half asleep. To my left is Sadie, to my right is Finn, and to Finns right is Maddie.

"I don't think so. We had more people and you guys got hit a lot more. Plus you guys didn't play by the rules," Maddie said, and by now my head was on Sadie's shoulder, my eyes closed. I'm about to fall asleep for no reason. Did that really wear me out that much?

"What rules?" Noah said, and Sadie groaned.

"You guys tackled Millie!" Sophia said, and Maddie agreed.

"I didn't tackle her, I fell on her." Finn said, and the girls made a sound like they didn't buy what he was saying.

"More like flirting with her," Maddie said, and the girls lightly laughed at Finn.

"Guys she's right here." Finn said, talking about me.

"She's asleep, so we can talk about it." Sadie said, and I got curious now. Talk about what?

"Talk about what?" Finn said, and even the guys made a noise like they knew. Knew what?

"You are flirting with her. And you fell on her on purpose," Noah said.

"What? No I didn't. And I'm not flirting, I was just talking to her." He said, and everyone made a "mmmm" sound like they don't believe him.

"Oooooo, Finns got a girl crush," Caleb said, everyone teasing him. I tried to hold back my smile. Wait, he has a crush on me?

"I don't have a crush on Millie. We've just been talking lately. Cause apparently none of the guys actually talk to her." Finn said, and the girls agreed.

"Well I can see it. The creep and the quiet," Gaten said, and I heard something get thrown at Gaten and him saying 'ow'. The girls laughed. I was done listening, so I fell asleep on Sadie's shoulder, trying to doze off.

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I felt warm. I heard the tv going, too. Somebody must've put on a movie. They turned off all the lights, so the only light you're getting is from the tv screen.

I shifted a little to get more comfortable, because my neck hurt. Sadie put her arm around me, so I was more comfortable. My legs were bent up, and they leaned against her. I repositioned my head on her shoulder, more by her neck. For once, her hair didn't get in my face. I can't really feel her hair right now, but I don't really care to open my eyes. Nobody was talking, so I'd assume they were all sleeping.

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A little while later, I woke up after I heard voices talking. I kept my eyes shut, cause I didn't feel like talking.

I felt really warm and comfortable, too. I didn't wanna move.

"Should we wake them up? Finn will be beyond pissed if he knows we saw this," Noah said.

"No take a picture first," Maddie whispered. I wonder what time it is.

They turned back on the tv and nobody was talking anymore, but I heard Sadie shifting, so I stretched and opened my eyes, to see I was sleeping on Finn? What the hell?

He opened his eyes the same time I did, both of us really confused, backing away from each other. Just a little bit though, we don't want everyone looking at us. This is embarrassing.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to," I said, and he looked me up and down. Why does he keep doing that? Is he planning to like, make me a meal for his vampire needs? What the fuck Millie, just stop talking.

"It's okay." He said, then looked at everyone else and went back to a straight face, and I caught Noah's eyes and he winked at me. Nobody else seemed to notice. I rolled my eyes and gave him the finger.

"Hey I'm kicking the boys out now, we're having a girls night," Sadie said, and the guys groaned. Finn didn't though, he doesn't really talk unless spoken to.

"You guys don't have fun unless we're here, so have fun doing nothing losers," Gaten said, and all the guys followed. I felt Finn look at me, so I turned and met his eyes.

"Bye Millie," he said, keeping his voice low. I said bye to him, and he turned out and walked out with the other guys. Jesus, I'm not going to sleep tonight based on how much I slept today.

Later on, we all moved up to Sadie's room and were just talking, gossip, the usual. I was just lost in a train of my own thoughts.

"Mill, you listening?" Sophia asked, and I looked towards them.

"What am I listening to?" I asked, and she laughed.

"About you and Finn," Maddie said, and I rolled my eyes.

"I'm gonna stop listening then," I said, and they groaned.

"Come on Millie, it's so cute how he looks at you." Sadie said.

"Yeah, like he wants to eat me alive? No thank you." I said, and they laughed. I mean, it's true. Look into his fucking eyes.

"He's such a sweetheart when it comes to you Millie, I'm so glad I told finn and you to start talking cause he's been through that stuff too. You guys are like connected, I can see it." Sadie said, and the girls awed.

"He's not a sweetheart, he is just acting like a normal person." I stated, starting to think about it now.

"Well yeah, his version of normal comes off as sweet. He's a creep." Maddie said, then regretting what she said.

"A nice creep though. No hate on him," she said, and the girls and I laughed.

"Can we talk about something else?" I asked, so Maddie switched the conversation to something about her.

He is a creep. I feel like he's hiding something about him. He acts "normal" when he talks to me, but to the real life he's just acting like there's something to know. I still get that feeling when I talk to him. That there's something more to him than just cold, staring Finn with problems. What are the other thoughts? I honesty really want to know.

Whatever.

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