Hi!!! I have like 19 drafts written for this book so I will continue to post them. Sorry it's been so long!!

Sadie's POV

I'm on my way to school, and Millie and I didn't carpool today. Jacob picked her up. So obviously, my plan didn't work. But if she's happy with Jacob, then I'm happy for her. She told me that they made it official last night.

I'm not really looking for a boyfriend, though. I feel as if nobody would like me anyway. I'm not that great.

I pull into the parking lot and see the group around Finns car, talking. I walk over and they get confused as to why Millie isn't with me.

"Where's Millie?" Noah asked. He was standing pretty close to Lilia.

"Jacob drove her." I said, and they nodded. A couple of them looked over to Finn, who didn't seem to be paying attention to their glances. Obviously everyone's confused as to why she's not with Finn.

I don't think she's a "slut". She kissed Finn. It was probably just heat of the moment. She probably told Jacob, and she didn't mean to. She's my best friend. I will always support her. I just feel bad, because I could tell how badly Finn feels for her. I think. Or he's just planning to like, kidnap her or something. I honestly wouldn't be surprised. Look at his eyes. He honestly looks really hot when he's kissing someone. Point for Millie, if she ends up realizing her and Finn would be amazing together. I also honestly think it's pretty cool that he got scratched by a tiger. Badass.

"What?" Finn asked, as I completely forgot I was just staring at him.

"Sorry, zoned out." I said, turning around and seeing everyone walking in for the bell. We all walked inside together, and just talked. We all just stood around my locker and talked, and I saw Millie down the hallway with Jacob, holding his hand, heading towards her locker. I think everyone else saw too.

"Damn, are they dating?" Caleb said, causing everyone who wasn't looking to look.

"Yeah, she told me last night they made it official. I'm happy for her." I said, and the girls agreed. We continued talking a bit, but I couldn't help looking at how Finn is watching Millie and Jacob. I gotta watch out for Mill. She might have a lover on her hand, you know.

He seemed to not care on the outside, but I know Finn well enough to see how he shows his emotion. Right now to everyone else it's his usual self. Emotionless. Not even a smile. To me, I can see how he's watching Millie and Jacob, and I either see sadness or concern. I really don't know. Maybe both? Why would he even be concerned?

Honestly, Jacob picked up some muscle since winter break. He'd definitely leave me unconscious after a punch in the face. I've never really talked to him.

I see Millie walking over here, and waving hi. She's still holding Jacobs hand, then let's go when she gets to us.

"Hey guys, I just wanted to introduce you to Jacob." She said, a smile on her face. She never smiles like that. Maybe she's just really happy with Jacob add I've never seen her that happy?

The girls said hi, and the guys said hi too. Jacob introduced himself, and said some stuff about him. God, he looks even more muscular than he did afar.

He's a pretty tall height compared to our group. He's not taller than Finn, though. Finn is the superior height of the group, he makes us feel safe giving everyone death stares all the time, haha.

"Well, I better go. I'll see you all later." Jacob said, and we said bye. He kissed Millie, and left. The girls started squealing and hugging Millie, making her laugh, but she flinched first some reason.

"Millie that's so cute I'm going to die," Maddie said, and the girls laughed.

"He seems a little odd to me, but okay. Whatever makes you happy, Mill." Caleb said, and Gaten agreed. Noah was acting like all the girls were. Finn didn't say anything, or act any different than he was a couple minutes ago.

Everyone split up and left for class, and I went to English with Finn and Noah. Noah wouldn't stop talking about Jacob.

"So what about you and Lilia?" I asked, and he smiled.

"I don't know. I might like her. Don't say shit though okay? She's literally in this class." He said, and I laughed.

"Okay lovebird."

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Millie's POV

Nobody notices I'm helpless. I'm stuck. I don't know what else to do. I'm faking everything.

I'm in Spanish now, and we have a sub. So everyone's talking. Finn hasn't spoken a word to me today. He's acting strange. Like we didn't just make out in a hot tub for 5 minutes, and he didn't fall asleep cuddling me while he was drunk. Well, I guess I'm acting the same way. Maybe? I don't know. Turned around in my seat to see if Finn was willing to talk.

"Hi." I said, and he looked up at me and I immediately got trapped in his eyes. And he knows I did. He uses it to his advantage.

"Hi Millie." He said, eyeing me up and down. I'm wearing leggings with an oversized sweater. My hair is down, like it always is. I wonder if he thinks I'm pretty. I don't think I am. I just do it for Jacob. I really hope he just lets me go after history class.

"How are you?" I asked, and he shrugged.

"How are you?" He asked, hinting at that particular thing. Jacob, of course. He's got to know what he does. But if he knew what he did exactly, wouldn't he stop it?

"I'm okay. I guess." I said, and he nodded. He looked down at my grey sweater, then back up to me.

"You look nice." He said, trapping my eyes into his. I can't remember how long we looked at each other, and I don't want to know how long. Damn, he's fucking creepy. But it's hot in a way.

"Thank you." I said, and he nodded. He looked at the clock behind me, then back to me.

"You coming to lunch?" He asked. I nodded. I know he's hinting at something bigger.

"You know lunch starts at 1:30, not 1:50." He said, and I nodded, my heart starting to race with nerves.

"I'm just doing extra history." I said, lying straight to his face. I feel like he can tell I'm lying about it. But he didn't even look at me differently or say something about it. I just feel like he knows.

"How about you skip extra history today and I meet you at your locker after history? I can walk you to lunch." He said, trying to get me out. I think he knows. I think he's trying to help me, but he doesn't know how. No, he would actually get me if he knew. He would beat the shit out of Jacob if he knew exactly what was happening. He probably just thinks we're making out or something. He's probably waiting for me to speak up if anything else is happening.

"I might see Jacob for a bit after history today. I'm not sure." I said, and he nodded.

"Okay. I'll see you later then." He said, as the bell rang, and he left me in the class. What is up with him? He's acting odd.

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"You can go ahead, I'll be there in a few." I said, and Sadie nodded and left. I saw Jacob come up to me and grab my hand.

"Let's go somewhere else." He said, and I nodded. We walked hand in hand together to his car. I don't even want to know what's going to happen in his car.

He had us go in the backseat, and he immediately placed his lips onto mine. I didn't enjoy it. No passion, no sparks. Only fear.

"Millie, you're amazing," he said, moving down to my neck. His hands roamed my entire body, leaving me unfazed and numb. I just let him touch me. I just keep saying in the back of my head that's it's better than him forcing me into intercourse.

I saw his dick the other night, when he made me do things to it with every other guy that was at his house. It isn't anything amazing.

I don't know how to get out of this situation and get help. I don't want to tell anyone, it's embarrassing. But what's worse, being embarrassed or being harassed?

"Millie!" He snapped, and I zoned in, my heart racing.

"Listen to me when I talk. Take off your leggings."

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Sadie's POV

We're sitting at lunch, just talking and eating. Mostly just talking about the camping trip we're going to take this weekend.

"I feel like we should get to know each other on a deeper level, if you know what I mean." Gaten said.

"I think of all of you as siblings, how am I about to kiss one of you if we play one of those games?" Maddie said, and everyone laughed.

"Let's just do it for fun. It'll spice things up rather than us watching movies for the 5th night in a row. There's going to be no parent supervision, and it's just us. It's also going to be nice as hell out, considering it's winter break. Like high 80's. And still around 60 at night." Caleb said, and everyone agreed to. I look in the corner of my eye to see a leg bouncing up and down like crazy.

"What's up Finn?" I asked him, and he shrugged.

"Is Millie not showing up to lunch anymore?" He asked, which caught everyone's attention. He never speaks.

"Her and Jacob are probably making out somewhere. Teen love, am I right?" Noah said, and everyone laughed at him. Finn seemed like he was about to fall out of his seat he was so anxious.

"She's okay, Finn. She's probably just with Jacob somewhere." I said, and he nodded, his nerves settling a little bit.

I feel like this camping trip will be fun. Just all of us, no parents, maybe some drinking, just having fun.

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