"Look I will stay here with you alright. That way you at least aren't alone but don't think we are friends alright because you may have killed your soulmate, but you also killed mine"

~ Jungkook ~

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Jimins POV

I pulled back from Taehyung with tears staining my cheeks.

I think I've been crying for hours now but still nothing.

His body is cold, lifeless and stone hard.

"No!" I screamed staring at Taehyungs scared face.

I don't know what to do.

I thought I could save him with my tears but it doesn't seem to be like that anymore.

I knew I would kill him but I didn't think it would be now.

I can't take him back to my parents because they still have no cure and their is no way they would let me back into their house now.

I quickly walked out of the shower cubicle and pulled on a white dressing gown.

Then my fingers shook as I unlocked the front door and locked it behind me.

I ran down the path and up the footsteps to Jungkooks room.

I know he will hate me but I don't know what else to do, I have no where else to go.

I tried the door handle which was still unlocked and walked into the dark room.

I quickly flicked on the switch then wandered more into the room to see Jungkook cover his head with a white pillow.

"Jungkook" I called walking over to him.

"Jungkook" I repeated shaking his shoulders in bed.

"Yah what!?" He whined throwing the pillow that was covering his eyes at my face.

"Get up" I demanded.

"No go back to Taehyung" He complained rolling over in bed to face away from me.

"Taehyung is fucking a statue right now, get the fuck up" I snapped at him.

He rolled back over looking at me his eyes widening before he got out of bed.

Was he trying to figure out if I'm serious?

He covered his shirt and shorts in also a dressing gown before grabbing the key to lock the door as we exited.

"What happened?" Jungkook asked me running a hand through his hair as we swiftly walked back to my room.

"Um it's kind of embarrassing" I answered.

"You don't need to feel embarrassed if you had sex, I did encourage Taehyung before in my room to have sex with you" Jungkook hummed.

"What!?" I gasped.

"He needed a push in the right direction. He was nervous about sleeping with you in case doing the deed may happen so I just gave him a nudge in the right direction" Jungkook told me as I unlocked the door.

"Makes sense why you aren't walking straight" Jungkook chuckled walking inside after me.

I whacked his chest hard as he started to apologize.

"Um, have you seen Taehyung naked?" I asked him.

"Oh he's still naked?" Jungkook gasped.

"But yes I have. Just was a long time ago" Jungkook answered.

I pulled Jungkook into the bathroom and he scoffed seeing a steamed up shower.

"Shut up" I whined blushing.

I opened the bathroom door and Jungkooks mouth fell open.

"Shit he looks like he's in pain" Jungkook gasped rushing to him.

"Yah as much as Taehyung loved you I kind of wish I ran away with Taehyung and not you" Jungkook grumbled holding his lifeless stone friend between his hands.

"Yah! You are not making me feel better that my soulmates fucking stone" I complained taking deep breaths.

"Sorry" Jungkook huffed.

"Move, I will bring him out of the shower" Jungkook instructed lifting the heavy statue of Taehyung into the main bathroom.

"Mind if I cover his dick? I feel uncomfortable looking at it in the current situation" Jungkook asked and I nodded feeling more hot tears role down my cheek.

Jungkook wrapped a towel around Taehyungs waist and covered his length from our view.

Jungkook sighed seeing the hot tears streaming down my cheeks like rivers that had no ending.

He walked over to me and wrapped his arms around me.

I instantly hid my face in his chest as I sobbed feeling guilty. 

"Do you think he's gone under there?" Jungkook whispered to me.

"I pray not. But if my tears didn't work, it's possible he's... G-gone" I cried out as my eyesight blurred.

Jungkook hugged me even tighter to me and rubbed his hand up and down my back soothingly.

"Let's just go to bed, you seem to worked up so let's just rest and think about what to do when we wake up with a fresh brain. You also may be able to weep more tears then and save him" Jungkook suggested wrapping his arm around me to pull me out of the bathroom.

"Kook-" I started.

"Never said you could call me that" Jungkook added.

"Jungkook I don't think I can sleep after that. Normally I struggle but with Tae it's going to be worse" I mumbled while Jungkook pushed me into bed roughly.

"Look I will stay here with you alright. That way you at least aren't alone but don't think we are friends alright because you may have killed your soulmate, but you also killed mine" Jungkook huffed going to turn the light off.

I felt the bed sink down beside me and I sighed.

Guilt over weighed my mind.

Taehyung should be sleeping with me.

He should be wrapped up in my arms all warm and cozy.

Why did I have to be abnormal?

Why couldn't I be a normal male who gets a normal perfect life?

Though I suppose I wouldn't have met Taehyung if I was normal...

I lay my orange hair across the pillow and sniffled while holding it tightly.

"Jimin-ah" I heard Jungkook sigh from behind me.

I felt his hand around my waist as he pulled me closer to him on the bed.

He wrapped his arms around me but I was quick to roll over and hold onto him tightly.

He may not be my Taehyung, but I need whatever hug I can get right now.

Part of me just wants to end my life.

Without Taehyung my life is incomplete.

It can't be continued.

Only I can't kill myself, I've tried but the concrete in my veins isn't damageable. A cut doesn't bleed as I would need to cut through concrete to get any blood out.

I'm stuck living without Taehyung.

Without my lover.

My eyes clenched tightly as I smelt Jungkooks jasmine scented aroma.

Then I drifted off too sleep in Jungkooks arms.

How ironic for us both to have lost Taehyung, but yet we are together craving the one we love in a peaceful slumber...

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