"One sided loves are always hard"

~ Jungkook ~

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Jimins POV

I felt super guilty as Taehyung talked to me almost the whole way we walked down the field away from my house as the walkway inside the basement lead just to a random paddock beyond the wall.

But Taehyung barely talked to Jungkook even though he was the one brought back to life.

He probably has is whole life to share with Taehyung but he doesn't seem interested.

I do wonder if he's doing it purposefully though, to prove to Jungkook that I am his?

"Do you want me to piggy back you? Are your legs sore?" Taehyung wondered aloud.

"No I'm fine Tae" I said looking at Jungkook.

"Why don't you give Jungkook a piggy back, if he does too much exercise it's possible he could do what you did and start puking blood on the grass" I said looking at Jungkook who left his head down.

"Nah he's fine aren't you" Taehyung said patting his arm where he nodded saying nothing.

"Taehyung why don't we take the horse? It would be quicker then walking into town" I stated.

"Good idea" He said messing up my already messy ginger hair.

"I'll go get the horse, you both keep walking" Taehyung said walking over to the horse in a diagonal direction.

"Are you actually okay?" I asked looking at Jungkook.

"Yeah" He said bluntly.

"Don't lie to me. I can tell when people lie as I've had people lie to me my entire life" I grumbled still looking at him.

"Okay fine. No" He huffed.

"My insides feel not good right now and it's killing me to see Taehyung ignore me" He said holding his chest with his larger hand.

"Okay stop walking for a bit" I instructed and he stopped.

"Take deep breaths of fresh air and just lean against the fence behind you to relax for a bit" I stated holding his hands tightly in mine.

I rubbed my thumbs over the palms of his hands as he took deep breaths leaning back on the fence as I faced him.

"Feeling physically better?" I asked after a couple minutes of silence.

He nodded.

"I'm sorry Taehyung is ignoring you. It's honestly making me feel guilty" I said pouting.

"Hey no, it's fine. I'm just glad Taehyung actually fell in love with someone. I never thought it would be me even though I hoped. I always knew he would be searching for someone else" Jungkook told me sighing.

"That must be hard for you" I stated and he nodded.

"One sided loves are always hard" He stated.

"What happened in your love life after Taehyung died?" I asked him.

"Ah well, I married a women who was aware I was gay. I told her but she didn't want to be a widow. We never had kids, didn't even sleep in the same bed, just she became like my best friend so I was satisfied and greatful enough for her understanding" Jungkook told me and I nodded.

"Damn what are you both doing?" Taehyung asked stopping the horse beside us.

"He wasn't feeling well" I said looking at Taehyung.

"What!? You should have said something Kook-ah" Taehyung said observing our hands holding each other's.

However I let go to pat the horse.

"Don't move from the fence still, keep relaxing" I hummed patting the horse.

"Baby do you thi-" I started.

"Holy shit did you just call me baby!?" Taehyung gasped.

"Um yeah, is that okay?" I asked looking up at him on the horse.

Damn Taehyung looks dashing in the dark. His old fashioned clothes as well as dark locks of hair and stunning jawline just make me swoon for him.

"Yes, it's so cute hearing your voice say it" Taehyung said leaning over to kiss me.

He honestly looks like a prince on the horse who is here to save me.

"Tae, your gonna fal-" I started pulling my lips away from Taehyungs as he fell off the horse pushing me down into the grass as he fell on top of me.

"That was a dumb idea" I whispered as Taehyung just laughed.

"Yeah you both are perfect in a messed up way" Jungkook commented from beside us.

"A messed up way?" Taehyung gasped looking over at Jungkook leaning against the fence still.

"You fell off a horse into someone smaller then you, would have been more romantic the other way around but it still happened" Jungkook explained.

"Personally I don't think that would have been romantic anyways because you would have been watching that mess still" I told him and he lightly laughed.

Taehyung got off me and pulled me up holding my hands.

"Aww you have grass in your hair" He said with a cute boxy smile while pulling grass out of my hair.

"As much as you guys are cute and all, I think we should focus on getting away from their house because we are only like a yard away" Jungkook stated.

"Right good point" Taehyung stated.

"Taehyung what I was going to say was can you make the horse jump the fence?" I wondered.

"Yeah sure" Taehyung said climbing back onto the horse.

He turned the horse around and went in a wee circle before he made the horse jump the fence.

"Damn you got better at it" Jungkook chimed as we both climbed the fence.

"Of course, you were always better then me on a horse so when I was sick I practiced all day" Taehyung said smiling.

"Seriously! You brat. I left you to stay warm not go outside" Jungkook whined.

"Well the fresh air and sweating a lot got me better" Taehyung whined.

"Jiminie come here" Taehyung called and I walked over too him on the horse where he leaned over a bit to lift me up under my armpits in front of him onto the horse.

"Kook are you okay to get up?" Taehyung asked and he nodded taking a deep breath before he climbed onto the horse behind Taehyung.

"Alright" Taehyung hummed.

I could feel Jungkooks hands around Taehyungs waist on my back which slightly annoyed me.

But that was until Taehyung wrapped one of his arms around my stomach making my heart beat just a bit faster and grabbed the rein with the other showing off his veiny hand.

His breath fanned against my cheek as his head was beside mine to see.

"May want to hold onto the horses mane for support" He coed lowly in my ear sending shivers down my spine.

God this man is so sexy! And he's all mine...

Taehyung then slacked the reins as the horse started to run down the driveway with air rushing through my hair.

Feeling Taehyungs large dick against my ass while we move on the horse is starting to make me horny.

As much as I'm jealous of Jungkooks hands around Taehyungs waist, I get to have Taehyung touch me and I'm enjoying it a bit to much as he holds me very closely to him like I'm special because I'm his.

Man I can't wait to escape with you and do whatever I've dreamed and desired to you...

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(Yal sometimes I feel like my books would be better as a movie or a kdrama, like Polar Opposite is a great book but then if it was a movie or drama, it would clearly show the betrayal and sides of both characters, also would show the bad things they do like smoking etc... Just would be so dope ya know! 

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