"You look stunning all the time"

~ Taehyung ~

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Taehyungs POV

"Are you possibly gay?"

I gasped hearing Jimins question.

Do I tell him the truth?

"Why do you ask?" I asked him curiously.

"Um. I know this will sound like a stereotype but you wear make up. I also may have done a bit of research around you online and it says you were very close to Jungkook so I wondered even if you had something going on with him romantically and also when you have kissed me, you also didn't pull away and willingly kissed me" Jimin explained quickly.

My mind went blank.

Jungkook.

I've done my best not to think about him.

"See" Jimin said lifting up his computer screen to show me a picture of Jungkook and I above some words.

I scrolled down on Jimin's computer looking at pictures of Jungkook and I together.

"Are you okay?" Jimin asked me panicked when I was silent.

I didn't answer.

Jungkook...

~ Flashback ~

"Tae" Jungkook chimed in my ear as he draped his arms over me where I sat on the couch.

"Kookie" I hummed beaming as I got up from the couch.

I jumped over the couch and held tightly onto Jungkook.

"Damn you are warm" Jungkook said feeling my forehead as I hugged him tightly.

I shrugged.

"Do you think you are going to not be sick by next Wednesday? I could go inform the academy that you won't be competing in the competition?" Jungkook said allowing me to stare into his deep brown eyes.

"No I will get better by then Kook I promise" I said lying my head on his chest.

I only have a wee cold, just a sniffle and light dry cough.

"Come here aye?" Jungkook chimed as he lifted me up between his arms holding my bum as I wrapped my arms and legs around him.

He took me to my bed across the room and lied down with me.

"How was your day Kookie?" I whispered looking at him as he sat up taking his green and white stripped scarf off.

Then he pulled off his jumper exposing his bare muscular arms and his tight grey singlet which showed his pecs through his shirt.

"It was exhausting. Singing lessons were endless to make the upcoming performance happen" Jungkook muttered while lying back down except this time he stared up at the ceiling and didn't face me.

I shuffled over on the bed and cuddled into his warm body.

"Tae your parents are going to freak one day if they come home and catch us like this" Jungkook said running his hand through my messy hair.

"I don't care. Someday the world will accept us" I hummed.

Jungkook lifted my chin up to look at his face with his index finger.

"Tae do you actually like me in romantic ways?" Jungkook wondered allowed.

"Why wouldn't I?" I gasped.

"Sometimes I wonder if you like me in these ways because you like the idea of being with someone that you love, but I wonder if I'm not that person for you. Just you can't find the one you truly desire because they aren't telling you they are gay when it's not accepted by society to go and speak the truth about one's sexual orientation" Jungkook explained.

I pondered thinking about his statement.

"Why are you so smart?" I chuckled lightly.

"Tae. I truly love you, but if someday you find someone better. A guy who also is interested in men. I want you to know you don't have to stay with me" Jungkook said before he leaned forwards and kissed my forehead gently.

"I do like you a lot Jungkook. You are my friend so I will always love you even if it's not romantic feelings that I share. But I sadly doubt the day to come out myself to the world because that will result to my death. So for now you are forever mine. I'm happy Kook, really I am. Also this time period doesn't benefit us for the world to know our truth" I coed.

"I'm willing to risk it all for you and stay single or cheat merciless on a women for you" I said looking at him.

He softly smiled.

"Things will change Tae. Someday" He coed before he leaned over to kiss my forehead once again.

"However we can't date yet Jungkook" I stated and he pouted looking at me.

His rosy pink cheeks were flared and his plump pinker lips stood out.

"I don't want to date you until we have sorted out our futures. We may not be able to be together later anyways depending on our futures" I explained.

He nodded.

"You are likely to travel the world Kookie for your voice is more beautiful to hear then a birds singing, so I could never be the reason for your dreams to not come true. Your voice deserves to be discovered by the globe" I said messing up his dark black hair.

"I will forever keep traveling back to you Taehyung" He whispered kissing my cheek and I giggled.

"Come" I said grabbing Jungkooks hand to pull him back off my bed.

We wandered towards my full length window and I sat down on a round leather chair next to Jungkook who sat down on the built in window sill seat.

"The sky is so stunning at night" Jungkook whispered.

"You look stunning all the time" I coed lowly to Jungkook which resulted in a big bunny smile appearing on his soft lips.

"Taehyung if I go away for my job. Please always remember I love you. No matter how far we are away from each other, my love will never part ways for you" Jungkook said holding my hand tightly in his own.

"My love for you will never come to an end no matter how old we become. I will always love you Jungkook" I said placing my head on the younger boys exposed muscular shoulder.

~ End of flashback ~

I blinked as Jimin clicked his hand in front of my eyes.

"I am gay" I stated now paying attention again.

"I- You are?" Jimin gasped.

"Yeah" I said sighing as I thought more about Jungkook.

I closed Jimins laptop.

"Were you dating him?" Jimin wondered aloud.

"No. He was in love with me though" I said sighing as I lied down on Jimins bed feeling tears in my eyes.

I can't imagine Jungkook's heart break over me when he found out.

"Really?" Jimin gasped.

"Yeah. We were going to date but our parents wouldn't understand. Also it wasn't accepted in society at the stage we wanted to be together as we were still young and still naive. Also our futures may not have aligned because I was an artist and he was a singer that was due to travel the world" I explained.

"I'm glad we didn't date now though because I didn't want him to have been dating me when I die-" I started but Jimin cut me off putting his small finger on my lips.

Right someone else could be listening to our conversation on the cameras in the other room.

"I understand" Jimin said removing his finger from my lips.

Then he walked into the bathroom to pull on some boxers and track pants which he came back out in.

Then he lied down next to me.

"Did you love him Taehyung?" Jimin asked looking at my side profile.

"As a friend yes. I had no romantic or sexual feelings towards Jungkook" I explained.

"I felt bad about it. But we both forever knew that I was the one for him but he was never the one for me" I explained.

"Have you ever been in love?" Jimin asked me curiously.

"Yes" I answered honestly.

"I am in love now"

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