"Because I am half naked under this that's why"

~ Taehyung ~

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Taehyung's POV

I turned around hearing my bedroom door click and gasped seeing Jimin standing by the door.

He's not the person I want to see right now but before I could kick him out I saw his red puffy eyes with tears slipping down his cheeks.

I may not want to see him but my feelings took over me as I can't stand seeing him unhappy.

"Jimin-ah" I gasped getting up from where I sat in front of a artist canvas because I felt too awake to sleep.

I pulled my night gown over my body more to hide my bare chest underneath.

"Yah why are you crying?" I said walking over to him.

I gulped as Jimin wrapped his arms tightly around my waist and hid his face against my covered chest.

He cried against my chest which made my heart once again start to speed up while it shattered for this boy.

I wrapped my arms around him and rubbed his back soothingly.

"Jiminie, why are you crying?" I coed softly too him lifting his chin up to look at me.

Jimin still cried with blurry eyes and a wobbly plump pink lips.

I sighed knowing he wasn't going to explain until his tears stopped.

I took my artwork out of his hand and put it down on my desk before pulling a blanket off of my bed.

I wrapped the blanket around his smaller frame then pulled Jimin over too my window which showed the dark night sky.

I sat down and pulled Jimin down with me onto my lap.

Then I calmly wrapped my arms around Jimin covered in a blanket from my bed.

His tears slowly ended as he rested his back against my chest and I cuddled into him to keep myself warm.

"Want to tell me what's wrong hmm?" I asked once his tears came to an end.

"I-" Jimin started taking a deep breath.

"Mostly I feel super guilty because you made a really amazing piece of artwork and then all I could talk about was my desires and myself rather then the reason you came to my room. I should have been talking about the drawing because my desires don't even matter. I shouldn't have even asked because now my mother is going to know and that's equally embarrassing. But I should have been telling you how sweet it was you drew me because it must have taken hours" Jimin complained.

"Aw it's fine Jiminie, It didn't take me that long honestly. Only 3-4 hours maybe. But it's fine, it's not like you can go ask some random girl when you live in the middle of no where anyways" I said still holding him now rubbing his stomach which calmed him down more.

"Really, it only took you 3-4 hours?" Jimin gasped while looking out at the dark night sky still.

"Yes. If I painted it, it may have taken a bit longer of course" I mentioned.

"Want me to draw you tomorrow before your hook up turns up?" I whispered in Jimin's ear.

"Like live draw?" Jimin asked.

"Yes live draw" I said chuckling softly.

"Yes please" Jimin said with a smile on his lips.

I smiled back.

"Jimin are you cold at all?" I asked feeling his cold hand against mine.

"No, only my hands are cold" Jimin replied.

"Are you cold, you are like wearing nothing" Jimin said looking at my bare legs up too shorts that I hid under my robe.

"I am fine. I was used to being colder actually" I said to him.

Jimin turned back to look at me until something else caught his eye.

"Ooo" Jimin said getting up and walking over too my dresser which had make up on it.

I followed him and crossed my arms across my chest to stop my robe from opening.

Jimin looked back at me.

"You took your make up off" Jimin gasped.

I nodded.

"I had a shower so yes" I said.

"Come more into the moonlight. I want too see you without make up" Jimin said with a grin.

"I look better with make up on though Jiminie. Plus you are shorter then me so probably wouldn't see me well anyways" I explained.

Jimin's eyebrows knitted together as he swatted his arm out to hit me from my comment but I moved too the side before he hit me.

"Yah Jimin-ssi don't hit me. It hurts remember" I said slightly panicked.

"Oh yeah. I forgot sorry. And don't call me Jimin-ssi" Jimin said walking closer to me.

"How is your bruising" Jimin asked now way to close to me for my liking.

"Don't touch" I said holding my robe closed.

"Why?" Jimin asked.

"Because I am half naked under this that's why" I stated.

"Top or bottom half is naked?" Jimin asked me.

"Top. Fuck I would seriously kick you out if my bottom half was naked" I said chuckling.

"You have seen me shirtless so you will live" Jimin said making eye contact with me which made me more nervous.

"So what, in my time you wouldn't go around willingly showing off your chest. You were always clothed" I stated.

"We are both guys come on. Let me check the bruising you big baby" Jimin growled now getting more impatient.

"Plus I've seen half of it before because I've lifted up your shirt so let go" Jimin demanded now with daggers in his eyes.

I sighed and let go of my robe so that he could open it himself if he wanted too.

I felt Jimin's hands against the knot I tied around my waist of my robe but he undid it to pull it open.

His eyes did land on my pecs before he looked at my bruising.

"Hmm it looks a bit better" Jimin said.

"I don't think it has actually changed Jiminie" I said looking down at it myself.

Jimin held onto my waist and pulled me closer too him as he took a step back to pull me into the moonlight.

"Okay maybe it hasn't changed but at least it hasn't gotten worse" Jimin said looking up at me with a cute smile.

"Wow" I scoffed. 

Jimin giggled looking across my face.

"You don't need make up honestly. You are extremely attractive without it" Jimin said as the moonlight shined down on him.

His words gave me butterflies but made my heart break into two.

I so badly wish this male could be mine but his words about being gay haunt me.

"Thanks" I said giving him a fake smile to hopefully hide that he is effecting me a lot right now.

"Jimin I think you should go back to your room now" I said firmly.

Jimin shook his head.

"No one is watching on the camera's. At night they normally don't because normally I'm too lazy to leave my room" Jimin stated.

I lifted Jimin's hand off my waist and he watched me move his hand while I tied my robe back up.

"Okay" I said to him.

A small pout was on his soft plump lips.

Is he seriously that moody that he is sad he can't touch my waist?

"Want me to do your make up for fun?" I whispered which made Jimin smile brightly.

He still makes my heart skip a beat even if he doesn't want me in the ways I want him. I am just going to have to live with it.

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(Uwu cute~ Protective Taehyung who's entertaining Jimin and making sure he isn't crying~ Willing to suffer himself for Jimin to be happy~

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