I feel down today and idk why

Probably cuz of all the sad Tiktoks I watched and the depressing songs I listened to 😔

I need to make myself sad in order to write Oxymoronic Eyes' sequel so when I come back to Yoonsplit, my emotions are fucked and I gotta make myself happier again so this book doesn't turn out depressing 🤡

My mental health said "we a merry-go-round now whore" ✨ KDBSKXBSK

Only two updates today

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notyoongimin:
JIN HELPSODHK

hiwelcometojinnies:
Damn it

hiwelcometojinnies:
Y does everyone come to me for their problems

hiwelcometojinnies:
I can't live up to my unbothered status when U WHORES KEEP BOTHERING ME

hiwelcometojinnies:
*sigh* what is it now?

notyoongimin:
HOSEOK

notyoongimin:
YOONIE

notyoongimin:
AVOCADO

hiwelcometojinnies:
Girl what— 💀

notyoongimin:
HOSEOKBOUGHTYOONIESTUFFANDBOUGHTMEANAVOCADO

hiwelcometojinnies:
But y an avocado?

notyoongimin:
That's what I said 🗿

notyoongimin:
Idk

notyoongimin:
But he's being sweet

notyoongimin:
And my heart did a thing

notyoongimin:
It's still doing a thing

notyoongimin:
Might fuck around and have a heart attack 😳

hiwelcometojinnies:
Never thought this day would come :')

hiwelcometojinnies:
Jk whore we all knew this shit's bound to happen

hiwelcometojinnies:
You like Hoseok

notyoongimin:
I do not 🗿🤥🗿🗿

hiwelcometojinnies:
Not even Jungkook's dumbass would believe that

notyoongimin:

notyoongimin:
Okay maybe I'm starting to feel comfortable around him

notyoongimin:
Maybe 🐷

notyoongimin:
But that doesn't mean I like him

notyoongimin:
I just think he's nice

notyoongimin:
And cute

notyoongimin:
And adorable

notyoongimin:
And I wanna eat his little dimples whenever he smiles

hiwelcometojinnies:

hiwelcometojinnies:
DeFinItElY doN'T lIke hiM

notyoongimin:
Shut up.

hiwelcometojinnies:
Those periods don't work on me sis I ain't Hobi

notyoongimin:
Fine

notyoongimin:
Maybe I do like him 🤥

notyoongimin:
But can u blame me?

notyoongimin:
He's been nothing but kind to me these past 2 months

notyoongimin:
And he wasn't repulsed by me when I told him I have D.I.D.

notyoongimin:
Unlike everyone else 😞

hiwelcometojinnies:
Hey we're not in high school anymore Yoon

hiwelcometojinnies:
Most ppl are reasonable now

hiwelcometojinnies:
They wouldn't drop u over a disorder u didn't ask for

hiwelcometojinnies:
Especially not Hobi

notyoongimin:
Ik but I'm still traumatized

hiwelcometojinnies:
I don't blame u I would be too

notyoongimin:
Yeah...

notyoongimin:
But Hoseok cares so much for Yoonie

notyoongimin:
And for me

notyoongimin:
He even bought us separate stuff

notyoongimin:
Like how can u not fall for that man? 😤

hiwelcometojinnies:
Didn't u hate him like 2 months ago?

notyoongimin:
Suddenly I'm Jared and I never learned how to read

hiwelcometojinnies:
U should confess to him

notyoongimin:
I probably will

notyoongimin:
Plus he likes me too

hiwelcometojinnies:
Not at all conceited or anything 🤡

notyoongimin:
AKJDKSJFJDJD

notyoongimin:
I'M NOT BEING CONCEITED U WHORE

notyoongimin:
HE'S JUST MORE OBVIOUS THAN ME

hiwelcometojinnies:
Mhm just wait til the poor guy meets Agust's bitch ass

notyoongimin:
Oh god I'm not ready for that

notyoongimin:
Agust is a literal shit

hiwelcometojinnies:
I second that

notyoongimin:
Any ounce of feelings Hoseok has for me would leave his body 😭

hiwelcometojinnies:
Tbh that don't sound impossible knowing Agust 😭😭

hiwelcometojinnies:
He's like Jimin but 5x snarkier

notyoongimin:
Let's just hope he doesn't show up any time soon

notyoongimin:
He hasn't shown up in months so I think we're in the clear

hiwelcometojinnies:
Hopefully

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7/15/20

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Song: Never Go Back by Dennis Lloyd