What about me?

Okay so like this oneshot involves all 7 members...Jimin and Taehyung will be taking the spotlight and Hoseok doesn't like that fact because he always gets no attention from fans and even his own members.

Just because i use Jiminie and Tae for this one doesn't mean i don't like these cute munchkins it's just for entertainment purposes.

Oh and yeah Tae, Jiminie, And Seok will be the littles in this oneshot, But the other members don't know that Hoseok is a little like Jimin and Tae.

LittleSpace; is where you enter the head space of careless life away from responsibility full adult world.

Words: 2063 (The most words i have ever written in my life)

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Author's P.O.V
The four members cooed at Jimin and Taehyung playing happily with each other, the two adorable littles were building a castle with the building blocks they have.

Hoseok was nowhere to be found nor did the members care to even look for him because they were too busying 'Uwu'ing over Jimin and Taehyung.

Hoseok was in his room and he had his knees up to his chest and crying softly scared if the members heard him cry.

"I-I wanf attwention two..." Hoseok whimpered and cried, No one actually knew Hoseok was a little too because again they were busying with Taehyung and Jimin.

Even if the two little weren't in their headspace, The attention would always be on them, Hoseok didn't want to be a burden since there was already two littles in this household.

Hoseok hiccuped like a baby (A/n: A cute one Uwu) and went to his closet to get a pink dionosaur onesie, Hoseok smiled a little bit but having a onesie on him wasn't going to make the other members focus on him.

Then he heard his phone ring and he saw their manager's name on his phone, He picked it up.

Hoseok:
Hello?

Manager:
Hoseok didn't I tell you that you need to finish your song today?

Hoseok:
Oh crap! I forgot! I...I'm coming!

Manager:
Hurry because the deadline is tomorrow

Hoseok:
Yes i'll be there as soon as i can!

Hoseok hang up and went to grab a simple outfit which was just a black hoodie and pants this outfit was different from what he would be wearing even if he was in a hurry, He folded his onesie and placed it back in his closet.

Hoseok grabbed his bag and walked out of the house without anyone caring if he left or not.

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Once he got there, He immediently went to his studio and locked the door before making his work.

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It was too stressing for Hoseok to do this and after him crying because he didn't get any sort of attention from the members and now doing this would make him feel better? No!

And after he was done with the song he remembered that he still didn't memorize their new dance, He sighed clearly upset so he stood up and went to the dance room.

He placed his bag down and played their music and started to practice.

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Hoseok didn't know what was taking over him...He was having a hard time memorizing the dance, He kept on falling hard which led him to have some bruises in his arms and legs.

He wanted some encouraging words to help him keep having motivation so he went to his secret fan instagram where he follows alot of his fans.

He was desperate to find any good compliments about him instead he got none it was all about the other band mates.

Hoseok was on his last straw and he was about to break down but he told himself "It's okay Hoseok... Breathe in...Breathe out" He did what he says and evenually led him to stop having a panic attack.

He puts his phone down and continued to dance and he didn't even bother to get dinner, That was far from his mind, all that was clouding his mind was Keep going! If you keep this up you might get a small amount of attention.

Hoseok assured himself he was going to do this, He knows it.

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He was finally done and memorized the dance properly though he was so sweaty, The mirror even fogged up a bit.

He danced it one more time to make sure he actually got it right.

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He got home and he was excited to finally get a shower and rest with his pink dionosaur onesie.

As he was in his room, drying his hair with a towel, He went to his closet and grabbed his onesie and put it on.

He turned on the ac and he went to his bed, he jumped on it and smiled a little and reached for his stuffed teddy bear and whispered "D-Daddy...".

And with that he fell asleep.

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Hoseok was now currently had a small smile on his mouth, The members were filming 'Run Bts' and Jimin, Taehyug and Hoseok were on the same team.

Hoseok had told the director that he would be the one bringing the camera, They didn't need a camera man.

At first, The director refused but after Hoseok whining for minutes he finally gave up, They were going to be taking 1OO pictures in places and the team who comes back first wins.

The three were currently in a hidden flower park, Hoseok was the only one who knew about it and he wanted Jimin and Taehyung to know about it.

Hoseok, Jimin and Taehyung already got pictures but Jimin and Taehyung were shivering because it was cold and they didn't bring a jacket, And they had to wait 5O minutes for a bus to arrive to take them back to the building.

"Are you guys cold?" Hoseok asked and they both nodded, Hoseok fished for an extra jacket and gave it to Taehyung and Hoseok removed the jacket he was wearing and gave it to Jimin, The camera was long dead.

"But what about you hyung?" Jimin asked "I don't care...you two are more important than me" Hoseok said and smiled at them.

Taehyung and Jimin looked at Hoseok and they swore they saw a glimpse of sadness in his eyes.

Hoseok led the two to sit down on the grass "Don't worry it's clean" They sat down and it was quiet until Taehyung asked a question.

"Hyung...Are you okay?" Hoseok sighed and said "Yes i am" Hoseok's eyes was telling the opposite, "Hyung you know we're always here for you and we promised each other to help each other right?".

Hoseok sighed and looked up at the blue sky "If i tell you...Do you promise not to tell the others about this?" Taehyung and Jimin looked at each other and nodded at Hoseok.

Hoseok felt tears pooling his eyes "I-I'm a-a...Little too" Taehyung and Jimin were shocked to hear this from Hoseok.

"Really?! Why didn't you tell us!" Jimin exclaimed happily, Hoseok looked at the two of them "Because i don't want to become a burden...Since there's already two cute littles in the house...I'm not even cute...You two are always having the spotlight...

And no one cares about me, Yeah sometimes I want to tell everyone but i feel that they would hate me for saying such things and would not believe me..." He paused for a second and let his tears fall.

"I always wanted someone to be there for me...It could be anyone but no...Everybody hates me and puts all of the attention on you two, I always get jealous at the they are always cooing, Calling you two cute adorable little creatures. I have been keeping this for myself for years. I wish i could be like you two, perfect and no flaws..." Hoseok sobbed.

"I cry myself to sleep every night knowing that no one will come in my room to comfort me, I'm jealous whenever Jin hyung kisses your foreheads before going to bed, I'm jealous whenever Namjoon plays with you guys, I'm jealous whenever Jungkook buys you guys new toys...I'm jealous whenever Yoongi...Says he loves the two of you...So much" Hoseok looked away and wipped his tears away.

"Our Armys always noticed each and everyone one of you and i'm there in the corner, Always the one who is getting cropped out of the picture, The one who always gets people's insults, The one who is useless and worthless to the world, I sometimes think that 'What if...I just leave?' because again no one needs me, no one wants me, I-I'm the odd one o-out".

Jimin and Taehyung were silent at the imformation Hoseok was giving, They didn't know that Hoseok has been suffering yet no one even tried to help Hoseok.

Hoseok was sobbing, This was the first time they ever heard Hoseok cry and it broke their hearts so much.

Taehyung and Jimin stood up and hugged Hoseok tightly "We're sorry hyung...We're so sorry, We know a simple sorry can't cut it but we hope that you can forgive us--" Hoseok cuts Taehyung off.

"I've already forgiven the two of you a long time ago, I just wanted to tell you guys what i have been feeling for these years" Hoseok smiled.

"Hyung...Are you sure we can't tell the other members?" Hoseok sighed and said "Please don't...I don't want to be a burden...Maybe when the time is right i will but for now you two shut it" Hoseok laughed softly.

"Yes hyungie!" The two kissed Hoseok's cheeks at the same time and they laughed "When we get home let's play in Hoseok's room does that sound good hyungie?" Jimin said and Hoseok chuckled "That's an amazing idea".

And they saw a bus and they got on it to go back to the building, And that night Hoseok was happy to sleep knowing he finally told someone his feelings.

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"TaeTae!! A race to Seokie's  Bedroom!" Jimin said and they both ran to Hoseok's room and opened the door, Hoseok jumped a bit and smiled when he saw the two littles.

Hoseok went and locked the door when the two got inside "So i wave these onwesies in my cwoset" Hoseok grabbed three onesies and he made them pick.

And once they did, They all wore the onesies and played with each other's toys happily.

"Wait!! Hobi that's nof fwair!!" Taehyung whined and Hoseok struck his tongue out playfully "Minnie and Hobi won!!" Taehyung pouted and Hoseok said "Don't wowry TaeTae!" And hugged Taehyuny, evenually Jimin joined the hugged.

"Dinner is ready!" They heard Jungkook's voice from the other side of the door and Taehyung said "Wew be thewre!" They heard Jungkook's footsteps getting faint.

"Hobi we think itsh twime to twell them" Jimin assured and Hoseok pouted "Don't wowrry Hobi! We will gwo inshide fwirst and you next okie?" Hoseok hesitantly nodded, The two grabbed Hoseok's hands and they went out and walked to the kitchen, Each footstep they made, Hoseok was beggining to feel panicked and his heart couldn't stop beating faster.

"Minnie and TaeTae would like you to mweet shomeone!" Jimin said and Hoseok hid behind the door, The other four members looked at the two confused but curious.

"Meet Hobi!" Taehyung said and pulled Hoseok out of his hiding spot, The other four members were shocked to see Hoseok in a panda onesie and looking down.

"H-Hewo...I-I'm Hobi" Hoseok said shyly and looked up at the male, The two other littles were happy when he finally told the others.

"You're a little too?" Jin squat down to Hoseok's height "Y-yes i a-am" Hoseok said and ran behind Jimin's back.

The other cooed at how the three little looked "We're so happy to have another little in this house" Yoongi stood up and picked Hoseok up.

"No! Minnie, Tae help me~!" They all laughed and Yoongi looked at Hoseok who has his cheeks filled with air and his mouth into a pout.

"Hello little prince..." Yoongi said and smiled softly, Hoseok squealed and hid his face on Yoongi's neck.

And with that they all treated the three littles with the same care and love, And Hoseok was beyond happy and contented because he finally got their attention.

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