*Sigh* Girl Bts world sucks, Yoongi and Namjoon can suck my ass about their band name-- (Woah i'm just kidding 😂) But yeah BTS world is a good game but the card games are so hard to pass I hate them.

But Hope you guys enjoy this angsty oneshot I know you missed them.

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Author's P.O.V
"Alpha! I'm..." Hoseok said but stopped when he saw Yoongi.

"H-Home" Hoseok's eyes started to water when he saw Yoongi with another omega.

Backstory, Yoongi and Hoseok are bonded mates. But what Hoseok doens't know was Yoongi was just being forced to bond him for money.

Hoseok thinks that Yoongi wasn't used to being in a bonded relationship so he'll get used to it and open up but their relationship has been at it for a year and a half now.

Yoongi started bringing omegas home every friday, Saturday and sunday night leaving Hoseok in his room sobbing about it.

He felt insecure, All the omegas that Yoongi brings home were beautiful, Adorable, Has a nice and addicting scent.

Everything Yoongi wanted in an omega, Hoseok felt ashamed that he was bonded with Yoongi and yet Yoongi failed to give attention.

Hoseok sat infront of his vanity mirror and examined his features. All the omegas he saw with Yoongi had perfect plump lips, Cute eyes, Everything just like a model has.

Hoseok tried to eat less, But it didn't work. He tried to make himself throw up but that didn't work as well to make him thinner.

His only option was...Pills, Diet pills.

Hoseok looked at the bite mark Yoongi left him, It was two holes with dried red stain inside.

Ah what should I do?  Hoseok thought.

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Hoseok was back and fourth  around the house while Yoongi was sitting on the couch.

Yoongi was getting frustrated that Hoseok was pacing around the house like an idiot "Can you sit the fuck down?" Yoongi said.

Making Hoseok pout and sat down on the couch He hummed as he thinks of a good idea to hang out with Yoongi.

"Alpha! Let's go to the park!" Hoseok said and Yoongi ignored him "Or to the ice cream parlor?" "I don't want to go anywhere" Yoongi said.

Clearly not wanting to be pursaed "Or to the movies--" Yoongi growled so low making Hoseok whimper, As omegas they need to listen to an alpha no matter what age.

"Listen here omega You're boring, I don't want to do anything with you, You're useless dumb omega. That's why I regret being your alpha...No one likes you not even me. I don't love you. I never did" Hoseok started to cry silently as he ran to his room.

Yoongi used his alpha voice on an omega, His mated omega, They were taught to never ever use that voice on any omega especially their mate, It can lead to severe negative outcomes

An alpha voice is a dominating and scary voice, When an alpha uses that voice on their mated omega, It can turn their omega hysterical, Sobbing and everything.

An omega cannot be in the same room as the alpha.

They could sob just by hearing their name.

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Hoseok sobbed and sobbed in his room, He couldn't go out of his room or else he could cry louder and harder just smelling their alpha's scent.

He couldn't believe it, Yoongi told him back then that he loved him so much what happened?

He hugged himself comfortingly and sniffled against his toy stuffie.

He was going to go crazy.

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Yoongi sighed in frustration and called Namjoon, The two agreed to talk over some stuff at the company. "Dude where the hell are you?! You were supposed to be here at 5 it's now 7!" Yoongi scolded the younger.

"Yeah I know, I'm here with Hoseok" Yoongi raised his eyebrows and sat up.

"What the hell are you doing with Hoseok?" Yoongi asked and Namjoon sighed from the line.

"He kept on calling Jin to come over along with me and Jin went to the groccery to buy ingredients" Yoongi sighed and replied.

"I'm sorry for his behavior" Namjoon chuckled from the other line and said "No need to be sorry I-- Hoseok!! Put that down!!" Yoongi frowned his eyebrows.

"Hoseok listen to me...Put that down and we'll talk about this" Yoongi heard shuffling on the other line.

"Why should I? I'm nothing...No one loves me...Not even my own alpha" Yoongi felt a burning churn on his heart hearing Hoseok say those words.

"I'm useless, I could never do anything right...H-He regretted being my alpha because I'm stupid! Ugly!" He heard Hoseok sob.

He never heard Hoseok cry, He was now on full alert "Hoseok come on...Let's talk about thi-- HOSEOK!!!" Namjoon yelled from the other line.

Then the phone call ended leaving Yoongi with unanswered questions.

Meanwhile at Hoseok and Yoongi's house.

Namjoon cried as he held Hoseok "Namjoon--WHAT HAPPENED!!" Jin came in the scene just in time "He stabbed himself while I was talking to Yoongi over the phone" Namjoon sobbed.

"We need to take him to the hospital now" Jin called 911 and the caller said "Hello this is 911 what is your emergancy?" Jin swallowed a lump in his throat.

"M-My friend just stabbed himself! Please bring an ambulance immediantly!" Jin explained.

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"Shh baby Hoseok's going to be okay...He's strong" Jin comforted the sobbing omega in his arms.

They then saw the doctor that was with Hoseok so they walked to him "H-How's Hoseok doc?" The doctor smiled at them.

"Thankfully the knife wasn't in deep, So he is stable right now you may go and visit him but please be careful" They both bowed to the doctor before walking to the room.

Hoseok was staring at the ceiling, Dark thoughts clouding his mind.

He didn't seem to notice Jin and Namjoon walked inside the room.

"Oh Hoseok honey" Namjoon ran to him and hugged him tightly but carefully because of his wound.

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Hoseok sobbed again when he smelled Yoongi's scent all through the room.

He got discharged from the hospital a day ago and Yoongi went in their room, He didn't regret bonding with Hoseok.

He regretted making his mate cry. He regretted saying "I don't love you, I never had" When he really did love Hoseok.

The alpha's scent was bringing back horrible memories, Yoongi's heart crack hearing Hoseok's cries getting louder and louder by the second.

Yoongi just couldn't take it anymore and went to his mate, He held Hoseok's shaking hands and knelt down infront of him.

Hoseok kept his stare at the floor as Yoongi started his apology.

"Hoseok, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to say those words to you none of it corelates with you Hoseok, You're beautiful, Sweet, Smart...And I love you so much.

I didn't mean to say those, I hope you can forgive me, I'll treat the way I used to...I'm so sorry for my behavior baby I love you so so much" Yoongi's eyes glisten with tears as he kissed Hoseok's forehead.

"A-Alpha, Your omega s-still l-loves you" Yoongi smiled and took Hoseok into a big bear hug.

"I l-love you so much a-alpha" Yoongi kissed his temples over and over again.

"I love you too Hoseok" Yoongi smiled and pulled Hoseok into a kiss which Hoseok happily leans into back.