Okay like i said i hate Yoonmin with all my heart but it's not Yoongi and Jimin, It's some of the people that ship it, I really appreciate the Yoonminions >< who are respectful to other ships unlike other Yoonmin shippers like I know soo many people in my old school saying Yoonmin was real and shit and Yoonseok wasn't...

Everybody has diffrent perspectives bitches.

But yeah i only like chibi fanarts of Yoonmin cause it so Uwu 💜 Once again I don't hate Jimin he's the softest little mochi creature i have ever met!

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Author's P.O.V
Hoseok was wondering why Yoongi was a little too distant from him these days, Whenever he asked Yoongi to hangout with him Yoongi would say things like 'Oh i'm busy' or 'I'm hanging out with Jimin!'.

It wasn't that Hoseok was angry at Jimin, He was just jealous that Jimin was always the one who Armys shipped with Yoongi and Yoongi gave all of his attention in Jimin.

So now the whole Bangtan group was sitting and watching a documentary about their concert and Hoseok couldn't help but look at Jimin and Yoongi.

Jimin was sitting on the floor and Yoongi sitting on the chair, Yoongi removed Jimin's hood just to play with his hair, When Jimin cringed at himself Yoongi laughed so beautifully and took Jimin's small hand into his larger ones.

Hoseok thought They would make a better couple than me and Yoongi, At this point I don't even feel like me and Yoongi are dating. When Hoseok's song came up, He expected for Yoongi to give him atleast one compliment but all he got was compliment from the other members but he still appreciated it, And all he got from Yoongi was just a straight expression.

Hoseok chewed on his bottom lip to stop himself from letting out tears almost making it bleed.

"I'll just go to the bathroom" He said and got up from the couch going to the restroom, And there he let out his tears fall on the sink.

He covered his mouth to not let out any sound.

Hoseok fished in his pocket to find his handy blade, You might be wondering why.

Well...Hoseok's depression came back and he needed to relief stress and that was by cutting himself, The sense of euphoria came back to him so he started cutting himself.

He cut his wrist and said "Please stop...Please...stop" He sobbed and he felt a small feel of relief rushed through his body.

Hoseok sighed heavyly and washed his arm and bandaged it and wore his extra black hoodie because the one he wore got blood on it.

He went back to the room and the first thing he saw was Yoongi and Jimin laughing together, He went back to his seat and didn't focus on the thing they were watching anymore.

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Hoseok thought everything was just a dream but it wasn't, He sighed as he got out of his bed and changed into a black hoodie and some pants he found laying around, His outfit was obviously got zero effort on it 'cause Who I'm impressing today? No one! He thought.

Today they were going to the mall and shop of things.

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Hoseok looked away when he heard Yoongi compliment Jimin for the sixth time this day, He didn't try any clothes which was a bit unsual for the other four members since they knew everytime they shopped Hoseok had to try one or two outfits.

Hoseok got up from his seat angrily and startled his members he just looked at them and walked away.

"Is Hoseok okay?" Jin said worriedly and Namjoon said "I'm not sure hyung".

Hoseok thought to ditch them for a while and just go get a drink in a coffee shop "One coffee please" Hoseok gave the cashier a little smile and she nodded.

He sat down and sighed and looked out of the window, He saw many couples doing cute things, It reminded him all the things he and Yoongi did back then.

He got his coffee and walked out after he payed for his coffee.

Hoseok thought to walk to the park to clear his thoughts a little bit.

He wore his earphones and listen to some music he found, He sat on the swing and swinged himself slowly while drinking his coffee.

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It was already 7 at night when Hoseok came to their dorms and in the kitchen he saw his band memebers eating.

"Hoseok! Come eat! We just started!" Jin said excitedly "I'm not hungry hyung but thank you" Hoseok took a glance at Yoongi and rolled his eyes "Asshole" He muttered and walked out of the kitchen to his room.

Hoseok grabbed a photo card of him and Yoongi and walked to their backyard, He tilted his head and he took out a little lighter and burned the picture.

He watched the picture slowly burned infront of his eyes and he slowly smiled, He was slowly becoming numb to the pain, He didn't feel anything but...Pure anger.

"Hoseok! What are you doing?!" He heard Yoongi's voice so he turned around while the picture turned into ash.

Hoseok just looked at him with nothing but a straight face but his eyes were filled with pure anger, bitterness.

"W-What were you doing?" Yoongi said completely confused, Hoseok turned his head to the left and saw the other members looking at the 'drama' they were about to cause.

Hoseok smirked a little bit and turned back to Yoongi "So you like Jimin now?" He said and crossed his arms.

"What do you mean--" Yoongi started but he got cut off by Hoseok "Is.Jimin.Your.New. Boyfriend?" He gritted his jaw.

Yoongi said "Baby I don't know what you're talking about" Hoseok just laughed leaving Yoongi confused.

"Don't fucking 'baby' me Min Yoongi...You know what you have been doing these past few days, Flirting with Jimin, Holding hand with him, Laughing with him like he was the one you were dating...

Always canceling our plans just to hangout with him...I know Jimin's an angel but do you think you're not hurting my feelings? My heart? Huh?" Hoseok pushed Yoongi's shoulder.

Yoongi looked down and Hoseok said "Yoongi...Have you thought about my feelings? How hurt they get whenever I see you and Jimin? I don't have a problem with Jimin but you're the problem you know? And you just ignore the fact that I, Jung Hoseok, Is being hurt from all of the things Min Yoongi has done with Jimin".

Yoongi admitted he had no particular reason why he has been ignoring Hoseok, But did he think that hanging out more with Jimin was right?

"You want to see every fucking scar you left me?" Hoseok went inside and grabbed a pair of scissors and went back outside.

Yoongi looked up and Hoseok cut the bandages to show Yoongi all the cuts, He was beyond shock but mostly angry at himself for not giving him attention.

"These scars represent all the bad things you have done to me, You held Jimin's hand like if you let go he was going to disappear 4 cuts, Playing with his hair 2 cuts, Hanging out with him more than your own boyfriend 8 cuts, Praising him like he was a goddess 6 cuts, Staring at him like youre in love 10 cuts"

Hoseok sighed shakyly and said "I just wanted you to realize that it's okay to hang around them but the fact that you ignore me for them is unacceptable".

"You even forgot it was our 1st anniversary yesterday" Hoseok said and Yoongi couldn't say anything, He was just a statue.

"Yah...Grow up...You aren't some Ao3 bad boy/play boy in fanfictions, You're a grown man with fucking responsibilities" Hoseok said harshly and was about to walk away when Yoongi held his wrist.

And pulled him back to a hug, The members were no longer watching 'cause they were too scared to see an angry Hoseok.

Hoseok felt all of his anger getting washed away because of one single hug, He missed it, He missed Yoongi.

"I'm sorry i'm really sorry...I know a simple sorry can't cut it but will you give me a second chance?" Yoongi said desperately.

"You've hurt me Yoongi...I don't know" Hoseok looked away to hide his tears "I know but please..."

"Hoseok!! Wake up!" Hoseok sat up quickly and looked around, The room was dark and it was at night.

"Wah? What?" Yoongi looked at him completly worried "Baby you were sobbing in your sleep and saying things like 'don't leave me' and things, What did you dream about?".

"I-I dreamed about you and Jimin, You were ignoring me and you were always hanging out with Jimin" Hoseok said and gave Yoongi a confused when he chuckled.

"Baby...We don't even know someone who is named Jimin" Yoongi brushed a few strands of hair out of Hoseok's tear stained face.

Hoseok was so confused "W-What? Really?" Yoongi cupped Hoseok's cheeks "We only have four friends Jin hyung, Namjoon, Taehyung and Jungkook".

Yoongi then gave Hoseok a small kiss on the lips "Ah you're so adorable...You know i'm too whipped for you to do that" Hoseok looked at him and smiled happily.

"I love you..." Hoseok said and Yoongi kissed Hoseok's nose "Can you go back to sleep?" Hoseok sheeply shook his head no.

Yoongi chuckled and looked at the time, It was 3 in the morning "Let's go watch a movie then" Hoseok nodded and smiled.