I'm sorry i write too much Angsty,  I love angsty a little bit too much Get what i mean? Oh and hope you guys enjoy

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Author's P.O.V
"Hyungie can you carry me?" Hoseok asked Yoongi who was on his phone the whole time he was with Hoseok.

Yoongi smiled from time to time, Hoseok couldn't help but think Yoongi is talking to other dudes "No you're heavy as fuck" That shattered Hoseok's heart in a million pieces.

Hoseok didn't answer and just looked down, His joyful smile disappering, Feeling sadness roam around your heart.

Yoongi knew Hoseok's insecurities yet he used one of them and that one was his weight Hoseok picked his nails a habit he does when he becomes anxious and insecure.

Hoseok bit his bottom lip he was about to cry, He heard Yoongi said "Don't fucking embarass me infront of my friends...God why did i even pick you again?" Hoseok nodded and his tears started falling on his hand.

When they got to the cafè and sat down with Yoongi's friends, Hoseok looked up and saw a boy infront of him he had pink hair, he also had a eye smile.

'Wow he's so beautiful...How can i be like that? His face is so adorable' Hoseok thought as he looked at the boy infront of him.

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As Hoseok and Yoongi were walking home, Hoseok couldn't help but look at the handsome guys walking past him.

He grew more insecure, He took a quick glance at Yoongi and he saw that Yoongi was checking out a girl infront of them.

Hoseok sniffled quietly, Hoseok walked left and straight in a drug store.

He brought two bottle of pills and hid it in his pocket, Hoseok walked out and saw a girl holding Yoongi close but Hoseok thought it was the other way around.

Yoongi saw Hoseok and pushed the girl away from him "Hoseok wait it doesn't mean anything--" Hoseok cuts him off.

"I-It's alright you can go w-with her..." Hoseok looked away and his eyes watered making Yoongi soft.

Hoseok walked away.

When Hoseok got home, He went straight to the bathroom he looked at himself in the mirror and examine himself.

'So ugly...So...Fat...Look at those flaws' Hoseok thought, Hoseok took his pills and put some in his palm.

What he didn't know was he was only allowed to take one at a time.

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Hoseok has been taking alot of pills this week, Yoongi did knew it was weird how Hoseok wouldn't eat his cooks but didn't think much of it, something happened that Hoseok didn't expect today.

Hoseok was walking around the park when he suddenly felt dizzy and evenually he collapsed and last thing he saw was people looking down at him.

Meanwhile with Yoongi, He was writing for his new book when he got a unknown phone call "Hello who's this?".

"Is this Min Yoongi?" The caller said and Yoongi answered with a yes "I'm very sorry to say that a patient called Jung Hoseok has been admitted in XXXXXX hospital".

Yoongi felt his world crashing down, "Okay okay i'll be there!" Yoongi hung up and grabbed his keys and drove to the hospital.

"Ah Jung Hoseok" Yoongi said to the reseptionist "Please wait in the waiting room, Jung Hoseok is still being checked".

Yoongi walked to the waiting room and waited for a doctor "Jung Hoseok's partner?" Yoongi went to the doctor and asked if he was okay.

"Okay so Hoseok is in a good condition thankfully they bought him to the hospital early before something worse could happen.

But did you know that Hoseok was drinking pills that isn't good for his health?" Yoongi thought as the doctor spoke.

"What kind of pills?" Yoongi asked and the doctor said "He has been taking weight loss pills and it's clear he has been drinking more than one that's why he collapse please check him if he still drink the pills after this day you can now go see him".

Yoongi bowed and saw Hoseok on the bed looking so fragile, So lifeless He held Hoseok's hand softly but he held it like if he let go he would die.

"I'm sorry I'm sorry Baby...Please wake up..." He buried and cried into Hoseok's hand, Yoongi kissed Hoseok's hand.

When Hoseok woke up he felt some weight on his arm "Y-Yoongi hyung?" Hoseok spoke softly, All he got was silence.

That's when Hoseok realize Yoongi was asleep on his arm, He sighed and tried to remove his hand.

But he paused when Yoongi stirred in his sleep and evenually woke up "Hoseok-ah?" Yoongi looked up and hugged Hoseok tightly.

"Y-Y-Yoongi Hyung i-i can't breathe!" Hoseok exclaimed and Yoongi removed himself "I'm sorry...for everything i have done" Yoongi admitted.

Hoseok chuckled and said "You don't have to say sorry Hyung, I'm the one at fault because i didn't follow instruction carefully".

"No no no...I'm the reason...If i didn't mention your insecurities this wouldn't happen" Yoongi said "Aish i told you i'm okay though!" Hoseok replied and smiled.

"I promise i'll take care of you better...I love you Hoseok" Yoongi kissed Hoseok slowly "I love you too Hyung"