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If it's you...I'm okay with getting hurt.

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"Oh? Is it playing? Oh it is, Alright let me start speaking...

Hey Yoongi hyung! How have you been? Did you stop everything that could lead you to harm? Well that's great! How are you and your...
Boyfriend? I heard he's a singer, A great one actually!

I know you two would make a great couple! A rapper and a singer? Hey think of me when you two get famous *Laughs*.

Is he treating you well? Are you happy hyung? I know you are, You have good taste in guys.

You just happened to be unlucky to meet me though *Sigh* I'm sorry hyung, I'm sorry that I only brought you pain when we were together.

I miss you hyung, Do you...Miss me too? Oh how stupid of me of course you wouldn't! You have him right? Haha!

Oh! Do you remember this hyung? This picture was our very first date! Ah good times, I still remember how dorky Jimin was back then, I miss that guy I wonder where he is now, He probably became a model just like what we imagined him to be.

Now now now! Do you remember this? This was our first year anniversary! Can you believe it's been 5 years ever since that day, That memory is still so fresh, Remember when Namjoon and Jin started bickering about who's going to use our bathroom first? *Laughs* I miss those sooo much.

Now this is MY favorite memory, All of my memories with you are my favorite buut! This is the suprior one!

Remember when we were in Daegu right? When you started yelling at our friends about how you wanted to spend more time with me and yet they came to ruin that and we started laughing and you didn't talk to us for 2-3 straight hours *More laughter* I always laugh when I remember that.

I still have those polariods that we captured during our traveling time, Oh man how I miss those times...

To be honest hyung...I regret when I said that I was going to make Jiyon tag along, I regretted letting him meet you, I regretted it so much seeing how much you changed after you guys met.

I never imagined our love to be dead and gone, I thought we would be happy I-- It's just that I hate the fact that you changed because of one guy.

I miss the old Yoongi, The Yoongi I grew up with, The Yoongi who would always look out for me, The Yoongi who would calm me down from my anxiety attacks, Nightmares.

But it really hurts me when you started changing, You would come home drunk and with hickeys on your neck, I remember how I started tearing up because of how fresh it was.

I hate the new you, You started drinking, Smoking...You started cheating too, I tried to stop you and tell you that if you have a problem i'm right here but you would just hit me, Kick me, Pull my hair...What happened to the old you?

Did Jiyon force you to do this? Did you stop and think is this going to harm my relationship with Hoseok? Did you? Just for one second? I think you didn't because did you even care for me when we were happy?

...I hope you change for the better, I hope you change for the person that is going to be with you until the end of your time, I hope you treat them like they are the luckiest person in this universe, Treat them just like a king/Queen not the way you treated me.

Please be happy without me, Don't think about me, I love you.

This is Jung Hoseok...

Resigning as your sunshine *Smile* "

*Video tape ends*

As the video tape ends, His tears didn't stop, He wanted to turn back time and take him back.

"I...I'm so sorry Hoseok" He whispered and sobbed.

You said that you'll love me forever but you forgot that forever has an expiration...