-Tross // Trott & Ross-

-Honesty-

-Trott's POV-

I sit there quietly while the others chatter and mess about around me. By the others I mean the whole Yogscast. I slowly play with my thumbs.

Smith then roughly places a hand on my shoulder, "yeah this little fucker is a nightmare!"

My thumbs start to speed up with my anger.

"I think my favourite ship has to be Smith and Trott because it's so easy to tell whose the dominant one!" Someone says from my left.

"He's just so cute and adorable! He's so innocent!" Kim claims from afar.

I grit my teeth along with the anger of my thoughts and emotions.

Why is the subject term suddenly 'THE ONE AND ONLY TROTTIMUS!" God I'm sick of hearing everyone talking about me and not talking to me.

Then Lewis turns to me like he was able to read my thoughts. But I guessed wrongly as he spoke, "if you ever did have to choose someone to be shipped with, who? And why?"

I look at Smith who is talking deeply with Sips about something. I look beside Smith to see Ross playing with his thumbs like I was before. I return my face to Lewis.

I swallow and take a breath, "personally I know who to choose because yet it's so obvious but people are always taken aback when I tell them, so do you want to know?"

Lewis nods eagerly most likely hoping the answer is Smith.

"Ross, I'd choose Ross." I say proudly.

Lewis looks taken aback but our conversation has seemed to gather everyone's attention.

I look around, "yes! I hope you all heard that! If I had to be shipped with someone, it'd be Ross, because unlike most of you, Ross asks me how I am, he talks to me, he doesn't tell me to shut up or fuck off! He treats me like I'm a decent person! Thank you Ross."

Ross looks up at me slowly. I stand in front of Ross and hold out my hand, "let's get out of here?"

Ross grabs my hand firmly and pills himself up and nods at my question. I go to walk towards the door but he stops me in my place and leans down, kissing me. I kiss him back. As I kiss him I lay my hand against the back of his head and lift my other hand up, flipping them the finger. I then pull away and walk towards the door with Ross following behind me.

I open the door allowing Ross to leave it first and then I follow after, I close the door behind me.

I just stare at Ross with a shocked but proud look with my hand on my hips. He smiles at me.

"I'm proud of you Trott like really proud." Ross claims.

He takes my hand and squeezes it softly.

"I may be small but I am powerful dude." I insist.

"I'll let you prove that later." He winks at me.

I pull him close and wrap my arms around him.

"This is nice." I whisper.

"It is." Ross whispers too.

There's a cough beside us. We look up to see Smith standing there.

"Alex." I say.

"Mate, I'm so fucking sorry, you should've told me to stop, I, I wouldn't stopped." Smith stutters.

"Alex, it's fine, I just needed to get stuff out of my system.. Are you, fine with us?" I ask concerned.

He looks at Ross, "as long as you treat each other right. I'll support everything."

I grin, grabbing his hand and pulling him into mine and Ross' hug.

He wipes the tears from his face away with his hands while smiling happily.

He really thought he fucked up. I feel bad but he needs to know when to stop and what's wrong.

"But Alex, you do understand that now, Trott is mine, no messing around." Ross identifies.

"Yes, yes, I see that and I won't get involved. God, I literally love you guys!" Smith says laughing.

I smile and agree as Ross does too.

"Ready to face the others?" Smith Asks eagerly and feather quickly.

"Yeah." I claim, taking hold of Ross' right hand softly and placing a kiss on it.

We embrace ourselves when entering the room. Surprisingly we are welcomed by smiling faces and words of delight.

Lewis stands up and coughs, "Trott, Or Chris, we're all proud of you, and we all apologise for being dicks most of the time but we love you and we'll try to stop but we can't promise to. For you Ross, we look up to you, you are an independent person and we love that but if you ever do need someone, we're here, we're family after all. Also you now have a very honest guy loving you, and Trott you now have a trust worthy guy loving you back, don't fuck it up now."

I smile so hard at Lewis' speech, my eyes are so close to filling with tears of happiness. But I calm myself before that happens.

I'll be sure not to fuck it up.

Ross snakes his arms around my waist and rests his head against the side of mine, he then whispers in my ear, "I love you."

I turn my head and place a kiss on his lips, and whisper, "I love you too."

"I love you all, and remember that all we have to do is be honest with each other and trust each other." I say out loud.

They all nod.

We take a seat as the others start to chatter about something new again.

Ross snuggles into me. He runs his right hand along my spine causing me to shiver at the touch of his hands against me.

He then starts playing with my hair, playfully. I nudge my head between his neck, breathing softly.

Sometimes it's so easy to forget how someone smells, all I can say is, I missed this smell of him.

He nuzzles my head up and kisses me. I kiss back.

I literally love this guy, for real, no fucking around.