another person thing! skip if you want

so i'm not that skilled of a drummer in all honesty not to put myself down at all i've only been drumming for a year or two and my first teacher was horrible so in truth i only have a year of good usable experience

i was in jazz band almost crying because i can't get this new part of the song right. a part i just learned. it's so stupid i don't understand why i'm so upset about it but i dunno everyone says it's so easy but to me it isn't and that's upsetting me a lot okay sorry to bother you all