THIS STORY IS ENTIRELY ABOUT ANGSTY SHIT SORRY. I GOT THE IDEA FROM ABSTRACT NONSENSE

Third Persons Perspective:

Okami Looked down at Silly Uncertain. "You Sure You wanna wear this to school?"
Silly Smiled enthusiastically, "Yup!"
Okami Smiled, Ajusting the Small Panda Hat on Her Daughters head. "If Thats what you want sweetie." Kissing Her small Head.
Silly Giggled, Reaching up To Hug Her Mothers Head.

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Everything Was Fine Until Middle School. When it all started going down hill.
"We're Meeting at the Ice cream place After School Today Right?" Silly Questioned.
"What kinda question is that? Of course, I'll Die before I break that Tradition." Yuki Promised Her.
Silly Giggles, "Come on Yuki! Don't Joke like that" She Nudged Her shoulder.
Yuki Laughed Nervously. Putting an Arm Around Her Friends Shoulder, "so? How's that Boy You like?"
Silly Blushed, Fiddling With Her fingers. "Well..He Is Sorta..not Interested.."
"What Do You Mean? How Dare He Not Like You! You're Perfect!"
Silly Smiled, "well..He Likes Guys.."
Yuki's Smile Fell.
Shiiiittt. Today Was Really bad Timing!
"Well- I Am Sure Someone else likes You!"
Silly Laughed, "why would i need anybody else? I Have You, You're My Best Friend!"
Yuki forced a Smile.
This really wasn't Working.

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Silly Leaned against the Side of the oak shack. It was Sporting Ice Cream And was the Same spot Her and Yuki had been meeting on the First day of Summer for Years.
She Enjoyed Her Minty Cone, The Clouded Sky Seemed to Set the Mood.
While waiting For Yuki Her Mind Started To wander, Mostly To the Thought of the Boy She Used To Like.
She Looked around the Area, The Sun had Started to Go Down. And Yuki Was Exceptionally Late.
Maybe She Just Forgot?
Silly Sighed, I Guess she did Break the Tradition..
She Began Traveling Home, it Had Become Exceptionally Windy.
Well, Wind Does Mean Change.

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it was Early, The Weather Was Rough.
It Was One of those Early "Summer Showers" Though this Was More then Just a Shower. The Rain Pounded down onto the Metal Roofing that protected the family from the climate.
The Wind Pumbled itself against the Side of the building, Trying with all its might to Knock it down.
Silly Was silently Brushing Her Hair, Thinking of the Night Before.
"I Wonder Why Yuki Didn't Show Up.." She Thought Aloud, Watching Her Reflection in the Mirror.
"Well..Speaking Of That.." Okami Piped Up From Behind Her.
Silly Smiled, Spotting Her Mom in the Mirror. "Whats up?" She Questioned, Setting down the brush.
"Yuki's Dad Called.."
"And? Did He Say Why She Didn't Meet Me Yesterday?"
"Honey.. Yuki..Well.." Okami Tried Putting Her Thoughts into words.
"Yuki Moved With Her Mom"
Silly's Expression Dropped, "what?"
"She Said It was Time she Learned Dimention Jumping and Such.."
"You're Kidding Right?" Silly Questioned. Her Gaze Falling to the floor.
"Sorry Sweetie..Things Happen.."

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It continued like this through out the School Year.

Since Yuki Skipped out on Her last Year, Silly had been trying to blend in with The other Groups.
Chan's friends and her Didn't Share any interests, Every Conversation Was Awkward and Forced.
Dom's Friends...well Their Bully's, enough Said.
Sookie and Soul didn't Really Like Company.
She Ran Outta options.
Well... Theres one.. One she was trying to avoid, For Obvious Reasons.
Silly Huffed, Stepping Up Beside Their Table, "Mind If I Sit with You Guys?"
"Hi Silly!" Taurtis Waved Frantically from the other end of the table.
Grian Moved Over, Makig a Spot for Her.
Silly Smiled, "Thanks.." She sat down beside Him.
They stayed Silent for the Next Few Minutes. The Lingering Tension Between Her and Sam Was No doubt the Cause.
"Okay, So Whos Excited?" Taurtis Spoke Up, Trying His Best to Shift the Shaded situation into a brighter one.
"For what?" Grian Broke his Gaze wth a particular somebody.
"Season Two! Remember? I Just showed You Guys the trailer!"
Sam Smiled, "Definitely, It's Gonna Be Awesome."
Silly Tuned out a Bit, Grinning. Atleast She Fit in a Little here. Its Going to Be Awkward at first, But they Can Get through it.

!!FLASH BACK TIME!

'OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD'

Silly couldn't help Panicking.

"What is it?" Sam Questioned Her, Watching a Bit Confused.

"Do You think She died?" Taurtis Questioned, waving His hands Infront of Sillys Face.

"Come on Taurtis! I Haven't Touched Her Yet, How could she already be Dead?"

"Whats that mean?" He Questioned Sam back

"Nothing.."

Silly Let Go of Her Breath. Opening Her Eyes, "S-Sam.."

"Ye?"

"Would You..Um..like to See the New Paul Blart Movie with Me?"
She Asked.

Sam Paused For a Second.

Silly Studied the Situation, She couldn't Get Sam alone, Taurtis was Everywhere.

It was Kinda Irritating.

Taurtis Seemed to Be Anticipating Sams Response aswell, Why was He So Intently into this?

"..Silly...."

She Didn't even know She was Holding Her Breath until She Had Almot Passed Out.

"Erm..I Sorta Have a Boyfriend.."
Sam Said Embarrassing, Avoiding Eye contact.

Sillys Expression Dropped Barely Hearing the "Damn right you do.." Before Taurtis Pulled Sam Away.

!!THE END OF THE FLASHERS!!

"Heyyyyyyyy, The Bell Sorta rang, and You're Sorta Late" Grian Informed Her, Just barely Grasping Her Attention as She snapped from Her Day Dream.
"O-Oh! Sorry!"
Grian Smiled, "It's Fine, I Don't think the Staff Here Care Much about it Anyways."
Silly Laughed, "those are My Parents You Know"
Grian lead her to the Gym, "doesn't Make them good Teachers" he Retorted.
Silly Smiled, Having Friends Was Nice.

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You Know The Graph Boards in TV Shows? How they Magically Began to Climb, Then Drop down faster then a Popped Balloon?
That More then explained Sillys Days leading up to High school.
She Lost all Her friends Again, Yet This Time Everybody Experienced a Abundance Of Losses.
Silly Smiled, Happily Knocking On The Door.
Grian Opened Up Cautiously, "oh, Hi Silly."
He Looked Tired, Depleted even.
"Heyy..Whats Wrong, You don't Look so good?" She Questioned, Stepping in as She Had Many times Before.
"Just Haven't Been Getting Much Sleep..."
"has Something Happ-" Silly Was cut Off By Abrupt Shouting From The Upper floor.
"Maybe You Should Come back tomorrow? Or Better yet, how about We go to Your House?"
"Whats Happening Up there?" She Questioned.
"Nothing! Do you wanna Grab Some Lunch Or Someth-"
"Grian." Silly Spoke, Stopping His Frantic interuptions. "Whats going on?"
The Wall Keeping Him Calm, the one that was slowly falling apart suddenly ruptured, letting the Waves Crash threw.
"is it Sam and Taurtis?"
"Their fighting.." Grian Mumbled Avoiding Eye contact, it was clear this was affecting Him more then Intended.
"Why? What are they fighting about? Those two were almost inseparable!"
She stated, sitting beside Grian on the sofa.

She knew that all to well.

"I-I Don't Even Know..Something about Someone liking Sam..? They've been yelling so much it..its just.." it was difficult putting His thoughts into words.
Sillys Little Heart Shattered, Oh Shit..this was Her fault wasn't it?
She definitely not going to be able to glue this together again.
"I'm just worried its going to go to far, that Their both going to leave And i'll just be stuck here alone."
"Grian.. I am sure it's not that b-"
She was cut off when something crashed down onto the floor beside them
SIlly bolted up quickly, spinning around.
Taurtis whined, Silly assumed He Had Fallen?
Sam Ran down the stairs. almost stumbling and repeating the actions of His boyfriend. which he soon attempted to Help up. "Taurtis! Are You O-"
"Don't Touch Me.." Taurtis grumbled, getting up for Himself.
"I Didn't Mean to-"
"What do You mean You didn't mean to?? You Pushed me down the stairs!!" He Retorted, Crossing His Arms.
Sam opened up to speak, when He noticed Silly and Grian standing behind Taurtis.
Silly was Looking Straight back at them, while as Grian was a little more timid with his actions, avoiding any eye contact at all.
"Taurtis...Lets go back upstairs.."
"Why? You want me to Fall down the stairs again?" He Shot Harsly.
"Stop being a Ass and Come upstairs," Sam Demanded, Grabbing Taurtis's Arm and Dragged Him along With.

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Eventually it got Worse.

You Know how relationships work, You find one thing to fight about, And then Everything else Barges into the conversation, Wanting to be the Center of attention. Even things you found cute before, somehow Find a Way To Make you despise Your partner a little more.
Sam Left, It was Midnight when everyone else was Asleep. He didn't Say anything.
He won't tell Anybody where Hes staying, Incase They Tell Taurtis.

He won't even talk to them, Hes Hanging out with Dom Of all people.
After all of that Taurtis Refused to talk to Silly as well.
She was Left with Grian, He Didn't go out Except for School though, She Assumed the Quarrel with Sam and Taurtis Had Weighed Him Down a Bit.
Maybe a visit will lift his spirits?

Silly Hummed Silently, Knocking on the door.
It was silent for a While, She was about to turn and leave before the door opened.
"Hey.."
Grian lived alone now.
"Just wanted to stop by! See how things are Going.."
Grian stepped outta the way leaving Her room to enter. She Examined the small apartment.
It was.....nice...
"S-Sorry About the mess.. I've just woken up.."
Its like 4 Pm.
"Its fine..What Have you been up to?"
"Sleep.."
Well thats apparent.
"Anything else?"
"Well..work i guess..So i can live here still.."
"Don't You have family in England why don't you Go back there?"
"I can't afford it.."
I Could tell.
"Is something Wrong?"
"No! No..i am Fine.." He Mumbled.
"Are You Sure? because I Could Probably Hel-"
"Silly Its Fine!  Its.. Fine.. "
She looked at him confused.
He's acting strange..
"You know- I Actually am Busy Right Now so Maybe You Should Leave- Come back another time probably..
"Yeah.."

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after Her first year in highschool..Things Only Got worse.

Silly and Grian stopped talking, It was Coming and They both knew it.
Silly just couldn't talk to Him anymore, He was ..Different..
Too different.
Half the time he didn't even participate in class.
Silly was Alone again.
She couldn't talk to Yuki, She was in a Different dimention.
Everybody at School Hates Her. Or was in Grians Case: An Introvert.
And Her Parents..They don't Understand, because 'its just a mood swing'
Silly sighed, staring up at the roof. She was supposed to get out of Bed, to go to School, But whats the point?
What was the point in anything?
"Silly! Sweetie, Time for school!"
Her parents..
Silly Got up carefully. "Be Down in a Sec!" She called, moving into the bathroom.
She pulled on Her School Uniform, Brushing her hair While She looked over herself in the mirror.
She Stared at Herself in the mirror, Noticing the spark in Her eyes that She always took for granted Was gone.
She Couldn't Help It, The Thick Tears Glistened As Her Eyes leaked, Spilling out.
The Fan Drowned Out her Crys, Keeping Her secret all to well..
Silly came out of the Bathroom, smiling at Her mom who just stepped up the stairs. "you ready?"
"Yup!"

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School wasn't any better

eventually she started hearing the voices, The ones Whispering Slurred nothingness in Her Ears, Putting Her Down, Telling Her That
Her family deserved better.
Whos gonna miss ya?
Do You really matter?
She Tried to Shake Them Off, But it never worked.
She felt like her Body was going threw all the motions, but she wasn't moving along with it.
Like she was just a floating casket of worthlessness, Just one more Box Dragging this planet closer to its inevitable doom.
But What If..That box was cut open?
The reminets were set free, and She wasn't here to Let the planet continue on Dragging Her down With it.
What if..she was at peace?
The thought soothed her, Its like it Melted into a Thick Substance that she could use to glue back Together the Millions of Glass shards her Heart had broken into.
but the moment she stopped, they all fell apart.
What if..instead of just Thinking, She actually goes threw with it.
Cut open this little cardboard box, let it Burst off into the wind.
Rowan took pills for His PTSD.
Ones silly could easily acquire.
It wasn't exactly "cutting Herself from this world" but it did the Trick.
After school, She promised Herself.

Something happened during lunch.

Silly usually sat alone.
Thats until Grian Approached Her, "Hey.."
"Oh- Hi" She looked up at Him from Her Seat.
"So..I Know We Don't Hang Out Much, But i thought why not Go out some where..You know..One last time."
Did He Know?
"Sorry Grian..I'm Busy Tonight."
"Y-Yeah thats Fine. He Muttered, "ill Se- ..um yeah.. Bye"
What was that about?

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Silly stared at the hand full of Pills.
This is it.
There's no going back now.
She took a Deep Breath, Filling her mouth and then chugging the Water.

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Silly Bolted upright, Her Hands Grabbing at Her Throat.
Was it a Dream? no..it was too real, She could Still imagine the vivid vomiting, and Nausea she Endoured hours after downing the pills.
Then how was she still here.
She couldn't have survived she took 2 Whole bottles of PTSD Pills. She definitely would've died.
"Silly! Sweetie, Time for school!"
Okami called up the stairs.
Silly Got up silently, She hadn't anticipated going to school ever again.
After changing, Silly spotted Her mom Upstairs, "You Ready?"
She nodded slowly, Definitely feeling some déjà vu here.

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School was Exactly the same as the day before! They even had the same math Test!
Silly Sighed, taking a deep breath to calm herself. Maybe, Its all just a coincidence. maybe okami just forgot?
She tried to believe that, until lunch.
Grian approached Her Cautiously, Of course she was sitting alone
"Hey.."
silly looked uo at Him Awkwardly, if He says what she thinks-
"So..I Know We Don't Hang Out Much, But i thought why not Go out some where..You know..One last time."
Fuck..
Silly Held her breath for a second.
"Erm..you okay?" Grian Questioned her Concerned.
" I Have something i gotta do Tonight..."
"Y-Yeah thats Fine. He Muttered, "ill Se- ..um yeah.. Bye"
silly watched Him turn and Leave the cafeteria.
This is exactly what happened yesterday!
How is she repeating the events?

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Silly was sitting on her bed silently.
She knew there were alot of magical beings in the world alot of which had powers she couldn't began to comprehend.
Maybe..she glitched it, She glitched...the universe?
I guess she has to try this again.
This time She used a Rope.
kicking the stool from underneath her.

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The Sun Pounded on Her Face, Silently stirring her awake.
This has to be a Dream!!
Why Won't She Die??
Everything Carried out as the day before, Her mom, the math test, Grian. Everthing!
She just keeps Repeating Her Last days over and over Again. To the regular Mind, Maybe..this is a sign to Stop Trying to Cut Herself Loose.
Yet, That Thrilling sensation That She Achieved whenever She Came Close to the Light Was Enough, It was..sensational.
So She kept at it.
Hanging, Cutting, she even shot herself, then Tried jumping off the school. She drowned herself, Suffocated Herself. poision. She even Threw Herself onto the Road For Godsakes!
It just kept rewinding her back.

it took a month, Though she finally got her answers

Silly Sighed, Brushing Her Hair, She stepped from the Bathroom to see  Her mother.
"Hi Mom"
Okami just stared at Her blankely, unmoving.
"Mom..?" She questioned.
Okami didn't respond, Not Responding when Silly Waved her hands infront of her.
"Hey silly.."
Silly Whipped Around, Startled. Nearly falling down the stairs.
Somebody Caught her, Grabbing her arms to stop her from Commiting to Her daily acts earlier then usual.
Her eyes were slammed shut,  for a second there she almost didn't  want to die.
But what had suddenly changed  her mind after those Weeks of repeating the Same End over and over again isn't what you were expecting is it?.
Her eyes snapped open,  "Yuki...? "
Silly was Bewildered, Yuki was Standing in front of Her.
The Tears Came Swiftly, With more force then vomit.
Yuki pulled silly back to Her feet,  Offering a Warm smile to Her friend.

Silly hadn't paid the least bit attention to the still figure, the one still in motion of climbing the stairs.

"W-What are You do-ing Here?" Silly choked, Resisting the urge to swoop Her friend into a warm embrace,  much like the ones They shared as children.
"Isn't it obvious?"
Silly Paused, Her mind Was Contorted,  Whirling into a pool of Dangerous Feelings and Words, some She Wanted so Desperately To spill.
She couldn't focus on just one.
Yuki Had Hoped Silly would have figured it out by now.
"I know you've Noticed, The Day is Repeating itself. Everything is Happening Over and Over again"
Silly studied Her Friends Hurt Expression,  But what caught ahold of Her Sight the most was Her Friends New Features.
The horns, and Tail.
"This whole time.. It was You??"
"Who Else Could It Be?? I'm the Only one You knew Who Could do this sort of thing!"
'It was Quite obvious wasn't it?' Silly thought to herself.
"Why didn't You come for me Before..? "
"I Tried! Many times.. My Mother was Enraged that I even Used the Magic to Glitch this Dimention! Didn't You Realize that You Kept resetting??  Why didn't you just wait for tomorrow??"
Silly left the silence lingering for a short while,  "I-I'm Scared-" She Choked. "I-It's Better this way! J-Just Unglitch the World and We Can Both be Happy!"
"Silly... I Know Saying this won't  help. but I Love you.  You ARE Worth everything that has Been Given to You!  I Miss You More Every Single Day,  I want to be Able to talk to you again! To be friends with you again.. "
Silly wiped Her eyes,  "Y-Yuki-"
"Please.. for us.. Look for that Brighter day. You know its there.. you just have to push threw.."
Silly Gave in, Ignoring the alarms that went off in her head. She slammed up against Yuki, Craving the Warmth of the taller Girl around Her.
"I-I Have to Go-" Yuki burst out suddenly.  "Moms Mad again,  I'll Fix this... You have to Push on okay? "
Silly Hesitated, But Nodded slowly,  Watching as Yuki Vanished.
"Silly!  Sweetie, Time for school. Okami Rounded silly,  Something unordinary to start off the Day, as if Yukis appearance wasn't enough.
Silly turned, Questioning Her Moms suddenly worried Expression.
"Silly? Have you been crying?"

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Class was Usually Boring, The same Events Repeated themselfs from Yesterday.
Silly wanted to Change something.
Grian approached Her Cautiously, It was Lunch, the Same time of Day this usually happened. I guess acing that math test for the 100th time hadn't changed the Day a bit
"Hey.."
Silly Watched Him, It was the only Reacurance she Actually enjoyed. It was like as if She had somebody familiar that came to say Hi everyday,  Someone that You shared that sorta unspoken Bond with.
"So..I Know We Don't Hang Out Much Anymore,  But i thought why not Go out some where..You know..One last time.. "
Silly Could basically  Repeat those words over in Her Head,  The only thing she showed Remorse for in the past few months was Repeatedly Rejecting Him over and Over again.
"Sure. "
He looked up to meet with sillys eyes,  "For real?"
Silly nodded.

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The Date was Simple. they Went out to the Mall,  Bought a Few things and Had Dinner. It was Rally fun! That's what Silly thought at least.
Not that Grian Disliked It, Yet that Pit at the bottom of His stomach was weighing Him down. You Know The one that tells You this was a Bad Idea.
He Hadn't expected Her to say Yes,  I Mean She Never Did.

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The Sun Melted in threw the blinds,  Waking Silly.
She Silently got out of bed, looking threw Her Windows.
This isn't going to Be like the rest of your story's.  She's Not going to magically Find Her True love and then Have Her Anxiety and Depression completely Evaporate.
The rain clouds were still there, Just slightly departed, And She Craved those Gaps in the Sky more then anything.
Maybe today she could try and start off on a better note,  She should go meet Grian.  Walk to school with him.

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On the way to Grians Apartment there was a Thick Smoke that billowed threw the air, drying Her lungs and forcing Her to couch.
It started with the Signs, blocking Cars. Then the fire trucks.
The Next logical thing would be for a Crowd,  though since she was late for the action the people had already dispersed.
She saw Ruble, and Charcoal Coating the Grounds.
Did somebodys House catch fire?
She stepped up to One of the Uniformed Men,  "um.. Execuse me.. " She started. "What happened?"
The Taller Man looked down on Her,  He was at least a foot taller. "There was a Fire, looks like some Angsty Teen Tried to burn down The Hole Building." He rolled his eyes.  "It Really could've  been anything though.  At least there was only one guy There,  got Burned pretty Bad Though. 
Silly Looked over the ruins,  This was Grians Building..
Could That be Who He was referring to?
No.. no.. Grian Knew how to react in a Fire, He would've  been able to get Himself out. He's not stupid..
Silly Kept Telling Herself That.
Guess she just has to wait to find out.
The ambulance wouldn't  let Her tag along. and Wouldn't  even tell her where they were going.  She wasn't  an 'Direct Family member'

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It had been Weeks since the fire.
Grian refuses to talk about it.
After admiting to starting it He Didn't  really say much, He wouldn't  even answer the police!
the rest of the school year turned out normal for Silly, She managed to Push back the Rain. Yuki Started visiting. Sam and Tauris Were trying to Make up and Become Friends Again. Silly Finally Has Somebody who likes Her back! It was like Her life took a complete 180°
The Next Few Months were peaceful,  Though one thing that lingered on Her mind was something Ellen had said, During one of Her dates with Grian.
Ellen of course, Never explained Herself.
"It was hot, and it wasn't a accident."
I wonder what that could mean?