Dissatisfaction (M)

Requested by @TOAOMINYOONGI

It has been eight years of Yeosang and jongho dating, they were highschool sweat hearts and yeosnag was known to be very emotional. Soon enough after all this time his worst nightmare came true.

It started out as simple refusals on sex, then it became more worrisome as jongho started working a lot more, Yeosang thought his dream had been shattered. He knew jongho worked part time as a gym trainer which is only short hours, however, as jongho would work longer than usual Yeosang started worrying, the first thing he thought of was that jongho was cheating on him, his heart stopped despite him knowing jongho for such a long time. He got so worked up he checked jonghos socials and texts while in the other was in the shower, he soon learned that wasn't the case however that didn't stop his mind coming up with other scenarios.

"does he not love me anymore?" he muttered to himself while jongho was at work. He was close to tears at the thought and didn't want to believe it but as jongho continued to pull away from Yeosang or not initiate contact, Yeosang started to believe it and to stop himself from getting hurt more he starts to distance himself. It was first ignoring jonghos prescense minimally before he would go out and return home once jongho was asleep.

He continued to distance himself as the days go by. It was a relief to him when he got a small job as a storeroom stocker at the store a few houses away from where they live. It allowed him to be away from home and away from the memories there, even if it was only for a few hours. If he's not working Yeosang is occupying the kitchen, it was his special place that jongho rarely entered unless for a quickie in the morning before work and even that was rare.

Time passed and jongho grew aware of Yeosangs behaviours, he was surprised he hadn't noticed sooner, it was blatantly obvious and that somewhat irritated him. After a week of being aware of this behaviour he grew the need to tell Yeosang. So he did.

"Yeosang, can I talk to you?" jongho asked as he pulled Yeosang away from the door.
"I really need to get to work" Yeosang bluntly replied. Jongho clicked his tongue and glared at him.
"what the hell is wrong with you?" jongho said as he gripped Yeosangs arm tighter.
"what do you mean? Nothings wrong" Yeosang dryly stated, this was the final push for jongho.
"that's what's wrong!!" jongho suddenly yelled.
"what!?" Yeosang snapped witha glare.

"your acting like I killed your dog! Walking around like someone smashed your favourite drone! AND don't get me started on how your treating me like I'm beneath you!" jongho seethe, unfortunately his anger did not swallow well with Yeosang whose eye was now twitching and looking throw his bangs.

" I've been treating you bad!? How about all the times you've walked away from my love! From my prescense! You came stomping up to me all mad and as if Im in the wrong! You should look at yourself first before you accuse me!" Yeosang returned just as angry and threatening as jongho.

Jongho gasped and glared." me!? I've been working to pay the bills and give you everything you want! " jongho shouted, Yeosang scoffed.

" yeah right! You always come home really late and completely ignore me! I'm sick of being pushed away! Your job only requires you to work six hours a day! What do you do for the rest of the time your gone!? "Yeosang confessed and jongho looked shocked.

" you think I'm cheating on you?! " jongho concluded with a disgusted look.
" I never said that! "Yeosang said bursting into tears, jongho just rolled his eyes.
" you implied it!"jongho mocked and Yeosang collapsed to the floor.

" I don't know what to believe anymore, I feel unwanted and unloved" Yeosang sobbed making jonghos haw drop in shock.

"I I'm sorry you feel that way" jongho whispered and collapsed infront of yeosnag as he took the smaller crying male into his arms, he wanted to comfort his lover but he didn't feel he has the right to after making Yeosang feel this way.
"what can I do for you to make you feel better?" jongho asked the crying male.

"sleep with me" and Yeosang leaned up for a kiss.
"of course" jongho said and deepened the kiss. They walked to their room and collapsed onto the bed. Jongho shifted so Yeosang was straddling him and he let the delicate make take it further.

Yeosang kissed jonghos mouth hungrily and worked his way to remove the clothes the younger had on.
He unbuttoned the shirt the boy was wearing while kissing him feverously.

"do whatever you want love" jongho said as he parted from the kiss. Yeosang smiled and returned to the kiss.
He had managed to work jonghos shirt half open between his shaking hands.

He moved down from jonghos lips to his jaw and started kissing, licking and sucking on the area. Jongho moaned heavily as Yeosang roughly bit inot his jaw leaving a red mark.

Yeosang kissed the hickey before trailing kisses down jonghos neck. He returned to the joint between jonghos jaw and start of his nevk and made his way down the neck one hickey at a time. Yeosang was so precise in the spacing that he fit around twelve hickey on the boys neck alone. He deemed it wasn't enough and left more as he spiralled a roos the boys neck to his collar bones. He had covered jongho in so many hickey that his neck looked swollen but it wasn't really.

He but on the younger collar bones and earned a meek whimper, Yeosang abused that area before opening the boys shirt fully and trailed hickey down that as well leaving no space undone.

Jongho was rock hard in his pants as he could feel yeosangs ass rubbing against it everytime he moved to place another hickey. He was hot and going insane but refused to a llow himself to touch the older.

Yeosang finally stopped kissing him in order to pull of the top and start on the bulkiers belt. Yeosang struggled in his haste and a small chuckle made him blush heavily darkening the list clouding his eyes. He spent two minutes undoing the belt and removing it before unbuttoning the boys jeans and pulling them down to his ankles. His underwear followed next.

"don't forget to prep yourself love" jongho muttered between breaths as the cold air touch his aroused dick.
Yeosang whined and huffed before grabbing some libe they keep in Yeosangs side of the bed and working his way to open his entrance, jongho just watched his boyfriend fuck himself on his fingers sending heat straight to his groin. He grained as he watched the older make a mess of himself, his body demanded to touch the joy but he forced himself not to.

Yeosang couldn't see where his fingers where going so he struggled to get them in all the way but when he was done he was panting and his entire body was flushed. He crawled a little further to lwards jongho before kissing him and slamming his ass on the younger dick effectively painfully knocking their hips together. Yeosang adjusted himself and started bouncing on his boyfriends cock.

He moaned, panted and whined as he felt jongho massage his insides but it wasn't enough.
"touch ah me mmm jongho" Yeosang said between moans and bounces. Jongho smiled and gently grabbed his boyfriends hips and thrusting upwards. Yeosnag squeaked out a loud moan as jonghos cock rubbed against his prostate. That bundle of nerves that betrays everyone. Over exhilarated with the excersise and heat, Yeosang whined and completely slipped due to lust.

Jongho took the opportunity to flop them so he was on top and Yeosangs ass was raised in the air. Jongho kicked his lips and trusted roughly into Yeosang, the male below simply stutterinbg and begging for more.

It wasn't long before Yeosang came, painting his chest and the bedsheets white. Jongho was about to pull out but the clench of his boyfriends ass and the sad whine coming from him made jongho smile and chuckle before thrusting three more times and coming deep inside Yeosang, the older male released the younger and allowed him to slip out. Jongho gently turned Yeosang so he was laying comfortably on the bed and held in his arms.

They stayed in silence until thfeir highs and panting passed.

"im sorry" jongho muttered and Yeosang hummed.
"I love you" jongho said with a kiss to the forehead, he expected Yeosang to return the confession but he just turned over and went to sleep.
Jongho looked shocked at the rejection and tears gathered in his eyes. He cupped his shaking hand over his mouth and sobbed letting the tears fall. He doesn't remember how long he cried for but he knew it was enough to make him pass out.

When jongho woke up it was to yeosang getting out of bed, he silently watched the male as he reached to his ringing phone. It was Yeosangs work, he only caught a bit but he immediately felt guilty.

Yeosang looked over to jongho and sighed before hanging up the phone bidding his joss a goodbye.
"why was he mad?" jongho asked softly to avoid the awkward tension risinh in his chest. Yeosang sighed and leaned bavk on the bed.

"it was work, my boss wasn't happy I missed work last night, he called to warn me and tell me I had to work from 12pm to 12 am today."yeosang answered and jongho nodded.

" hey about last night, thank you"Yeosang added and jongho nodded but pain was evident on his face. Yeosang started to worry.

"what's wrong?" Yeosang said startled and frantic, jongho sighed and looked at him.
"you ignored me after I said l loved you!" jongho replied and looked away, Yeosang gasped and turned to jonghos side.

"I'm so sorry jjongie, I didn't mean to ignorev you, I fell asleep after you said I'm sorry" Yeosang confessed and jongho sighed in relief.
"okay so I'm sorry this isn't as grand as in the movies but Yeosang - -" jongho paused and turned to his bedside drawers and pulled out a velvet box. He stood up from his position and made his way to Yeosangs side of the bed. He kneeled in front of the older, Yeosang sat up with his legs off the bed and him paying attention to his boyfriend.

Jongho smiled and opened the velvet box, receiving a hasp from the older male. "will you marry me?" jongho finally said and yeosnag gasped once again. He nodded frantically and threw himself into his boyfriends arms knocking them both to the floor.

"YES!!" yeosnag yelled loud enough for the neighbours to hear, jongho exhaled and pulled Yeosang into a kiss.

"I love you" Yeosang said squeaking jongho tightly.
"and I you" jongho concluded before they shared another tender kiss.

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