Here's the longest Chapter of book...😰😰5400+ words....it took me 2 days to type this.

Not edited 🙏. Spare my typo mistakes

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Adhi's POV

(Flashback starts)

I looked at my watch for 15th time in last 10 minutes.

It's already late, and I'm stuck with this Rain.

Office vera inikinu pathu pending works lam mudichitu vara kelmba aaidichi. Edhula car vera veetuku pora valilaye repair aaidichi.

Nanum romba nerama enku therinja oru mechanic
Ku call pani pakren, but he's out of rich.

Sathya vera thaniya erupa .

Vera valiye elam, car la erundhu erangi, vandila ena prachananu nane pathe.

Erukar headache la edhu vera....malaila nenajite car la erukar prachanaya pathen.

Thank god, after lots of efforts car start aaidichi.

Sikirma drive panni, veetuku pone.

Veetuku reach aagi, Calling bell press panne.

Few seconds la Sathya door open panna....ava patukum valavalanu enna enmo ketutu erundha, ana naa erundha nelamaila edhume enku sariya kekale.

Light ah fever mari erundhuchi enku.

Sathya va samalichitu, naa fresh aaitu vandhe.

After having our dinner in silence, i want to take rest , as i felt so weak .

Sathya konjam neram kalachi, roomku vandha. Valakampole lights lam off panitu, en hug panitu thungunga.

Ana padutha next second eludhu, " adhi unku fever eruku" nu sonna.

Tablets sapdu nu romba pidivadham panna, ama enku chinna vaisula erundhe tablets suthama pidikadhu. Enku tablets venam, morning sari aaidum nu soi avala samalikardhukka naa patta paadu eruke.

Ana , enkagha ava epdi care edukaranu nenaikumbodhu romba santhoshma erundhuchi.

Finally I got someone who cares for me, who loves me from heart.

With this thoughts i slept.

But in middle of the night my sleep got disturbed due to cold.

Headache, cold i couldn't sleep.

I wasn't even in my sense.

Konjam neram kalachi, Sathya oad kural ketuchi enku, ana kanna thorandhu paakra nelamaila naa ela.

Sathya tried to help me by some fever tablets, wet clothes, and so on.

But nothing worked, finally i was losing my sense when i felt sathya's touch.

I understood what she is trying to do.

I can feel her skin against my skin....i tried to Stop her , but she never listened me.

After few minutes i dossesd off.

All i remembered is Sathya.

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In morning

I was in deep slumber, when i heard a very well known voice.

Sathya's.

I opened my eyes to see the most adorable and beautiful face.

Sathya oru white kurthy la suma devathai mari erundha, konjam neram ennaye marandhu aval naa pathutu erundhe.

But soon after realising what she did yesterday, my happiness died .

Keeping the bedsheet till my chest, i tried to hide myself.

Sensing my uncomfortable situation, Sathya spoke "Adhi..... there's nothing wrong about last night act, and trust me I'm not regretting any of my action...and " before she could complete i said " Sathya enna konjam neram thaniya veedu " understanding my mood , she went out.

After confirming she left, i picked my clothes and wore .

Feelings fustred i went to washroom, and got fresh up.

Changing my clothes i come out and sat on bed.

Ennku epo kova padradha ela.... Sathya panna muttalthantha nenachi sirikardhanu therila.

I didn't expect this from her.

As a man, i too have dreams about our first time , but she spoiled everything by her act.

Hell, i didnt even remember anything....and this is so embarrassing for me .

Yen endha achham,naanam elam ponnunglaku mattum thana..? Pasanglaku erukadha..?

Ok, i accept whatever she did for me was to help me, she did for me...i accept but still I'm not convinced in this matter.

Intimacy, own just about two body's,it's about two souls, it's about two heart's.

Yerkanve ennod childhood la naray mental and physical harrasment ah saghichirken.

Ennod appa, avar lam.appa solla kuda asaingma eruku. Becouse of him i hate my childhood.

Daily kudichitu vandhu, kudi bodhaila enna pottu adikardhu, sila samayam enkittaye thappa nadamdhu try panirkaru. Ovoru naalum, naa bayandhu bayandhu sethutu erundhe. Nalla vela avar yerandhadhum naa thatha kita vandhuten.

One of the mian reason, for my current behaviour, epo kuda ennal sila vishiyangla marakka mudila.

Sathya en permission ellam, enna thottadhu enku ennod chinna vaisu kassappan anubavangla than nyabgham paduthuchi.

Edhu ellathiyum, Sathya kitta share pannaum enku thonudhu, ana ava enna pathi enna nenaipanu therila. Andha bayathila than naa ava kita inum edhum solala.

Moreover, I'm done with my past, now my only priority is present and future with Sathya.

I wanted to surprise her, i wanted propose her , i wanted to confess those three magical words to her...but she...

She just spoiled everything.

All above, i lost my verginity without knowing anything.

I don't have any clue an last night....this isn't what i planned.

But somewhere at , I'm also in fault.

Sathya sonnnpove naa tablets saptrundha , ava enkgha epdi ishatm elladha oru vishiyatha panirkka mata.

All is becouse of me.

I'm just hoine crazy becouse of this .

After few minutes Sathya come with doctor.

Doctors checked me and gave some medicines.

After he left , i tried to speak with her.

We need to talk " i said .

" Adhi ... trust me..nethu night..." Sathya  mulusa solla varadhukula naa pesine.

" Sathya.... I'm sorry....for everything " i said

" Adhi..... please don't say sorry....and..." Naa solla varadhukula adhi pesa aarambichan.

" No...listen it was my fault...naa first ah nee sona mari tablets potrukanum...apdi potrundha nee epdi oru step edukka vendiya kattayam erundhurkadhu.... intimacy ngardhu oru aanum-pennum oruthar oruthar pidichi , orutharku oruthar vachirkar Kadhal ah veli paduthara vishiyam. Ana nethu night nee.....vera vali elam...apdi oru situations la namba onnu serndhadhu....enku en nenacha romba asingma eruku...I'm sorry..I'm just sorry....and nethu nee pan udhaiviku romba thanx...i know en edathila vera yaara erundhirndhalum nee edha healp ah  panirpe but still thank you " i said..but soon realising my last sentence i regret saying this things to her.

Shit.

I did a big blender.

Sathya naa sonnadhu romba kashtama pochi pole...naa evlo kuptum kekam room ah vitu veliya poitaa.

Sathya panudhulam enkagha than panna.ana naa edho loosu mari oliriten.

I should haven't used those words...

Ellame sari pandradhuku badhila, naa inum adha keduthuten.

Epo poi avakita pesanalum work aagadhu, yena epo Sathya um upset ah erupa.

Batter i should gave her , some time for herself.

I too need some time for myself.

Looking at our marriage photo, i dossesd off.

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After shuting down my PC , i took my bag, and went out from my cabin.

Driving off to my home.

It's been a one month of that incident, after that nom of us soon to eachother.

Initially Sathya konjam upset ah erundhanu aval naa distub pannale....neram pathu enkum new project work la hectic days ah pochi.

Morning Sathya elundhirkardhukula naa office poiduven, night ava thunganadhuku aprm than veetuku varuven.

Engalkulla erukar cold war inum poitu tha eruku.

Enku Sathya mela kovam lam ela... whatever she did was for me .ana adhe neram ennod mail ego konjam hurt panirka..avala adha realise pannatumnu Naanum aval vitu thalli eruken.

Endha yosanigalaye drive panne.

Veetukum ponadhum naa notice panna first thing , Sathya balcony la panirkar little decoration work.

Romba simple but nalla erundhuchi.

Enkgha than panirkanu enkum pirinjidhu,.    epdiyum iniki ava pesalena nana pesirpe...yena evlo naal than nanum avakita pesaam erukardhu. analum inum konjam neram avakuda pesam erundhu paaklamnu thonichi...just for fun.

Indha konjam naale ennale avakita pesaam eruka mudila...edhula edhuku mela ennal mudiyadhu.

Naa roomku ponadhum, avala pathu paakadha mari fresh aagha poiten.

Kandippa ava naa vara varaikum wait panuva...i know.

Fresh aaitu, vandhe appo than thatha enna kupdra kural ketuchi.

Sathya va ignore panitu, naa thatha va paak pone.

" Enna thatha ? " Avar room entrance la nimmi keten.

  " Enga vaa, ukkar pa " avar sonna mariye nanum poi ukandhe avar pakathula erukar chair la.

" Sathya kuda edhavdhu prachanaya..? " Avar Ketadhuku elanu thalay mattum aatune.

" Apdi edhavdhu erundhalum...Sathya mela thappe erundhalum nee konjam vittu kuduthu poo pa..ena than erundhalum avan inum chinna ponu da..theriyam edhavdhu thappu panirndhalum...nee konjam saghichikanum pa...ava unakgha evlova pandra....thanimailaye  erundha nee....iniki Sathya elam oru naal kuda unnal eruka mudila.....yena Sathya un andha alavuku mathirka...ungla epovume santhoshma paakanumnu adhu than ennod kadasi aasaiy pa.." thatha romba emotions ah pesinaru.

Enku andha edathila enna pesardhunu therila...avar sonnadhukalam sari ngra mari oru smile panitu, ang erundhu kelambi roomku vandhe.

Sathya ennod mobile ah pathutu erundha.

Eva yen ennod mobile ah pathutu eruka ...

She wasn't not normal....her eyes were filled with tears.

Sathya....en aachi....? " Naa avlod  kaigala pidichi keten.

Maa aval thotta   next second Sathya en kaiya veghama thatti Vitta.

" Onnum ela..." That's all she said.

" Onnum ela ya..? Aprm yen balcony la lighting decoration panirke...? Enkgha coffee potu eduthutu vandhurke ana enku kudukale....main ah en mobile ah check panirke....epo edho pei aranga mari ukandhurke....ketta onnum ela nu soldre ..?" I yelled at her.

" Why you care adhi...? Huh....why ? " She asked me

" What the....Sathya...en aachi...? " Naa again keten... something is wrong with her .

" Nothing " solitu naa ang erundhu elundhu pogha pona  ...but ava  kaiya pidichi eluthadhunal...elundha adhe force la thirmbi bed mela vilndha.

" Naa unkita pesitu eruke...badhila solitu poo" avalod kaiya erukama pidichi , kannula kovathod naa  pesina.

" Enkita pesi unod ponnan neratha vinakadhe....po...poi unod new girlfriend pesu...." En pidila erundhu a avlod kaiya eduthu, Anga erundhu elundha

" En pesare....? Yaar girlfriend...? " Naa thirmba aval Anga erundhu pogha vidaam,  valiya block pani pesine.

" Wow....ethan girlfriend erukangnu marandhu pocha....? Let me remind you...the one who sends you her intimate photos....adhi i thought you will never cheat me...but you....just go away....." avalod kannula erundha kannirgal thodachitu, enna thali vitutu room ah vitu veliya poghalamnu pona.....but apdi panna vidale.

Adhi enku mun door kita poi , room doors ah close panita..

" Nee en soldrenu enku onume puriyale.....en vishiyamnu mulusa solu..." Folding my hands upto my chest i asked.

" Adhi.... please let me go.....let me alone.......endha one month nee en mela upset ah erukardhunal than enkita pesalenu nenache....ana nee en ignor panadhuku reason unod girlfriend ....no...no....unod mistress nu enku epo than puriyidhu..... I'm hurt ....i never expected this form you...i thought you lov...hm..just let me alone....go away..."

Sathya  pesandha ketu konjam neram onume pesale naa....i was just staring at here. She was crying.

Sathya soldradhulam ketu enke confused ah erundhuchi.

Ennod phone ah eduthu pathe..patha next moment nane enod Phone ah thikki pote....keel force thuki potadhunale adhu sedhari poidichi.

Shit.

Endh ponnu ennod employee. Romba chinna ponnu than naa nenchen...ana epo andha ponnu panirkar velaya patha apdi therila.

Edhu naal varaikum andha ponnu kitta naa sariya pesandhu kuda ela..aprm yen adhu epdi panichi...? En number epdi andha ponuku kedachidhu..?

Edhu ellathiyum vida en manas ah kaay paduthara mari pesine Sathya.

Avalo thana ava enna purinjikittadha...?

Don't she trust me..?

How can she question my charector....?

Edhuve naa epdi avala sandhegha patrundha...?

With extremely angered  " Avlo thana un nambikai en mela...? Huh...?...badhila solu.." kovama kathune.

Naa kettadhuku badhila sollam , inum aludhutu erundha...adhu en kovatha inum thundi vituchi..

" Badhil solu d...." Naa kovathila ang erundha, glass ah thalli vite....adhu keel vilundhu odanjirchi....glass pieces lam room la sedhari kedandhuchi.

Enku epo vara koavathukku naa ena pandrenu enku therila.

How can she question my charector...?

Am i joke ?

" Kittathatta 9 months enkuda, edhe veetla , edhe room la erundhurke...ana edhu vara naa un thappa pathurpena...? Ela thappa nadandhurkena..? Thali katine pondatiya kuda avalod virupam elam thoda kudadhunu nenaikrenve d naa...edhu vara un thavar vera endha ponnukitayavdhu pesi pathurkiya...? Ela un thavar vera endha ponnayavdhu naa pathurpena..? Aprm epdi d en mela epdi oru paliya podalam nee..? I accept...naa konjam upset ah erundhe... disturbed ah erundhe athan unkita naa pesale....ana adhukagha naa un cheat panuvenu nenachitela...? " Naa  kekare kelviki  badhila sollam Sathya amaidhiya erundha...

Edhuku melayum naa enga erundha kovathila naa edhavdhu panirven.

I need to calm down.

Door ah open pani, maa veliya konjam.fresh air kagha pone.

" Adhi " after few minutes Sathya oad voice ketuchi, ana naa erukar mind set la avalaku responsible pannatumnu thonal.

" Adhi ....I'm sorry " endha vati um naa edhum solala.

But after few minutes i heard her crying sobs.

Sathya va thirmbi pathe, naa THIRUMANAM next second Sathya enna hug panikita...ana naa aval thoda kuda ela.

She was crying like hell.

Ava alaradha paak mudila..

" Don't cry " i said.

" No...it's my fault.... I'm sorry.....elame en thappu than..... I'm sorry.....evlo naal namakula erundha endha gap plus nee enku mattum than , apdingra oru mind set la than naa eruke..ana thidirnu unna vera oru ponnu kuda imagine pani pathadhum enku romba kovam vandhudichi athan apdi pesite.....I trust you adhi.....i trust you more then myself...." Ava inum erukkama anachikitu sonma

Konja neram enga renduprula erundhu yaarume edhume pesale....

" Aahammm"

we parted away when we heard someone's voice.

God this is really embarrassing.....it's bunny who saw us hugging eachother.

Sathya romba awkward ah feel panna, nanum than..thatha engala pathu smile panitu " sapad vaang " nu solitu poitaru.

Aprm romba silent and awkward ah dinner mudichitu, roomku vandhom.

Naa ennod pillow eduthukitu couch la thungaradhukagha pone...ana Sathya enna apdi panna vidam niruthuna.

Eva , enna konjam neram kuda koavama erukka vida mata polaye.

" Adhi.... please.....namkulla evlo prachan erundhalum pesi thithukalam...adha vitutu epdi thaniya padakrthulam venam...." en kaila erundha pillow ah vaangi , bed la vacha.

" Sari en pesanum...? " Naa romba irritated ah kete.

" Naa sorry sone...adhuku nee onume solala..adhi you know me, epovume yosikalam avasr patu pesiduven but manasula onum vachikka maten" kolandha amma kita soldra mari , pout pani sonna.

" Enku epdi sorry sona pidikadhu...." Naa bed la ukandhu sonne.

" Vera epdi solanum....? " She asked in a confusion.

Enna extrem level ku kova paduthitu, epo kolandha mari pannitu eruka eva.

" Inga va..." naa kuptadhum enkita vandha.

" Hmm...solu....epdi sorry solanum " she asked

" Kiss me"  i said.

Whatever happened between us....i just want to forget it...may be she judge me, she misunderstood me, but end of the day she is my wife....i can't stay without talking to her.

Nadandha bed things  elathiyum mathi, good memories ah save panna poren.

Naa kiss kettadhum , Sathya oad expression ah pakanume....romba kashtapattu sirippa control panikitu erundhe.

" What happened....? Epo enga pochi unod trust.. don't you tru....." Befori can finish she captured my lips with hers.

The kiss was passionate, yet slow and steamy.
We both were busy with eachother lips..Soon our body find their own way to express our love with actions....and this time i let him do whatever he wants with me.

Husband and wife relationship epdi than pole.... misunderstandings,  problems,  possessiveness and naray sanda....ana epovume oruthar oruthar vitu kudukaam , sandaigla epdi  unruvugalal mudikardhu than.

Konjam nerathuku mun , evlo periya prachan aachi....ana epo endha nodi....englakula erukar endha nerukkam edhu podhum.

After a long make out session, i was Cheri her hair, while Sathya was lying on my chest.

" adhi " sathya medhuva kupta.

"Hmmm" i hummed

" I'm sorry , i didn't mean to hurt you please forgive me....adhi i trust you...it's just i was possesive about you.." she said in very guilt filled eyes.

I can understand she regrets her act...

" I know......andh ponna ah pathu naa pesikren...nee epdi oru sand namakula nadandhadh marandhudu....Elana edhu un distrub panite erukum...and next time pesardhuku mun nala yosichitu pesu " i said.

" Hmm...adhi yen nee endha 1 months la un phone password adikadi change pane ? "  Kandipa Sathya edha kepanu nenache... correct ah ketuta.

Actually, i want to surprise her....oru dinner date plane panirke.

Location and matha details lam en Phone la than eruku....athan epdi password ah change panitu erundhe.

" I was planning a surprising for you, and details lam en Phone la than eruku...athan nee pathura kudadhunu password change panitu erundhe....." naa sonnadhuku aprm avaum vera edhuma kekale.

"Adhi..." again she called me

"Hmmmm " i hummed in response.

" That day you did hurt me, adhu epdi un edathila vera yaaravdhu erundhurndha andh mari panirpe...? Huh...? Sollu..." Sathya kelvi Ketutu chest la pich panita....

That hurts!

" Ouch , kradhaghi...... ok I'm so sorry, that day words just slipt out of my tounge. I didn't mean those words. " I said the fact and kissed her forehead.

Adhiii" endha vati inum Huskies voice la kupta

"Hmmmm"

"I'm sorry " inum ethan thadava sorry soluva eva.

" Endha sorry edhuku...? " Naa light ah sirichite keten.

"  Hmm..suma  solanumnu thonichi "  Sathya samalikka try panna.

" Hmm naa than sonnela enku epdi sorry sonna pidikadhunu...." I said and slide my hands around her waist, to tease her.

" No way I'm tired let me sleep " enna inum tight hug pani ava face ah avan chest la hide panikite....god why she is blushing this much.....but blush suite her...

Soon we both fast asleep on eachothers arams.

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After few days.~~~~~~~~~~

Life is pure blissful for both of us .

Whenever I'm around her....i feel different. I feel happy.

I gave her dinner date surprise, she was overwhelmed with happiness.

We spend our brain moment on that beach resort... after returning from there , we had our own private time.

Till then everything was good.

Sathya arivu ah pick panna enna anipi vacha.

Nanum arivu ah receive panna pone.

Airports la avan received panitu, veetuku vandhutu erundhom.

I was driving, and he was beside me.

" Bro aprm life lam epdi poghudhu...." Arivu epovume pole avanod jolly mood la ketan.

" Hmm super ah poghudhu...." Blank ah report panitu, driving la consantreat panne.

" Hmm unglaku enna Sathya mari oru wife kedacha , life superb ah thane poghum" arivu enna pathu sonna, nanum avanku reply ah oru chinna smile mattum panne.

" Hmm..good... renduperum nalla erundha sari...aprm bro Ning killadi bro....yen soldrena...paak romba silent ah erundhukitu... pandradhulam imran hashmi vela " saying this he started to laugh.

What the hell is he saying..

" Purila enna ? " Naa romba confessed ah  keten.

" Ela bro...athan onnume theriyadha mari erundhukitu..... flowers kuduthu impress pandradhu enna..... dinner date enna..." Arivu said

Hmm so Sathya ellame share pandra pole arivu kitta.. i thought in my mind.

" Hmm ama  " avalo than avanku badhil sonne.

" Hmm enjoy pannung bro " he said.

After few minutes again he spoke "Bro..... But Ning evlo than Santhoshma avala pathukitalum...unglala ennod place ah fill panna mudiyadhu correct thane..?"

Stay calm adhi....i said in my mind .

Now, arivu is getting on my nervs.

" Hmmm " avankuda edhuku mela pesa aasaye elaye....i just want to reach home.

" Aprm bro , unga waist la erukar mole semma....paiyana erundhu kuda enku oru vaati unga mole ah paaknumnu aasaya eruku bro " saying this he burst into laughter.

Sathya.

I'm filtering him only because of Sathya, otherwise i would have punched on his face for making fun of me.

How dare he.

His laughter sound was increasing my anger .

Edhu ellathukum main reason Sathya than.

Ava friend kitta edhulam share panuva..?

Engalkulla erukkavendiya vishiyam edhu...Sathya un naa veetal vandhu gavanichikren.

I gave a glare at him, and he stoop laughing.

Adhuku aprm avanum edhum pesale...naum edhum pesale.

Soon we reached home.

Arivu car la erundhu earanganadhum odi poi Sathya va hug panikitan.

I clenching my jaw in pure anger.

Avang friends than nu enkum puriyadhu analum avangla close ah paakumbdho oru vidhaman kovam varudhu .

Without giving them any attention, i went to my room.

I was working in my laptop.

Sathya konjam neram kalachi, kaia coffee oad vandha...ana naa aval ignore panitu en work la consantreat panne.

" Adhi coffee " she said .

" Enku vena....first inga erundhu po..." kovathila sonne.

Ana naa vidradha ela.

Thirumbavum pidivadhama, en laptop ah pidingi vachitu, coffee ah nituna.

Enku vandha koavathukku coffee cup ah thali vitutu ang erundhu pogha pone.

Ana Sathya en kaiya pidixhikita.

" Adhi...en aachi...yen epdi pandra..? "

" Sathya ..... thallu.." naa konjam.neram thaniya erukka virumbre....ana Sathya ejna purinjikave matra.

" No...first enna achinu sollu..." She said.

This...hear I'm trying to avoiding her in my anger , but she is so stubborn.

Without any thought, i kissed her roughly..she was crying becouse of pain but i didnt cared.

Parted away form her.

" Po....edhayum poi in friend kita share panu....nee than elame un friend kita share panuviye..POO Di " last words i yelled at her and left from there.

Taking my car , i was driving like made man.

I just wanted to be alone for sometime.

Naa epdi than....enku koavam vandha epdi than behave pannuve....

Enku en porula ah pangu potukka pidikadhu.

Arivu vandhadhula erundha, Sathya enna gavanikka kuda ela.

Avang friendship enna romba distub pannudhu.

I know whatever i did was wrong.

But i couldn't help....I'm like this only.

This is my nature...

I'm angry on Sathya , becouse she shared our privet things with someone.

I didn't like it.

I was in my own thought, when i noticed road....i was driving in wrong way....

Shit.

Udane sudden break poten.

Sudden break pottadhal, ennod balance miss agi, en thala steering la edichirchi .

Vali perusa onum elanalum...ligh ah bleed aachi.

Car ah u-turn eduthu,thirmba veetuke pone.

Veetuku ponadhum, Sathya paatukum ennn aachi, epdi aachi, nu kelvi mela kelvi ketutu erundhan.

I'm irritated.

Avala veliya pogha solli, kathiten..

Ana ava pondhuku aprm than naa theva ellam ava mela kathitenu purinjidhu.

Cha...kovathila naa enna panitu eruke.

Fresh aaitu, aval paathu sorry solalamnu aval thedite pone.

Arivu and Sathya oad voice kitchen side la ketuchi.

Nanum Sathya kitta pesalamnu pone.

Ama Sathya oad vaarthaigal ketu angye stop aaiten.

"socialism romba mukiyam.....epovum thaniyave erundhura mudiyuma...? ela la.... adhi ah konjam change pannanum....ellar kudayum mingle aavardha solli kudukanum....apo apo jovial ah erukanum ...edhulam naa than solli tharnum...yena adhiku apdi solli kudukka yaarume ela la...avan thaniya valandha paiyan....amma - appa eladha paiyan...so ellame naa than pathu aaganum.." Sathya arivu kitta pesitu erundha.

Apo Sathya en mela yerakkapattu than en love pandrala...?

First, ava en love pandrala ela nana than apdi nenachikitu erukena ?

Enku Appa-amma ellanu ava en mela yerkka padrala...?.

Naa socialism ah elanu thonudha avalku..?

Enna konjam konjama change panna porala...? Yen epo naa erukar vidham avalku pidikalaya...?

Don't she like me as what i am...?.

I'm so confused, I'm hurt , I'm angry , i don't know what should i do.

I thought she loves me for what i am, but no I'm wrong.

Ang erundhu en roomku pone..

Naa epo erukar mannelamila enna pandradhunu theriyam, erundhe .

Apo than Sathya roomkula vandha.

Aval avoid um panna mudila...adhe neram ava arivu kitta enna pathi pesanadha marakkavum mudila.

Ava coffee ah niti, eduthuka sona..enku enna Thonichi nu therila , adha thati vitutu, veliya poite.

I know I'm hurting her....but this time , I'm also hurt becouse of her . I'm also human.

Ethan vaati than nane elame saghichikitu erukardhu....nanum manishan thane...enkum feelings nu onnu eruku.

I just want to be alone.

Car eduthutu oru long drive pone.... mobile msg tone ketuchi .

Sathya than...edho voice msg...but i didn't opend.

Oru call panni keka thonala....edhu enna msg la?

Phone ah off pani vachen. Oru remot area la car ah stop panitu, konjam neram kanna mudine.

Epdi thunganenu therila...nalla thungiten.

In morning.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Hearing birds chirping sound i woke up.

Shit...night full ah engaye thungite.

Veetal vera ellarum theduvang.... Phone ah on panne. Sikirma car ah start pani, veetuku poradhuku drive panne.

In kids of driving i got call , car ah oru pakkama nirthitu call ah attend panne.

" Helo... who's is this..? " I asked as it's unknown number.

" Sir , I'm Divya , please ungla meet pana mudiyuma....? It's a urgent matter " i heard from other side.

The very same girl who create misunderstanding between me and sathya. By sending inappropriate photos.

" Ammm....yeah sure... send me your location.." i said while ending the call.

Enna vishiyama erukum? Aniki endha ponnu ah thedi ponapo, endha ponnu oorula ela...call panne ana switch off nu vandhuchi, epo avala call pani meet panna kupdra . Polama ?  venama..?

Poi pesina, ava yen aniki apdi pannanu oru reason therium.

Veetuku poi sikirma fresh up aane...naa ponapo Sathya Anga ela...may be she went with her so called friend.

Fresh aaitu, Andha ponnu send panna location ku pone.

It was some park.

Andha ponna sonna mariye  enkgha wait panitu erundhuchi.

I felt little awkward to meet her.

" Hmm solu ma " onnume nadakadha mari naa andh ponnu kita kete.

" Adhu...sir...." She was hesitanting to say .

" Enga paaru ma...enna vishiyamnu sikirma solu...i have other works too " i said getting fustred.

" I'm sorry sir...adhu aniki by mistake ah en boyfriend ku send pandradha erundha pics unglaku send aaidichi....I'm really sorry, enke endha vishiyam nethu night than therinjidhu. " She said with a embarrassed face.

This kids and their way of love.

Anyway it's her personal life, i should not judge her.

" It's ok ma...ana next time konjam paathu send pannu....nee panna mistake ah la, enkum en wife kum prachan vandhuchi....aprm epdiyo pesi sari panitom...but still... technology ah paathu use pannu....enku anipina mari vera yaarukavadhu un photos anipirndha enna aagirkum....? Un life ah soil aagirkum...sila nerangala velayatta pandra vishiyangla venaya aagidum... enemy konjam carefull ah eru. " I said tue fact

Naa sonnadhu kettu andha ponnu alagha aarambichidhu..

May be I'm rude to her.

But it's needed....

I tried to console her...but she suddenly hugged me.

Why always i face embarrassment...?

Park la vera ellarum engalaye oru mari pathutu erundhang....

" Aahammm....Divya ellarum namblaye paakrang... please..." I tried to make her understand the place and situation.

She parted away from me saying "sorry"

" It's ok...just be careful from next time " i said.

" Sir unga wife kittayum naa sorry solanum.." she said wiping her tears.

" Ela ma paravala....naa pathukren....nee po " i said.

She nods her head and left...i too left for home.

Naa veetuku ponapo kuda Sathya ela.

Inuma avalum ava friend um varale..?

I waited for her.

Konjam neram kalachi....vandha ana ava kuda avalod friend ela.

Enna oru mari pathute , roomku poita.

Oruvela inum en mea kovama erukala..? Avakita pesi nadandhadhu elathiyum sari panlamnu pone.

Enga roomku ponapo than onnu gavaniche..she was crying and her hand were bandaged.

" Enna achi...? Yen alughure..? Un kaila enna kattu..?" I asked in consern.

Ana naa Ketadhuku badhila sollam, ava patukum en pathu aludhutu erundha.

" Ammu naa unkita kelvin ketutu eruke... badhila sollu " naa  kitta pogha pogha , Sathya pinnadi poitu erundha.

" Please enkitta varadhe..." She pledes.

" Ammu enna achi...? " Naa inum confused aaghi keten.

" Enna apdi kupdadhe...." She said.

Enna achi evalku..? Loosu mari behave pandra.

" Hey enna aachi....yen alughure...nethu naa pannadhuku sorry adhu kovathila...." Before i could complete she said

" Ela..nee kovathila panale...naa un life a enemy vanammu mudivu eduthu than panne...." She said

" Enna loosu mari pesare...." Naa ava kitta pogha try panna.....ana ava enna thalli vitutu, vera pakkam pona.

" Un patha romba aruvarupa eruku... please poidu inga erundhu...." Romba aludhute sonna.

" Enna than d un prachan...? Yen epdi yen uyire vaangitu eruke..? Enna nadandhuchinu sollu.." naa romba kovathila kete.

Yerkanve naa mind upset ah eruke , edhula eva vera.

" Please leave me...enna thaniya vidu.." she said

" Epo nee solla poriya elaya...." Edhuku melayum porumai elam avalod  kaiya pidichi romba force ah keten

" Please enna thodadhe......nee thotta Romba disgusting ah eruku...en kaiya veedu...un Kenji kekaren..." Ava epdi sonna next second  avlod kaiya vitutan.

Her words are hurting me... please ammu don't do this to me..

" Please enna achinu solu...enku thalaye vedikra mari eruku. " Aval vitu konjam thalli vandhu sonne.

" First naa kekardhuku badhila solu......nethu night enga erundhe....? Office la erundhenu poi solladhe....naa epo un office poitu than vandhe....sollu enga erundhe...." She asked

I looked at her for few minutes,

" Adhi....badhila solu...." Sathya thirmba keta.

" Ennal....naa.. ......sorry Sathya i can't say that...but trust me...i... " before icould finish she stopped me showing her palms.

Ava erukar nelamaila , naa andha ponna ah meet panna ponenu sonnena , kandipa inum kova paduva athan avakita solala.

" I'm leaving " saying this she went to her cupboard and started to pack her stuffs.

What the hell.!

" Enga pore...? " Naa forcefull ah aval en  side thirpi keten

" Enna thodadhe...." Kovama sonna.

" Unaku enna than d prachan...? Onume sollam epdi porena enna artham...? " i held her hands in such way that will hurt her.

" Enku enna prachanaya...? Huh...en prachan nee enku dhrogham pannadhu than....adhu epdi da... kalyanam aaghi oru varashathukula naa bore adichitela.....? I never thought that you will be a manwhore " she yelled at me

" What ? Manwhore ah...? What the hell you are saying....? " Sathya enna soldranu konjam kuda puriyam kete.

" Nadikadha....unnod asingman seyala naa konjam nerathuku mun than pathutu varen....pattapaghalal , park la , oru ponnu ah kattipidichitu erundhe....adhu than un office ah...?" She kept asking me....but i never answered her

I was just looking at her.,..again she is doubting me, again she is questioning my charector.

" Enna unod secret lam therinjirchinu shocking ah eruka...? You know what..un mari oruthen kuda evlo naal vaalndhadhuku enku romba asingma eruku, athane pinna amma appa erundhu valathu erundha nee olukkama vandhurpe....nee yaarume elam anathaya,...." before she could complete i slapped her.

I should haven't slapped her...but i couldn't hold myself more then this.

I never expected this words from her.

How can she say bad things like .?.

Appa amma ela....ela...nu enna kuthi katitw erundh...naa enna panna mudiyum..? Was that my problem..?

" You know what..... just get lost from my house....." Saying this i left from there.

I need to be calm..... taking car keys i went out.

Cha...kalayila erundhu saguname sari ela..epo paru edhavdhu oru prachan.

I wanted a happy life with her...was that too much to wish...?

Sathya epdi pesuvanu naa edhirpakale.

I thought love is beautiful, but now love is painful.

Evlo aasaya erundhe...Sathya kuda oru nalla life kagha....ana epo.

Driving for few minutes, i stopped somewhere on road..and took a  U - turn to home.

I can't late her go...i need to stop her.

Adhuvum ava mela kai vachidhuku ,romba varatha padre..kovathila naa enna pandranu enku purila.

First veetuku poi , Sathya kitta pesanum.

I was in way to home....when i got a call from Arivu....he told me to come  **** hospital as soon as possible.

Padhattama nanum sikirma car drive panne.

Hospital reach aandhum, arivu ah thedikite pone.

But as soon as arivu saw me...he slapped me..

" Loosa da nee....? Pregnant ah erundha ponnu kita epdi than harsha ah nadandhipiya..? " Arivu en shirt collar aj pidichi keta.

Avan sonnadhule... pregnant nu varatha matum than en kaadhula vilundhuchi.

Pregnant ah..?

Sathya pregnant ah..?

omg...I'm going to be a father.

" Enna soldre...naa appa va aagha porena...? " Arivu en coller pidichi ennna merati erukardhulam naa konjam kuda gavanikam, naa appa va aagha porena nu Santhoshma keten

" Abortion aaidichi avalku " arivu sonnadum oru nimisha ulaghame ninni pona mari erundhuchi.

" Enna soldre...? " Arivu sonnadha namba mudiyama avan thirmbi kete.

" Nee avala enna panniyo enku theriyadhu....ana ava iniki endha nelamaila erukardhukan Karanam nee than....andha kolandha enna da paavam panichi...? Adha poi...cha..." Arivu soldradhu yedhume  enku purila.

Sathya ku enna aachi..?

" Sathya yenga...? " Arivu ah keten.

" Ava ulla eruka....nee avala distub pannam, enga erundhu poidu " arivu said clenching his jaw.

" Adha ava sollatum " arivu ah kandukaam naa Sathya va paak pone.

Ana arivu enna ulla vidam...thalli vitan.

" Engaye eru, ava kitta ketutu varen " saying this he went to meet her.

Thinkin of my baby and Sathya, alon tear escaped from my eyes.

My baby...

Sathya...

Ennal than ellame..

Naa konjam porumaya erundhu erukanum.

Avasarpattu ellame ....

" Ava un moonja kuda paak virupam elanu soita....enga erundhu po.....vina hospital la scene create pannadhe.....nee en friend ku pannadhulam nenachi , naa yerkanave semma kovathila eruke...poidu....." Arivu romba kovama sonna.

Enku ore oru thadav Sathya va paaknumnu aasaya erundhuchi.

For once....

Nalla erundhu enga vaalakila epdi oru elappu varumnu naa nenachi kuda pakale.

Ang erundhu Sathya va inum kashat padatha virumbla, athan ang erundhu kelambi hospital veliya erundha Enod car la ukandhe.

Romba nerama control panitu ennod alughaya edhuku melayum mudila..

I cried..

I cried about think of Sathya.

I cried about thinking of our unborn child....

I killed my own baby.

I shouldn't slapped her..

I'm such a monster...

I'm regretting everything.

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Dusky how's it...?

5200+ words 😰😰😰I'm.dead tired.

Next chapter will be Arivu's POV.