A VERY LONG CHAPTER with 3300+ word ...the longest Chapter of this book.😟😟it took me a hole 5 hours to complete this.😟*tired*

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Sathya's POV

I was dumb for a minute.

I damn sure, there's some mistake by doctor...

I'm on pills.....then how can I be pregnant.

" Doctor i think you are mistaking....i can't be pregnant....I'm on pills...and moreover enku vomit and dizzyness endha mari pregnant kaan symptoms edhume elaye..." Doctor tablets prestuption eludhitu erundharu..naa sonnadha eludhardha vitutu enna patharu.

" Pills ah...? Enna soldre maa...? Reports la clear ah postive nu erukuma...naa indha medical field la 8yrs ah eruke ....edhu varaikum epdi oru mistake nadandhe ela.....you are 2 week pregnant Sathya... vomit and dizzyness ellarkum pregnancy oad starting la than erukanum ela....oru 1 month of pregnancy la kuda unku andha symptoms lam.kaatum...it depends on the persons helth" Doctor romba urudhiya sommaru.

" But doctor " before i could complete doctor spoke.

" I'm damn sure Sathya....oru vela Ning epovadhu tablets edukka marandhurping.... this is common ma...you must have forgot to take pills after your intercourse.....nalla nenachi paaru...." doctor sonnadhunaal nanum nenachi pathen.

Oru vela doctor sonna mari , naa marandhurpena..? May be erukalam...evan yesterday night we had intercourse but i forget to take pills....epo than enku oru vishiyam strike aachi.

I'm late for my dates..

10 naal thalli poirku.

Apo naa nejamave pregnant ah..... thinking this i placed my hand on my stomach to charish it....

My baby

Our baby....is growing inside me.

Just a mere thought of having a chubby and cute baby making me smile wild.

I was in my own thoughts when i heard doctor's voice.

" Here it's your tablet's , romba strain panikadhing...konjam gavanama erung and every month check up panikong...."

Doctor cabin la erundhu veliya vandhadhum....arivu odi vandha " hey enna achi..? Doctor enna sonnanga...? Pain epdi eruku..? First nee keel epdi vilundha...? " Enna pesa kuda vidam Arivu kelvi mela kelvi ketutu erundha....

How i got such a caring friend.

" Arivu breath....and let me talk " naa pesadhadhum kettadhum arivu silent aaitan.

" Kaal thaduki keel vilundhudhuten da...athan adi patruchi....but now I'm fine , no pain....and doctor tablets sapd solirkaru...aprm strain panikadhingnu solirkaru... that's it " oru chinna smile oad sonne.

Although my hand is paining like hell....but yenu therila enku alughanumnu thonal...ultava enku romba santhoshma eruku reason is......my baby.

Edhu oru different feel.....edhu varaikum endha feel an naa experience pannadhe ela..pudhusa eruku ellame...romba fresh ah feel aaghudhu.

" Airvu vaa sikirma veetuku polam...." Avanod badhilaku kuda wait pannam....naa paatukum mun mun nadandhu hospital veliya vandhen.

" Hey nillu d.....yen evlo avasarm..? Cab book panirke, 5 min eru " nanum arivu sonnadhukagha wait panne... within 10 min cab vandhuchi.

Vara vali ellam enku ore yosanai than , sikrima veetuku ponum...endha Santhoshaman vishiyath Adhi kitta than first sollanum.

I'm sure Adhi is going to crazy after knowing about our little bundle of joy.

Englakula enna than problem erundhalum.....naa pregnant ah erukenu sonna , kandippa Adhi Ella kovathayum vitutu enkita varuvan.

Aprm naa, adhi and englod kolandha...epovume oru happy family ah erupom.

This is so unexpected....but still I'm happy.

Yena edhu kadavula kudutharkre varan.

" Adhi call ah attend pana matran d " arivu a continuous ah adhi ki call panitu erundha...i know he won't take calls when he's upset..he will preferred to be alone for sometimes.

" It's ok da...he must be busy with his office work ...free ana avane call panuvan." Arivu ku doubt varadha mari solli samalichen.

" Hmm....sari adhi kita pesaniya..? Ungalkula erundha problem slove aacha...? " Arivu veetukula vandhadhum ketta mudhal kelvi edhu than.

" Hmm ela da pesalamnu pone...apo than office la edho important work nu call vandhuchinu adhi kelambi poitan .....but I'm sure adhi night veetuku varumbodhu naa pesikren da " arivu ah samalichiten.

Arivu enna pidivadhama sapadu sapd vachan...and then he made me take tablets...he cares for me like my dad.

Arivu enna tablets sapd vachitu , avanod work ah paak poitan....nanum enga roomku vandhe.

Adhi oad photo, enga bed pakathila erukar table mela erundhuchi.

Adhi oad photo va eduthu , avan hug pandra mari andha photo va ennod Sethu anachikiten..

I really miss him... specially this moment, when I'm going to be mother of his child.

"Miss you adhi please come back..."looking at the adhi's photo i said.

En vaithula kai vachi pesine.

" Hey baby...naa than unga amma....ungla epovume unconditional ah  love pan poren...unga appa inum konjam nerathila vandhurvaru...namba elarum sendhu sapdlam ok va...? Yen nee badhila solla matre...? Ishhh.....sorry baby amma Santhoshthila edho pesitu eruken, Ning kandukadhing.....nala thungunga..." I said  cherishing my stomach with love and care.

Adi patta kaiya pillow mela vachi, naa paduthe.....kolandhay epdi valakanum....epdi pathukanum....edhulam nenachite paduthurndhe epo than thunganenu therila.

Thoongiten.

After few hours~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Ennod thukam kalanjidhu.

Eludhu kanna ah thechikite time pathen.

8:30

Ohhh shit...

I slept for so long.

Elundhu poi fresh aaitu vandhe ......en room ah vitu veliya pone.

Bunny um arivu um Cricket pathutu erundhang hall la.....raji akka dinner ready panitu erundhang.

Ella edathilayum pathen, ana Adhi ah engayum kaanum.

Inum varalaya..?

Veetu landline la erundhu avanku call panne...ana Adhi call ah attend panale..

Romba merama angayum engyum nadandhutu adikadi adhi ku call panite erundhe....

" Enna d , adhi ku call pandriya...? " Arivu ketan.

" Ama da...time aachi inum kaanum athan " romba tensed ah erundha ana adhulam arivu kitta kaatikaam pesane.

" Arivu enku afternoon ah call pani, office la edho mukiyamn work eruku adhunal ,veetuku late ah than varuvenu inform panita d...un mobile ku try pannaa ana signal elaya....athan enku call panna..." arivu casual ah tv pathute sonna.

" ohh...." Avlo than ennod badhil.

Nejamave work naal veetuku varalaya...? Ela en avoid pandradhu kagha varalaya...?.

Edhava erundhalum avan vandhadhum pesikalamnu vituten.

adhi vara varaikum avankgha wait pani sapdlamnu than erundhe..ana Ennal romba neram pasi thaang mudila...adhuvum eppo naa enoru uyire sumandhutu eruke enkulla...enkgha elanalum en kolandhaikaghavadhu naa time to time sapdnum.

Athan dinner bunny and arivu kuda panne...

After dinner all went to their respective rooms.

Nanum romba neram adhi kagha wait panne...ana avan vara late aachi...epdiyum enna avoid oan than edhulam panitu erukanu enku purinjichi......i took my mobile and opened whattsup.

Call panna thane adhi call ah cut panuva....avoid panuva.

Message panna....adhuvum message la naa pregnant ah erukenu sonna...? Kandipa avanod kovamla parandhu poidum.

" Adhi endha vishiyatha neruku neru un kanna ah pathu solanumnu than naa aasa pattan, ana nee romba pidivadhama veetuku kuda vara matengra....enku vera vali therila...so I'm going 👍 revel.....ADHI YOU ARE GOING TO BE A FATHER" please sikrima veetuku vaa , Naanum um namba kolandhayum un romba miss pandrom."  Epdi pesi  whattsup la oru voice message send panne...

After few seconds , message was opened and marked as seen...

But not any reply from him...

This is height of anger...i mean evlo santhoshman vishiyam solirke. Ana oru reply kuda panale.... idiot.

Placing my phone beside on the table...i slept.

In middle of the night i felt someone's hand on my forehead....i know it's adhi. But ennal kanna thirndhu kuda paak mudiyadhu alavuku thukam.

I just selpt.

Morning when i wake up, i expected to adhi to be my side.

But no....he wasn't there . Night naa thunganadhuku aprm vandhu, morning naa elundhirkardhukula office poita pole Adhi.

What I'm going to do with this man.

I got up and went to restroom to get fresh up.

After shower i got ready in simple Tomato colour salwar.

Pecking the lunch for Adhi i left for his office.

Iniki enna nadandhalum , adhi ah pathu avankuda pesa poren.

Oru prachan na adha pesi slove pananumnu enku soli kuduthadhe adhi than, ana epo avane avoid panitu erukan.

But I'm not gonna leave him today.

Athan morning ah mudivu panni....avanku Lunch eduthukitu poren.

Adhi kuda prachanaya sort out pannadhume avankita naa pregnant ah erukengra vishiyatha sollanum.

Endha nelamaila cab la pona safe elanu thonichi...athan veetla erundha innor car ah eduthutu adhi office ku drive panne.

Adi patrukka kaiyod car drive pandradhu konjam kashtama than erundhuchi, analum naa manage panikite.

In few minutes i reached his official.

Taking the Lunch Box with me, i went to receptionist and asked her about adhi's cabinet.

But what she said was made me shock.

Adhi nethum sari , inaikum sari office ah varalenu receptionist sonnag.

Apo adhi enga poirpan....?.

Endha confusionla ye , naa car ah drive panitu thirmba veetuku vandhutu erundhe .

Traffic signals la vandiya stop panitu , green signal kagha wait panitu erundhe.

veliya road side la  oru kutty paiyan , oru 10 vaisu erukum , avana paakave paavama erundhuchi...keelanji-alukaan dress...sapdama romba weak ah therinja. Analum avan andha nelamaila peecha kekam, vela senji than sapdnum nu kutty kutty soft toys vithutu erundha.......Car glass ah earki , avan kai kaati kitta kupten...kuptadhum oru million dollars smile oad konjam toys oad enkita odi vandhan...avan epdi  pathadhum Enod kaiy automatic ah ennod baby kitta ponichi. I cherished my stomach.

Oru 3 soft toys vaangikitu, avanku 500 rs. Kuduthen....adhula micham pogha meedhi  350 kuduthan....adhayum avanye vachikka sonne...first venanu than sonna...ana aprm vangikita...yenu therila avan mughathila santhoshtha pathutu enkum Santhoshama erundhuchi.

Car glass ah cover pannumbodhu en gavanam pakathula erukar park ku pochi.

Oru ponnu oru tall and mascular paiyan hug pani, ninutu erundha...how cute they look...i smiled as i remembered my husband.

Although i couldn't see the couples face becouse they're back was facing me..

Green signal um vilundhuchi... ana adhe neram andha ponu um paiayanum  en pakkam thirimbinang....

Soon my smile disappeared and a horrified reaction come after seeing them.

Now i could see their face...

Very clearly..

The man was ADHI and the girl with him was a his office co-worker...the very same girl who sent inappropriate photos to adhi few days back.

Green signal vilandhadhadhunaal naa car ah start pani drive panne...

"Sathya don't.... " 

"don't doubt him...he loves you..."

" He won't cheat you....that must be some office work....but park la enna office erukum..? No... may be edhavdhu mukiyaman vishiyama erukalam....neeya edhayum nenachikadhe....edhavdhu erundhalum first adhi kitta ketu aprm react pannu." Car ah drive panitu, enku nane endha vishiyangla solikitu erundhe...i don't want to cry , buty tears betrayed me..

I couldn't hold back....i cried...i cried until i reached home.

Again another shock was waiting for me at home.

Adhi...

Enna vida fast ah drive panirpa pole athan enku munadi adhi vandhuta veetuku.

Onume nadakadha mari tv pathutu erundhan...Naa ponadhum, elundhu " enga pone " nu enna ketan.

Avanku badhila sollam naa , adhi hug panikita...he was little taken aback when i hugged him...but soon he too hugged me.

This smell...this perfume..

This isn't the perfume he use...nor i use this kind of lavender essential.

Appo Anga park la erundhadhu adhi than....

We parted away from the hug....i looked at him...his eyes were telling something but I'm not in the mood to understand that...nor i want to.

" Nee enga erundha...? " Avan kettadhuku badhila sollam, naa oru kelvi keten.

Adhi oru seconds edho yosicha...aprm sonna " i was in office... some important work athan "

" Hmmm.....nethu um office la than erundhiya..? " Maa inoru kelvi keten.

" Hmmm ama... night kuda veetuku varale...i had an important work at office....." He said.

Liar ....

" Adhi....en kitta edhavadhu sollanumnu thonudha...? " At least epovadhu avan unamaiya soluvanu expect panni keten.

Adhi edho solla vara mari erundhuchi , may be epovadhu avan unamaiya solla poranu nenachen.
" Ella " apdinu solitan.

" Hmmm..." Avlo than sone...en mela erundha avanod kaiya eduthu vitutu....naa nera enga roomku vandhe....cha....ela....avanod roomku vandhe.

Cheating on me.
Lying to me.
Hurting me.
Hiding things form me.

Edhu than adhi panirka...

I never imagined him like this...i thought he loves me... that's what he was showing infront of me.

Evlo neram kattupaduthi vachirndha ennod alughaya enimel um control pan mudila.... aludhuten.

why me...?

What did i do that I'm suffering like this.

In few minutes, adhi entered into our room...he was confused to see my crying like this.

" Enna achi...? Yen alughure..? Un kaila enna kattu..?" Adhi en kaila erukar katta ah pathu ketan.

En kaila kattu erukardhu adhi epo than gavanichirkan.......great.....hmm naa pregnant ah erukenu nethu voice message la solinrdhe , avanod kolandhay  pathiye kekale...aprm epdi...enna pathi kepan.

" Ammu naa unkita kelvin ketutu eruke... badhila sollu " adhi en kitta vara vara naa pinnadi poitu erundhe.

" Please enkitta varadhe..." Adhi kitta request panne..

" Ammu enna achi...? " Adhi inum confused aaghi ketan.

" Enna apdi kupdadhe...." Avan paak paak....adhi enna cheat panandhum... park la andh ponnu ah hug pannadhum than enna Kannu munadi vardhu.

" Hey enna aachi....yen alughure...nethu naa pannadhuku sorry adhu kovathila...." Before he could complete i said.

" Ela..nee kovathila panale...naa un life a enemy vanammu mudivu eduthu than panne...." I said

" Enna loosu mari pesare...." Adhi enkitta vara try panna.....ana avan thalli vitutu, naa vera pakkam pone...

" Un patha romba aruvarupa eruku... please poidu inga erundhu...." Romba aludhute sonne.

" Enna than d un prachan...? Yen epdi yen uyire vaangitu eruke..? Enna nadandhuchinu sollu.." adhi romba kovathila sonna.

Naa uyire vaamgrena...? Andha alavuku enna verukka arambichite la..

" Please leave me...enna thaniya vidu.." adhi kita enna thaniya vida soli kenjune...

Naa epo yaarukum badhila soldre nelamaila ela..... specially Adhi.

" Epo nee solla poriya elaya...." Adhi en kaiya pidichi romba force ah ketan.

" Please enna thodadhe......nee thotta Romba disgusting ah eruku...en kaiya veedu...un Kenji kekaren..." Naa sonna next second adhi en kaiya vitutan.

" Please enna achinu solu...enku thalaye vedikra mari eruku. " Adhi ena vitu rendu step thalli ninu ketan.

" First naa kekardhuku badhila solu......nethu night enga erundhe....? Office la erundhenu poi solladhe....naa epo un office poitu than vandhe....sollu enga erundhe...." I asked him getting all my courage.

Adhi looked at me for few seconds...but he never answered to my questions.

" Adhi....badhila solu...." I demand.

" Ennal....naa.. ......sorry Sathya i can't say that...but trust me...i... " before he could finish i stopped him showing my palms.

" I'm leaving " saying this i went to my cupboard and started to pack my stuffs.

" Enga pore...? " Adhi en forcefull ah avan side thirpi ketan.

" Enna thodadhe...." Kovama sonne naa.

" Unaku enna than d prachan...? Onume sollam epdi porena enna artham...? " Adhi en kaiya ah romba erukkama, pidichi ketan...avan force ah pidichadhunal enku light pain ah erundhuchi.

" Enku enna prachanaya...? Huh...en prachan nee enku dhrogham pannadhu than....adhu epdi da... kalyanam aaghi oru varashathukula naa bore adichitela.....? I never thought that you will be a manwhore " i yelled at him.

Ennod Ella kovathayum avan mela kaatiten.

" What ? Manwhore ah...? What the hell you are saying....? " Adhi romba shock aana mari enna pathan.

Acting..

He's a good actor.

Ellame nadippu....epdi nadichi than , enna namba vachi emathina..epove nadichi emathalamnu pakaran.

" Nadikadha....unnod asingman seyala naa konjam nerathuku mun than pathutu varen....pattapaghalal , park la , oru ponnu ah kattipidichitu erundhe....adhu than un office ah...?" I kept asking him..but he never answered me.

He was just looking at me...

" Enna unod secret lam therinjirchinu shocking ah eruka...? You know what..un mari oruthen kuda evlo naal vaalndhadhuku enku romba asingma eruku, athane pinna amma appa erundhu valathu erundha nee olukkama vandhurpe....nee yaarume elam anathaya,...." before i could complete my sentance...adhi held my hand in such way that it was painful.

" You know what..... just get lost from my house....." He said while  and slapped me... pushing me away he  left from there without even looking back.

I tried to get up from the floor....but all of sudden i felt a sharp pain in my abdomen.

The  was 1000% painful them my monthly pain ,thay get during my periods.

I tried to call someone,but due to pain i couldn't even breathe...... slowly dark spots coverd my eyes.....and i lost my sense.
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After few hours~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

There was time when i was happy...i was happy to be with him...i was happy by my surroundings becouse he was with me.i loved every moment with him.

Happy to have him as my husband.

I was feeling lucky to have him as my soulmate.

But again...

Life la edhume nerandharm ela....adhe pole than Enod santhoshmum nerandharm ela...

Naa nenachadhu, pathadhu elame poi....avanod real charector ah vera .....adhi thanna pathi nallavana kati  enna matum ela, endha ulaghathuye emathitu erukan.

Naa patha, adhi vera....naa palaghan adhi vera...ana epo naa pathutu erukar adhi vera..

Naa love panna adhi vera...

Last few days was hell for me.

I'm feeling terrible that i married him.

Adhi en mela kai vaipanu naa kanavula kuda nenachi pakale...

My cheeks are still paining...i can still feel his hand on my cheeks..

I'm hurt.

Physically

Mentally

Both side I'm hurt

" Mem , endha tablet's ah sapdung pain koranjirum" nurse sonnadhunala.... bed la erundhu elundhu ukkar try panne...ana mudila ennod lower abdomen inum pain ah eruku...nurse enku ukkar help pannang.....avang kudutha tablet's ah saptu thanni kudichen...nurse trips lam check panitu poitang.

Right now, I'm in hospital bed....Arivu veliya erukan...he was the one who found me uncounchious in room... immediately he took me to hospital...but it was too late...i lost my everything..

Yes...

I lost my baby....en vaithula kai vachi, en kolandha erundha edatha thadavi pathutu erundhe....endha oru moment um ela...

En kolandha poidichi...a lone tear escaped from my eyes...

Enna veetu poidichi.

Gone....

Romba valikudhu... physical um sari mental um sari...romba valikudhu.

En kolandhay romba nalla pathukanumnu naray kamavugalod erundhu...ana en kolandhay enkita erundhu pirichitan.

Adhi...

avan panna matha thappa kuda naa manichirpe...ana enemy mudiyadhu.

En kolandhay konna oru kollakaran kuda ennal vaazha mudiyadhu.

Adhi...you killed my baby.

I hate you Adhi.

I hate myself that i  fall  for him, I hate his presence, i hate to be with him, i hate him...

I will hate you , till my last breath......ADHI.

Arivu ulla vandhu sonna....Adhi enna pathe aaghanumnu velila prachan panitu erukanu.

I looked at him with my painting eyes and asked.,."Please da...enna appa kitta kutitu po...enku adhi oad moghatha paak kuda ishatm ela.... please appa kita kutitu po..."  He's eyes held few drops of tears...he hugged me and consoled me ..

After that , arivu took me to my dad.

After a 6 months i got divorce papers from him..

Yes... divorcing him was never my intention, but he did.

He was the one sent divorce papers...i just signed on those papers..and broke my all ties with him.

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With a year filled eyes i looked out of car  window....The climate was chill along with cool winds...i wiped my eyes...

Arivu was driving and Adhi was sleeping....in all this emotional memories i felt so heavy....i closed my eyes to get some sleep.

End of Sathya's POV

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Arivu's POV

  it hurts see your loved ones in pain....and it will hurt 1000 time more , when your loved ones suffering becouse of you.

Like i am ...

Sathya is suffering becouse of me...and that hurts me more then anything.

I know whatever i did was my floolishnes , my stupidity...but i did for her well being.

Adhi romba peacefull ah thungitu erundha, Satyam um than....ana enku nimmadiye ela...

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