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Hoseok's Pov

"I am really sorry.", Namjoon blurted as we stepped outside. She smiled at Namjoon and said that it's okay. She is fine. She looked very much hurt seeing the vase broken and he felt guilty. I know Namjoon has this habit of breaking things unintentionally but still, I can't blame him.

She was back to normal after a few minutes and spoke to us nicely. Jin hyung cracked some jokes and she laughed at that. I checked her hands in between and she smiled at that. She told me not to worry much about it and that it's a small hurt. 

Everything related to her now entices me. I want to spend more time in her shop, hang out often with her, and make her happy. She gives me the hope, the hope of falling for a girl again. And unfortunately, it's her. I have fallen for her and I can't deny that anymore. 

But I can't tell her either. I don't even have the chance. She is happy with her boyfriend and it will just ruin everything if I confess my feelings. In fact, I don't even have a chance. And I don't want my friendship at stake. 

"Bye Happy.", I ruffled his hairs and smiled at Nari. She looked at me with a contented expression and held my hand with her injured one.

"Don't feel guilty now and tell Namjoon that it's okay. And Have a great day", she chirped and I nodded. I hugged her from the side and patted her head.

"Take care of yourself and call me when free okay?", I told her and she chimed.

I walked out of the shop and looked at my members waiting for me. Jin hyung had a smile and we walked to our dorm. We will head to the studio in an hour since Yoongi hyung has sent a new piece of music to us. 

"We need to check the music as well as fit the lyrics. Ugh! Making of our next album will be really tough", Namjoon groaned and I placed my hand on his shoulder. I know it will be hard but this is the only way. Yoongi hyung needs to be there for his own good. We must be strong and supportive of each other now.

"It's okay hyung. We will do it. We can make it as long as we are there for each other.", Jungkook stated and we agreed with him. I saw Jimin holding the roses with him. He must have got them for his girl.

We walked into the dorm and Jimin excused us saying that he will join us at the studio. We understood him and he went away. I sat on the couch with a sigh. The girl whom I liked rejected me and I don't even have a chance to ask the girl I like now. Wow! So, great. 

Nari did nothing but being herself. She has a small world and just knows how to be nice to everyone. She spends her day by listening to the stories of people and engaging in little conversations with them. She is simple and her simplicity impresses me the most.

But the most saddening part is that she is already committed. Committed to only one man since her childhood and I don't have a single chance. Though I am a bit suspicious of that Seo Joon, she completely trusts him. He leaves the house early and doesn't come until late at night. What kind of busy person is he? 

"Do you like her?", Jin hyung asked and I immediately shook my head in negation.

"I don't like Nari. She is my friend", I told him. I don't really want to have hopes of being with her. If I confess to them that I have feelings for her, it will be difficult for me to ignore them.

"We never asked if you like Nari. And your answer says it all", Namjoon mouthed and I took a breath. I must agree that it's hard to hide anything from my members.

"You panicked a lot seeing her getting hurt. And the way you look at her tells it all. It's obvious Hope ah", Jin hyung stated and I nodded. 

"Hyung, didn't you say she is already taken?", Taehyung asked and I looked at the ground. That's the only thing stopping me now. Had she not be taken, things would have been certainly different.

"I know and that's the reason I am backing off. I am having feelings for her and I am trying to suppress them. I don't have a chance", I told them as my eyes glistened and Namjoon sat down beside me. It hurts. It hurt to fall for someone who can't show the same feelings for you. First Minji, and then Nari. Why is this so complicated?

"As much as we want to support you in this, we know it wouldn't be right. She has no problems in her relationship and she loves her boyfriend so much", Namjoon stated as a matter of fact and I had to agree.

"You will find someone hyung", Jungkook cheered and I ruffled his hair. I don't want to find anyone now. Whoever comes would surely give no chance for me. It happened twice and I can't take it anymore.

"Shall we head to the studio then?", Taehyung asked and we nodded. We got into the van and went to the studio. Jimin was already there and joined us

I couldn't actually concentrate on what our choreographer was telling and got really confused with the steps. The members knew why I was like that except for Jimin and he will know about that soon. After a good round of chides from the choreographer, I got a break. I really need some time to get away with my feelings for her and this time, it is not easy.

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"Suga Hyung", I mumbled his name as he answered the call.

"Everything okay Hoseok ah?", he asked from the other side and I wish I could hug and tell him that nothing is going well with my heart.

"I am ffine, yung. How are you? How is Paris? And wait! Are you eating well?", I asked him and I could hear his chuckle from the other end.

"Well! Well! I am fine over here and Paris is nice. We can all come here for vacation one time. I am eating well. Now tell me, what's wrong with you?", he asked as if he noticed the despair in my tone.

"Nothing's wrong hyung. I am fine. I just wanted to talk to you", I lied and I heard his chuckle again.

"Do you remember that day when you were scared to take the role of rapper and came to me crying?", he asked and I smiled remembering that moment. I am not that familiar with rapping and was quite tensed about that.

"You were with me the whole day and at the end of the day, you were ready to become one. Do you remember what your last statement was back then?", he asked and I nodded wiping the tears streaming down my face.

"I feel at ease when I talk to you. And whenever I feel scared about something, I will always come to you", I mouthed the same words which I told him at the time of training.

"Exactly and in the same way, I can tell that something's wrong with you when the happy sunshine becomes a gloomy cloud", he stated and I smiled that. I narrated to him everything. Everything from the first to last. He was really angry at Minji but I told him that she doesn't bother me at all now.

"So, Nari is her name right?", he asked 

"Yes", I chimed remembering her face.

"I want you to give it a shot Hoseok ah, even if she rejects", he spoke making me surprised. None of the people who know about my problem told me that. I, myself don't have that thought in the first case.

"What are you speaking hyung?", I asked, bewildered at his advice.

"It's not your fault to grow feelings for her Hoseok ah. It will be your fault if you try to force her to feel for you. I know she might not give back the same feeling but don't kill the feelings for her. Adore her until you feel that you are tired and that's when you can actually start giving up. Don't give up till then. Who knows what might happen? Life is full of surprises and sometimes, it is ridiculous. So, don't give up until you want to, until your heart wants to", he spoke making my mind clear all at once.

I never expected this thing at all. I never thought like this. Honestly, I don't even have an idea like that. Feelings from one side are always hurtful but they say, it's also beautiful because it doesn't have any expectations and now I got his words in my head. I will not stop liking her. I will not stop liking her until I am tired of it.

"Hyung, Thank you so much. Thank you so much", I spoke. I wanted to hug him had he been right in front of me.

"But remember Hoseok ah, keep yourself first before anything okay?", he told and I nodded. We bid byes to each other and I walked into the studio now, relaxed. 

I will not stop liking her.

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"Hobi, it is not like that. You should do it like this", she corrected me while I am tying the flowers around the metal wire. I am trying my best to make this wreath pretty.

"That size is really big. Children won't wear that flower crown", she facepalmed herself and I smiled cheekily in embarrassment. I am good at making bouquets but flower crowns are not at all my thing. 

"Do it like this", she showed me and I mentally noted the size. She got a contract from a school for making the flower crowns for little girls and the amount ordered was really high. And hence, she called me for help, and here, I am already at her service. Gosh! It sounded so cliché.

"Here", I put the larger wreath I made on her head and she giggled. She looked really pretty and those soft giggles never miss a chance to make my heart flutter.

"Hobi, oh my god! Do I look like a princess now?", she asked looking at her reflection in the glass right in front of us and I shook my head in negation. She frowned and turned away. I chuckled at that and held her hand. She looked at me with an annoyed look and I smiled.

"You are the Queen"

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Hobi being the cutest baby in the world