Hi everyone i need help i feel like I messed up in life my life is so complicated and I've been having bad thoughts lately it may not seem like it I feel hurt I messed up with my friends they think I don't care one of them things I don't care but I do care and I can't tell her because she'll just say that I'm lying another one of my friends thinks I'm a terrible friend my family don't even get me started I need help can I turn to you people on this app because your all the only people that actually understand me I've been trying to act normal act like everything's okay but everything's not okay and I turned to my supporters for help I messed up big-time and I need help cuz I feel absolutely terrible but I don't know how to tell my friend that I do care without her saying I'm lying and I just don't know what to do and I need help can you all please help me I Turn to You all cuz I trust you all and in this sea of people I know that someone can help me so please help me

I learned a trick it's called fake smiles and that's what I'm going to do and I'm sorry that I can't do anything right I'm an idiot for even thinking I can do something right I'm crying I can't help but cry I'm sorry