Bully. (4/4) By shoshana sachi
SUNDAY 7 AM
Grian: I'm here, Where are You?
Grian: Star! I'm at the School!
Star: I'm sorry.
Grian: No, no.... Don't do this...
Star: I Can't... I'm scared. I'm sorry.
Grian: He Won't Hurt us. Please just come.
Grian: I can't do this without You.
Star: He didn't want me, Right? He only asked for You to meet him.
Star: Sorry, Grian. good luck.
Grian: I can't believe You!
Grian: Star!
SUNDAY 8 AM
Sam: You're at the School Entrance...
Grian: Yeah, I was just going to Text You.
Sam: I'm Glad You could Make it.
Grian: Where are You?
Sam: Why Don't You Come inside, The doors Unlocked.
Sam: I Have a Little Tour for You.
Sam: See the Row of Lockers in front Of You?
Grian: Yes.
Sam: Where's Mine?
Grian: Next To Mine. We've had Lockers Side-by-Side since middle-school.
Sam: You Cut out flower Shapes and put it on mine, You remember that?
Grian: Yeah, Your birthday last Year.
Sam: Look at the Flowers They're dead.
Sam: Blackened and Peeling, Old.
Sam: falling apart.
Sam: Things change so quickly, don't they?
Sam: Walk down the Hallway and Turn left.
Grian: the Nurses Station.
Sam: I Spent a lot of time in Here.
Sam: Especially during last Year.
Sam: Any thing to Get away from Gym, or classes I shared with Those Three monsters.
Sam: They made my life a living Hell.
Sam: They were like an Actual sickness.
Sam: They made the pit of my.Stomach feel like it was Covered in Ulcers.
Grian: Oh God....I'm so sorry, Sam...
Sam: Walk threw to the Next office.
Sam: the Counsellors office.
Sam: I tried to Reach out, just like You suggested.
Sam: But it was To difficult.
Sam: After all that time Dom spent telling me How Guys looked at me.
Sam: And how Revolting I was to Every boy in school.
Sam: How could I share my Problems with a Male Counsellor?
Sam: how Could I Share my Problems with ANYONE?
Grian: I Should've been there for You, I know that..
Sam: Just like everyone Else in my life, You 'Know' that too late.
Grian: Its not too late, Sam.
Grian: We're talking now, aren't We?
Sam: Turn right and walk down to the Cafeteria.
Sam: its a long Walk, this hallway.
Sam: I Hate this walk.
Sam: Not just because it Leads to a Huge room, where I feel Everyones eyes on Me.
Sam: And where I know Dom, Prime and Star are Waiting to Laugh and Torment me....
Sam: But also because this Hall Is Lined with Awards and Portraits of past Captains, and Head Of Clubs.
Sam: ....and Homecoming Queens and Kings.
Sam: all the things I knew I would never be.
Grian: Thats not true...
Sam: Don't patronize me, Grian. You knew it too.
Sam: You knew I was a Nobody. Just a Shadow, hiding and Avoiding.
Sam: Trying to make it threw Highschool unnoticed.
Sam: But they kept finding me.
Grian: I'm not Patronizing you!
Sam: Really? Isn't that why You stopped Hanging Out with me?
Sam: Because You were Getting ahead... And You didn't want me Dragging You down.
Sam: People Started paying attention to Grian.
Successful, Cute Grian.
Sam: Grian who Came out of His shell and Transformed from Being a Ugly duckling.
Sam: Unlike me.
Sam: And You didn't want to be associated With a Memory from Your less than Perfect past.
Grian: Thats Not True!
Sam: Go threw the doors.
Grian: I am in the Cafeteria.
Sam: Do You know what Irony is, Grian?
Grian: Yes.
Sam: How about an example?
Sam: Think back to when we First Met.
Grian: I was New in town.
Sam: And..?
Grian: I sat alone at Lunch.
Grian: You came over and sat with me.
Sam: how about now?
Grian: You sat alone at Lunch.
Grian: While I hid from You at Homecoming Committee and Debate club.
Grian: And Sometimes I'd Hang out with Dom, Star and Prime behind the Gym.
Grian: and I'd look Out for You, Afraid You'd see me.
Grian: Because I felt Guilty.
Sam: You're so Pathetic.
Grian: I know I am. I made a mistake.
Grian: I can make It up to You.
Grian: We all can.
Grian: Whatever You're thinking of Doing..
Grian: There's no turning back If You do it.
Grian: You have the opportunity to Do what we Didn't.
Grian: what us monsters don't.
Grian: You can be the bigger person.
Sam: Are You Sure?
Grian: Yes! Yes, Sam! Please... things can Change.
Sam: No Grian....They Can't.
Grian: what's that Sound? Is that You?
Grian: Oh god...I can hear them.
Grian: what are You doing to them?
Grian: Sam! Answer me! WHERE ARE YOU?
Sam: Meet me at the Gym.
Grian: oh my God.
Sam: I wanted them to Hurt The way I did.
Grian: What did you do, Sam?
Sam: Don't You dare take a step towards them!
Sam: All I did was tie them up and put them in front of a Camera.
Sam: Prime is Just a Huge wimp and He peed his Pants.
Sam: in front of the Hole internet, Of Course.
Sam: And Dom was so Scared He Threw up on Himself.
Sam: He's still Alive, Don't worry, He just keeps passing Out.
Grian: Please, Sam... let me untie them...
Grian: Let me get them Help
Grian: They can't be left like this.
Sam: Gym class.
Sam: The worse was when I had to shower in the locker Rooms.
Sam: Somedays I just couldn't, and the Guys would make fun of how bad I smelled.
Sam: other times I would be the last one in the showers...
Sam: i don't care if I was late for Next period.
Sam: but they still found a way to torment me.
Sam: I cursed my Body constantly.
Sam: They made me hate myself.
Sam: Just because of what I look like.
Grian: I Know I was horrible, Sam.... I know what WE did was HORRIBLE.
Grian: But it doesn't mean You have to Do this.
Grian: We're the monsters Remember? We're the bullies..
Grian: Not YOU.
Sam: maybe that was the way it was.
Sam: but I learned there is only one way to survive in the end.
Sam: Become a monster Yourself.
Grian: NO. Thats not true. I made a mistake.
Grian: we were all SO Stupid.
Grian: But this could get You in serious Trouble...
Grian: Trouble You DON'T Deserve.
Sam: Oh, I'm not going to Get in Trouble.
Sam; Because I'm going Far, Far away.
Sam: Where no one can ever hurt me again.
Grian: No....don't do that. Your parents will miss you.
Sam: They don't Care. They're busy with my Brothers and sisters.
Sam: They don't even Know what I've been going through.
Grian: I'll miss You!
Grian: Please, I want Our friendship back.
Grian: I want us to be Besties again.
Grian: you mean so much to me, Sam..
Grian: I Should've done something, You're Right.
Grian: I'm so stupid. I'm a total animal. What I did was unforgivable.
Grian: But please, let me Try to make it up to You..
Sam: Its too late, Grian.
Sam: that day when I asked For Your Help.
Sam: all I wanted was For you to listen
Sam: And When You threw it back in my face.
Sam: That was it...
Grian: Sam! I'm Sorry! please...
Sam: all You had to do was listen
Grian: where are You?
Grian: Can we Talked Face-To-Face??
Sam: No.
Sam: Good bye, Grian.
Sam: Have fun with Your new Friends.
Sam: I hope they're worth it.
Grian: Sam!
Grian: Sam Please!!!!
Grian: I'm so sorry...
3 MONTHS LATER.
Grian: I took my little sister to the park today and saw a Group of Kids playing in the jungle gym.
Grian: I remember when we used to sit on the swings and just talk until the sun went down.
Grian: and then We'd Race all the way home, worried Our parents were gonna be mad.
Grian: We'd pretend the cracks in the pavement were caverns into a ocean of lava below.
Grian: So we'd run and Jump all the way down the sidewalk.
Grian: it made us extra fast.
Grian: I guess what I am trying to say is that I miss you, Sam..
Grian: I know this is stupid... You probably ditched this number a long time ago.
Grian: I just keep wishing I could talk to you.
Grian: I miss You.
Grian: Dom never came back to school. He moved away.
Grian: Prime homeschooled for the Rest of the year... Or at least, thats what I heard.
Grian: Star and I just stopped talking, we don't even say hi when we see eachother.
Grian: I made valedictorian and homecoming king.
Grian: But all of It feels so Empty without You.
Grian: It felt wrong.
Grian: because I don't deserve it...I don't deserve any of these things..
Grian: I should've been there for You. I kick my self for it everyday.
Grian: I had a chance to save the most meaningful friendship I've ever had....
Grian: and I threw it away for nothing.
Grian: I'm so sorry, Sam.
Grian: I know that all you need was for me to listen.
Grian: I just Hope that wherever you are, You're safe.
Grian: And I hope one day You'll find Happiness.
Grian: Maybe one Day I'll be lucky enough to see you again.
Grian: I love and miss you.
Grian: Bestie.
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