(25) CLAIMED MYSELF FOR YOU

Sun rays started to spread gradually over the eastern sky making each emotion expect a new start, start to navigate with serenity for challenges on the way and strength to forbade the challenges to be chaos further. Arjun was also doing exactly this while waiting for his Madhav.

After pacing impatiently for sometime Arjun noticed that Kanha was coming towards him with his smile which never failed to make the person in front smile by doing everything aside. Arjun also smiled back at Kanha due to the affectionate insisting which his smile was holding, forwarding and inculcating.

"Greetings, Madhav. I was too restless to meet you," Arjun expressed his heart after greeting to Kanha.

"What's the reason, Parth? Is there any lack in hospitality of Dwarka? Missing Indraprastha?" Kanha asked showing himself ignorant about Arjun's issue.

"No, Madhav. Reason isn't that. Actually I am confused. I am confused about my love. I am in dilemma that am I worthy for Subhadra or not? In these years of yearning for her I didn't even thought about this question once," Arjun voiced out his worry along with the uncertainty which keeps on troubling him from last night.

"In these years of yearning you weren't sure that whether you will meet Subhadra or not. That's why this question of worthiness hadn't knocked into you mind. But now as you are determined to have Subhadra in your life that's why you met this question, Parth," Kanha explained the fact with a shade of smile which was indicating that situation isn't going to be easy instantly.

"I understood, Madhav. But now what about this question which is tormenting me with negative vibes?" Parth asked with anxiety in hope of getting an answer to it from his Madhav. But Kanha's serious expression devoid of smile was stating the opposite to Arjun's hope.

"I can't help you out in this matter, Parth. The question of worthiness arose in your mind in name of Gudiya. Her gestures will guide you better more than my words," Arjun nodded at Kanha's genuine suggestion.

"She's Yogmaya, Parth. If you have confidence that you can understand her then you are underestimating her. If you wish to get understanding from her for yourself then only you won't be trapped in any confusion. Or else it will continue with you in her name. I hope you will be able to crack this maze," Kanha thought to himself, and flashed a mysterious smile towards Arjun to make him feel about the hidden message of his smile, so that he could figure that out later.

After departure of Kanha Subhadra came to Arjun with arrangements of his morning prayer. She noticed him engrossed in himself.

May this day shine with stars at the end
But before that let it shine with your serenity
Let it feel subliminal with your serenity
Let it serve your senses till soothing
Let it have the glimpse of blue sea
Like calm in problems and caring in happiness
Let this day be memorable
Let this day be mesmerising
Let this day a part of upcoming miracle
Which next moment is planning to pen down
May this day shine with stars at the end
But before that let it shine with your serenity

Subhadra recited this poem as a good morning greeting to Arjun. He was pleasantly surprised with her gesture as it was the first time she recited a poem for him. With her utterance he felt like he met serenity newly though serenity was a soul companion of him from the time he knew himself.

"Why is this poetic gesture, princess?" He asked to her with a smile holding the exact serenity she mentioned in her poem.

"For your smile. What else!" She answered making him feel like drowning in the ocean of soft flowers.

"I saw you engrossed. I don't know the cause behind it. So thought to present genuine care for that," She continued next to make him come out of the clutch of overflowing happiness.

"Your poem was splendid. You seem too nice in poetry," He complimented her as usual by being amused with her answer.

"Sometimes straight words don't get that response which a para of poem gets. We cherish only that realization for which we do effort. I did my part of effort for your thoughtfulness. Hope your effort will follow mine, and both of them will meet each other at the point of success," She told making him more amused with which he was habituated well, but still the first touch of that amusement caused by her makes him feel fresh about itself each time.

In short of completion of morning prayer a maid came to call Subhadra to be ready for the meeting at galary of palace.

"Will anything special be discussed there?" He asked after the maid the departed.

"No, nothing will be discussed. Actually internal affairs of palace got the tag of being most efficient among all other departments in the result of financial week. That's why royal ladies will share some of their experiences on stage," Saying this she gestured about her leave with folded hands, and he nodded at that.

The announcement of arrival of royal ladies heard. Arjun thought to hear some words from Subhadra as Kanha told that only Subhadra can guide him.

He went to gallery, and saw Subhadra was on stage with her sister in laws. They were sharing their words, and was appreciating Subhadra as the soul contributor of this achievement. At last it was Subhadra's turn.

Respected ones,

It's the first time that I got the opportunity to be a part of internal affairs of palace. Before my arrival also this department had strong hold over management. This time it topped over all departments due to the realisation of each and every team member that only caring isn't sufficient to come front of all. Claiming also needed.

My sister in laws never claimed their efficiency due to their humbleness, and following them no team member also never did. But this time they all did with the initiation of my sister in laws, and the result of that move is in front of you. Sometimes without claiming your recognition gets a reason to take it's steps back from you.

One more fact before claiming if you need to analyse your worthiness. Then it can't be said as your doubt. It's your dedication to make yourself perfect towards the field or feelings for which you are going to claim yourself.

At end of Subhadra's speech everyone clapped heavily. Her brothers had proud smiles over their faces while her sister in laws were praising her with their hugs on stage.

Arjun was also holding a extreme happy smile as the fact which Subhadra told has erased his confusion.

"I was thinking that after doubting my worthiness for you my frankness with you will be dominated by that. But you made me realize that checking my worthiness for you isn't my doubt over myself. It's my dedication  towards you, to be a perfect partner for you," He concluded with the rhythm of happiness in his voice.

"Now I can claim to myself that I am worthy for you. I love you, Subhi, my Subhi," He whispered this slowly to himself with solace of getting the solution from the love of his life.

So readers, here's the next part.

Now questions.

(1) Any fact you liked here?

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LAXMIPATI SHRI NARAYAN, please accept the positivity of my this work as an offering to you in name of all wellbeing of my LIFELINE.

RADHE RADHE 🙏

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