Ya know what i fine funny? the fact that when i was younger my sister would always say to me i hate you go die in a whole. but when i told her i was cutting my wrist she was like why are you doing this? Ppl like you. your "family" loves you and i nearly laughed at her. but i mean whatever

okay but whats even better is i saw this sign in my kitchen and in said "we start and end with family" okay if you were my family then why the hell do yall make me always feel like im nothing to yall make me feel so low about myself  and yall all think im dumb and i hate i wish yall could just stop! i told my mom i want to go to princeton she look at me and started laughing and said wait your serious? And i just broke i wanted to cry be i didn't and i just hate her so much. but whatever i dont care anymore. Oh and i found out that my dad didn't want kids so yeah so to him i dont even matter and we always have arguments for like no fucking reason like today i was gonna go shopping with my "mom" and i said imma use my own money so my parents don't have to pay for me but then he said no and i was like bitch imma still do it he kept saying no and then he said do we still have to argue and i just walked away but like the thing is my fan broke so like if you wanna spend money spend it on a new fan. My "sister" said just cry thats what i did
Fun fact: my sister broke her fan last year but she got the fan two weeks later but my fan broke january so yeah. My "sister has these cool lights in her room and my other "sister" said that are "dad" order some for us and i said we need a fucking fan not lights.