You started drinking energy drinks to stay awake and pills to stay awake as long as possible. It was going to take a month to replace it. You stopped sleeping in class and almost completely except two hours a night. It was affecting everything you did. You were not talking to any of your friends, and you let your mother know not to come near you for her safety. Kirishima tried to talk to you while everyone was starting to suspect you were a stuck-up rude person who was ignoring everyone because it was easier than a sorry.

You were sorry. You were in pain trying to keep yourself away at all hours of the night to make sure Sketch could keep you from hurting your friends. When you went to sleep, a raging monster tried to break down your steel cell. You made to keep the monster inside. The first time it happened, some people thought you were throwing a tantrum when you weren't. Whatever was in your room wanted out, and Kirishima knew that even if you didn't want him around, he had to stop you from hurting your friends. So, as soon as he heard you yelling and screaming, he went to your room and used his quirk to keep the door intact.

You knocked him away with the sheer force, and yet he kept going back. After a week of doing it alone, Shoto started helping because you were getting stronger. The screams and demands were becoming more inhuman, and your whole class was becoming afraid of you. Your quirk was working against you, so you had to stop using your quirk around people because it wanted to hurt them. You were getting physically and mentally weaker because you were running on two hours of sleep and several energy drinks and staying awake pills. You were barely able to keep yourself together, and Kirishima saw how sickly you were looking. Heck, no one would even hit you during training exercises because they were afraid you would turn into a killer.

"Have any threes?" Kirishima asked as he was playing Go Fish with Shoto.

"No, you would think that they would rush her watch because of how dangerous she is," Shoto said as you were screaming and body slamming against the wall violently.

"Hey guys," Decku said as he paused, hearing you scream and body slamming yourself.

"She's loud! We just talked over her, here to help?" Kirishima asked.

"I have been sneaking outside and making sure she doesn't go out the back since she started this. Just because she doesn't have her watch, she's doing this," Decku asked.

"It's not the watch it's Sketch, Sketch is fighting whatever is in her room and making sure it doesn't get out but her body can't take much more of this I don't think," Kirishima said.

"Good, I'm tired of this," Shoto said.

"Good? If Sketch or Y/n can't stop, what's in there? Who is going to? You can't fight something who can make copies of you," Decku said.

"Hey... Bakugo said as Kirishima braced himself against the door as you were going full force against it again and again, then screamed like a deranged animal.

"Please Y/n just stop, I know it's hard, but... you have to stop, please," he begged as he heard a loud obnoxious alarm alarm go off, making you wake up 

"One more... one more night... you said softly as you started throwing up ink in your trash can.

"Two hours on the dot again," Shoto said, looking at his watch.

"Okay, she should be fine. We can go to sleep now," Kirishima said.

"How long have you been doing this?" Bakugo asked.

"Since you broke her watch, I hope you're happy," Shoto explained as they heard you fall in your room.

"Shit.... I can't even move my legs well anymore. I don't think I can make it," you said.

"Don't worry, we are in this together, just you and me against the world. I will do my best to help.

"I  am losing grip on my powers... I can hurt people again. I need to find a way to stop," you said softly as tears started slipping from your eyes.

"Not that way! We are doing it tomorrow they will have your watch ready, and it will be the weekend, so you can sleep all you need to," Sketch said.

"What if it doesn't work? My powers are so angry... I need to get up and move before I fall asleep again," you said as you weakly got up.

You got out of your room and saw the boys in the lounge talking. You tried to slip in and make some very strong coffee, but as luck would have it. It wasn't on your side, and you started violently throwing up ink.

"Y/n?" Kirishima asked as he quickly went over to you.

"Get away from me!" You screamed as the ink ran from your eyes and your mouth onto the floor.

A monster tried coming out of the ink, but you erased it, making you sigh in relief.

"Y/n, we need to take you to the nurse. You look awful," he said as you cleaned off your face and sighed weakly.

"You are awake, you are awake, you are not sleeping," a male voice said as you got up and went to get your energy drinks and pills.

"Y/n, please, you need help. You can't keep going like this," Kirishima said as you chugged four energy drinks.

"No one asked you what I needed. You can ask the genius who broke my watch what I needed. Once I get my new watch, I'm done. I can't be in this school anymore," you said.

"Why, it's just a minor setback," he said.

"Because it will happen again. None of you want me here. Everyone is afraid of me as they should be. I had two simple rules, and oh yeah, I rely on my watch too much. It's so I don't kill anyone by accident, but Mr. I am smarter than everyone got annoyed with it. I'm transferring when I get the chance," you said as you touched the counter, and ink started pouring out of your hand. You pulled away and quickly erased it, making your nose bleed.

"Please, y/n, you are hurting yourself! " He said.

"What am I supposed to do!!! Let my stupid worthless quirk kill all of you! If you just listened to me about not touching me or that stupid watch, I wouldn't be like this! I don't know why the school thinks it's okay for me to be here when I'm a danger to everyone!" You said as you pushed past him but fell to the floor tiredly

"One! One more day, you are going to be okay!" Sketch said as Kirishima was going to help you up, but you stood up barely.

"Don't you even think about touching me? The last thing I want is for a drawing of you to kill someone!" You yelled as you went to your room.

Bakugo went to your room to apologize for causing you so much pain, but an ink monster was quickly crawling at them. You tried erasing it, but your quirk wasn't working right.

"Y/n, your erasing isn't working! I'm sorry I can't do anything!" Sketch said as you tried erasing again, but it wasn't working.

"Work, God damn it!" You yelled as you finally erased it.

"Don't come near me again," you said as you went to your room and closed the door.

"Mr. Aizawa!" Kirishima said as he went to his classroom early.

"What?" He asked.

"Is there a way you can erase Y/n's quirk so she can sleep? She's not doing good at all and-" he paused.

"No, I can only use my quirk for a very short amount of time. She couldn't even be asleep for five minutes before my quirk was worn off," he said, "the only reason why she is even in the dorms still is because I had to prove you all could take care of her. She was going to be transferred to a maximum security facility away from everyone until she got her watch back. She would have to reenroll in the school and prove she wouldn't hurt anyone."

"She would have been taken out of school?" He asked.

"Worse kicked out. I have been watching outside to see if she broke out, and you all have been doing a good job," he said, not showing any emotion.

You just had to wait for your watch it should be done by the end of the day. You all had to go to the training area but you weren't don't okay. Your body was shutting down from the lack of sleep. You were breathing hard and sweating ink.

"Y/n?" Kirishima asked, worried.

"Can't sleep, it's not night yet," you said as he saw your panic.

"Y/n?" He asked.

"You need to get everyone out. I can't stay awake anymore," you said as you collapsed and he caught you before you fell.

"No, I touched you! I'm so sorry!" He shouted, putting everyone on their guard as he carefully set you down and backed off.

"You all leave. I will erase her quirk, but it won't last long," Aizawa said as a mass amount of ink started coming from your pens.

But instead of a horrifying monster, it was just another Kirishima.

He sat there and waved a happy smile, making Kirishima wave back.

"That was behind the door, seriously?!" Bakugo screamed as he started going over to you both, but your calm ink blob turned me into a massive angry monster, but Kirishima got in front of it.

"No!" He said the monster backed off and went back to you but turned back to Kirishima.

"I can't believe that worked. Hey, why did that work? You only listen to Y/n or whatever she's dreaming about," he said as the blob disappeared, reviling his outline.

Kind, protective, loyal, fearless, puts others first, friend, trustworthy.

The blood started making more blobs. He was getting nervous, but then he noticed they were scenes.

"No touching right okay up left? No too far left! Ahh! Okay no right a bit more, just one more step. That's still left. Why are you going to the plant? Well, it is nice, " Kirishima said as he tried to guide you back to your room without touching you.

"Are you serious?! No one can sleep with that noise!" Kyoka complained.

"Sorry, I'm trying to get her back in her room," he chuckled nervously.

"Just put her in and turn that thing off!" She said.

"She said to not touch her or the watch. You what she did if I touch her it will be utter chaos," he said.

"The plant needs water," you said.

"That's fake if you want; you can take it to your room to enjoy it more," he said as you played with the leaves for a bit.

"This is a nice plant," you said.

"It is!" He said happily as Kyoka rolled her eyes.

"My fucking God why can't we have someone normal here?" She asked.

"Hey, don't let me fall asleep on you if I start dosing off," you said as you were sitting on the couch.

"Okay," he said as a couple of hours later, you were passed out on him.

"Sorry, Y/n of you are tired. You need to sleep, wait. If I touch you when you sleep, then you copy me!" He said as he looked at you.

"Ahh, it's fine, I can study more. You are probably going to sleep and walk some more," he smiled as he avoided touching you.

It showed he protected you when Bakugo was going to punch you and other things while everyone else was saying or doing negative things. It showed him protecting not only you but your friends from the ink monster you made by accident as well. Decku, shoto, and some of the girls were nice to you but you had a stronger connection to Kirishima because he stayed up every night to make sure you didn't go outside and you went back to your room. He stayed by your door every night even though you didn't want him around to keep your ink monsters inside your room while you screamed and demanded to be out.

"Don't worry, I'm not going anywhere. You may not want me around because you're scared, but I'm going to make sure you aren't alone. No matter how many times you tell me you don't want me around, you need a friend, and I'll be here when you're ready. You would do the same for me," he said as he sat outside your door as you were banging on the door screaming.

"You have got to be kidding me she's throwing a damn tantrum because she doesn't have her watch?!" Minoru growled.

"It's not her trust me," Kirishima said as other people were making comments on how you were acting, but you were protecting them from you.

"Y/n I got you... oh no," your mother said as she quickly ran to Kirishima, making the blob turn into a monster again.

"No!" Kirishima said as he got in front of your mother.

You let out an angry roar, making your mother look at you horrified.

"Why are you listening to him? She never listens to anyone, not even to me. What did you do to my daughter?!" She asked angrily.

"Nothing, I'm her friend, and that's it," he said as your mover moved away from him.

"Y/n put on your watch," your mother said, making you scream in pure anger.

"Put on your watch right now!" Your mother yelled as you were about to attack her, but Kirishima got in front of her.

"How about we play a game or several? You had a ball, and Jack's earlier. Why don't we play that until you get on board?" He suggested making the angry blob monster look at him, then shrink down to size.

The blob turned back into him, and he sighed with relief.

"She never, why you? I'm her mother," your mom said as pure sadness showed on her face.

"I don't know, but when she wakes up, you can put it on her," he said as he saw your sleeping body on the ground still.