Warnings

Mass human sacrifice and regular human sacrifice are mentioned.

Rape is mentioned

Kidnapping is mentioned

Loss of children

Child abuse is mentioned and will be described.

Depression is mentioned.

Suicidal thoughts are mentioned.

Lots of blood is mentioned.

A mass grave is mentioned and described.

(Nightmare fuel creatures I made.)

Smut the last chapter.

You are 21 years old, as well as most characters.

You have experienced the worst that humanity had to offer if humanity was the name for it. You were reserved and rarely smiled or laughed. Your eyes were dull as dull could get on a blade. Nothing, nothing at all, could make you truly happy. You were an elementist, which meant you could use wind, fire, earth, and water magic. You were powerful now, more so than you were back then. You were determined never to have friends and to never speak with your father ever again. It's not like you had other family anyway worth your time.

You were a dark and gloomy person until that one day, you met a dragon slayer who always seemed happy. You had no interest in him, but he seemed intrigued with you and asked if you could join his guild. Obviously, it would be a no, but after he saved you from a stupid mistake you made, you decided it was a way to pay him back for that. You weren't like everyone else. You were cold and always looked drained with you were. You had no purpose for living, but if you died, then we'll you would end up the thing that made you this way in the first place. You had a particular fondness for children, and your friends noticed how you would stare at Romeo and watch him like a hawk when he was in the guild, as well as any other children. When kids were around you, you smiled. When they left, you had a sad look, as if someone shot your pet in front of you.

You helped Natsu, Gray, Erza, Wendy, Gajeel, Juvia, Patherlilly, and Happy a lot. They were essentially a large team, and you, sadly, were a part of it. You never joked around and seemed almost invisible compared to everyone else, but that was how it had to be. You had to be indifferent to them. You had to show no emotion; otherwise, they were going to end up dead. You deeply cared for them even though it didn't show on your face. You would do anything to protect the guild from the life you had, even if it meant killing yourself, so they never found out how dark your past was. You took two days off a year and ensured every quest was done before those two days. You never had anyone over those days, and no one was allowed to go to your apartment. You made it clear to your friends that if they came by, you would leave the guild over those days.

No one knew why you needed those days off, but they respected your privacy. You never let your friends celebrate your birthday. You didn't celebrate holidays except for Christmas. Even when you were celebrating with them, you mostly were stone faced. It was almost like you had no feelings at all, but that was the furthest from the truth. Natsu made it his mission to make you smile, and he asked you why you never did, but you never answered. There was no reason for him or for anyone to know. It's not like they would believe you anyway.

You had gotten in a fight with Gray, which rarely happened. You never fought your guild mates unless they were being stupid, but Gray was joking that you didn't know pain, and it set you off. You sent him flying through the wall with so much force it knocked him out on impact. You didn't say anything and left as everyone stared at you, shocked.

You left that same day, not realizing that was going to be the last day they were going to see you again. Weeks prior, yiu had been hearing voices and seeing things that weren't there on transparent surfaces, and you knew your time was up.

"Y/n, what happened?" Natzu asked as you tried to go into town.

"Nothing," you said as he saw your cold eyes.

"Ever since you came here, you have looked at all of us the same way. What is going on with you? We are friends, you can tell us, me at least," he said.

He won't believe you!

You are going to come home to us!

Your friends are next!

Feed us!

FEED US!!!!

"No, I can't. Do me a favor and don't follow me home like you normally do," you said

"I don't," he paused.

"I know you do. You can't lie to me Natsu, you are a bad liar," you said.

"Y/n, please what did Gray say to you?" He asked.

"Ask him. Don't come by my house. Don't let anyone go near my house. If you do, I can't promise you that I won't hurt any of you," you said as you tried to leave, but he grabbed your arm.

"Y/n?" He asked, "Tell me what is going on!"

"I'm leaving the guild; you all annoy me. I can't stand being around you all anymore, especially you and Happy. Lucy can put up with you, but I can't. I'm not raising another child," you said as he let you go.

"But you are a part of our family," he said.

"I don't have a family. You chose to invite me, sure. You saved me from my biological family when they tried to force me to marry a distant, abusive cousin of mine, but that doesn't make us a family. If I wanted a family, I would have gotten one already. I hate kids; I hate being dragged around and you barging into my house to get me: you and everyone else are going through my things. I'm done with you and everyone else," you said as you walked away.

It was the hardest thing you had to do, but you couldn't tell them the truth or even write it down. The curse mark that was hidden kept you from saying anything about what was happening. You knew Natsu was going to check up on you in a couple of days. hopefully if not, some of your other friends will, and then they will know your dark truth.

You could hear voices and distorted laughter as you walked home. You saw human like creatures in puddles and the glass windows that were watching you. They were black blobs with distorted faces and eyes; some had none, and some had hundreds. Some had hundreds of thousands of sharp teeth, while some had more human like teeth.

You made it home to your secluded home, locked the door, and closed the blinds. You turned on the lights everywhere in the house and removed your sword; you hid in the floor borders that you made non-reflective. You got some chocolate milk out of your fridge and then a glass. You poured some, then grabbed the milk and the ass and sat it on the table.

"Come get me. I'm ready," you said as you took a sip and sat down with the sword.

An hour passed, and nothing happened, but then you felt a a droplet of water hit the back of your neck. You touched it and saw it was ink, making you look up. Your ceiling was caked in it, and now dripped on your floor. Laughter filled the air, and you heard scurrying. The walls started moving, and you got your sword out.

"We missed you. Why did you leave us? Do you not care about us?" A voice asked.

"You're dead. He made you like this. It isn't your fault, but I can't let you hurt my friends. He has to die, and I'm going to be the one thst finally stops this nightmare,' you said.

"There is no escape. We will destroy this world. Give in. Give us the key," a voice said as you heard cracking.

"I font know what it is, but you aren't getting it," you said as angry roars filled your home.

Green Light started to glow under your feet, and your light bulbs started exploding, making your hose darken.

"Let us in! Let us live!" Voices screamed.

"What's dead should stay dead," you said as the house started shaking, voices screamed in rage, and your curse started to show on your whole body.

It burned your skin and made your body feel like it was on fire, but you held your ground, and they came.

Take us home! Take us, and let us feed! Feed us! Feed us!!!