You all it is going to be one month tomorrow and I am still crying over X every day. I really will have to take a few years maybe two at least to no cry every day. I will you all a little insight on the X book I have going on right now...All of my feelings are going into this book and the reason this book is on two chapters now because I have a lot on my mind about him right now. I am also working on a canvas painting of X 

I am working on male anatomy and poses so it is easier for me to draw him perfectly. I am using a 16 X 20 canvas, I'm using cheap paint but i have his skin color perfectly down and I'm happy. I am not working on the background what color would it be out of these colors

Orange

Green

Peach

Purple

Pink

If you all have any other ideas such as gradient or ombre or even panels with washi tape or something else just comment it..the reason I haven't said the other colors I have is because they are going to be used in my painting of him. If you all want to see the image i am doing just dm me and I will show you.

X is on my mind 24/7 now and he will never be forgotten by me. I have to live my life because he saved mine