~ liz pov~

Hi, Im liz Generes, im 29 and my life is tuff. my mother is a drug addict, my father is abusive towards me, my sister denise died in a car accident last week, that leaves it up to my brother. he is best sibling you could have. he hugs me, kiisses me, and he cares about me. today im going to meet my boyfriend at his brother michaels house. i date jackie jackson, i know that is weird but we hardly talk, so it seems like we arent even friends, he invited me to neverland. i finnised my shower like 20 mintues ago, so i should be dry. i go and put my hair into a bun, then i put on some make up, and now for the clothes. i havent met michael yet so this is a good oppurtuinity for me to get to know michael. i wonder what jackie wants to tell me. anyways i put on a green dress with some silver shoes. i grab my purse, my phone, and of course my, LIP GLOSS! im just kidding. i walk to my car and i get in, i start driving, after about 25 minutes, im parked out a beautiful house called 'neverland' it is so beautiful. i have seen michael in photos so cant wait to meet him. i locked my car and get out and walk to the front door. jackie opens the door and he says ''hey um i need to tell you something'' ''what is it jackie'' ''um.. i dont know the easy way to say this but were breaking up'' ''why'' ''because you ugly, stupid, you think i love you, and i hate you'' he closes the door, i just get on the ground and put my hands on my face and cry. then i hear the door open, it was michael. he comes to sit next to me and he says ''what happened'' ''jackie broke up with me and called me ugly, stupid, and he says he hates me'' ''what that isnt the jackie i know, im going to call my mother and i will tell her to talk to him, do you want to stay the night here, because jackie is leaving in about 20 minutes'' ''sure michael'' i smile. i walk in ''michael why did you let that ugly bitch in here'' ''jackie! shut up, your being rude. i never met her and the day i was you made her cry and that makes me cry jackie, you never act like this with a girl jackie, you have to be nice, respectful, and dont hurt there feelings'' ''michael you dont know, you odnt have a woman'' '' i did, she brokw up with me'' i run up the stairs and go to the bathroom, i get a razior and cut my self multiples times on the arm, michael runs up and grabs the razior saying ''there is something else isn't there'' ''um...yeah'' ''what is it'' ''my mother is a drug addict, she drugs me, my father is abusive, he beats me, my sister died, by ad runk driver, my brother, is my parent'' ''where does he beat you at, like show me how bad'' i show him my stomach, my leg, and my arm. ''nobody should suffer like that, come here'' he takes his arm out and i let it all out. i forgot my arm was bleeding and as we walk back down jackie says ''bro! you killed her arm nice job!'' i look at his shirt and i say ''oh my god im sorry i didnt mean to'' ''its ok, and JACKIE! SHE CUT HER SELF BECAUSE OF YOU! SO YOU NEED TO SAY SORRY!'' ''im notsaying osrry to that ugly snob'' thats when tears roll down my cheek, i run to the kitchen opening the drors, no knifes! i found a fork i stab myself, michael is behind me saying ''why? dont torture yourself your to beautiful to die" thats when i felt a little spark in my heart. i knew michael wasnt like the others, he actually cared. ''michael your not like the others, your better than them'' ''wait what?'' ''yeah, you actually care about me, the other boyfrineds i had didnt care about me like this'' ''because im peter pan, peter pan cares,'' i smile and hug him and kiss him on the cheek, his face turns red ''your still virgin arent you'' ''kinda of'' ''its ok.

~to be continued~