Wonyoung:

"Wonyoung-ah have hitomi and nako told you anything about japan?" Hyunsuk asked as we were holding hands walking in the park close to my place

"Yeah we talk all the time why?"

"Um..

Nothing"he awkwardly smiled which made me frown

He is anxious

"hey, tell me whats wrong?" I stopped walking as i faced him with a frown

He didnt hide anything from me before but ever simce i met him again it looks like he is hiding.

"I ... i just wondered if there was any news about sakura." He uttered as he awkwardly rubbed the back of his neck

I felt my heart ache at the mention of her name. So he is still thinking of her...

I let go of his hand feeling stupid thinking that maybe now all the smiles he gave me + the flirting comments +the compliments and skinships meant different to him.

"Hm?? Have you heard anything about sakura?" He repeated having expectations like the fool he is

"Are you stupid or stupid?. Are you still thinking of her" I couldnt help but note.

I dont mind if he doesn't ever choose me. But her? Of all people.

His eyes went lost again like all the times he goes into thoughts. "What can i say i guess like you say i must really be stupid " he smiled sadly as he gazed at me.

I scoffed feeling annoyed "she cheated on you hyunsuk get that into your mind. Everything and everyone deserve second chances, but cheaters? No" i sighed at how sad he looked

"Maybe she regrets it? Maybe they broke up?" As he pathetically tried to defend her i lost it

"If she regretted it she would have returned  to you before you left japan. And if they broke up it certainly will not be because she wants you back so let that sink in your mind hyunsuk" his eyes went lost again as he chuckled quietly "i guess you are right" he awkwardly laughed as he messed his hair in  frustration "i am getting her out of ma mind. I will"

if you rejected me then you should have at least liked a good one. This is unfair for me.

As i was in sea of sad thoughts i didn't notice how i got into his chest with his arms around me hugging me like i was the girl for him

Like there was no sakura

. I felt my eyes whelm up as i still wanted to be the one when he was clearly thinking otherwise. As i was in his embrace once again i felt flowers bloom in me. How can i end this ?

He kissed my forehead as he warmly looked at me with that adoring eyes of his and that bunny smile i fell for "what would i have done if i didnt have you wonyoung hmm?" The words he says.. they all needed to mean something else

I fought back the urge to let out tears so he wont notice "pff if you know how great i am then appreciate me more jerk" i glared but he laughed thinking it was a joke

"Yes my queen i will serve my whole for you" he laughed as he bowed dramatically like i was really his queen

I smiled at that. It was all our inside jokes that made us close.

"Lets go home i lost my mood for a walk" i just shook my head at his silly gummy smile as i walked ahead of him

"Dont feel pathetic for yourself wonyoung, this ache just shows how real your feelings well unlike sakura's so dont have regrets. You tried your best. Its his loss that he isn't figuring out." I told myself but i still wasnt strong enough to admit it

As i was in my thoughts walking ahead i heard hyunsuk shriek behind me

I immediately turned around frightened not knowing why he cried to see him pulling his hand out "hurry hurry take my hand wonyoung!!"

I confusedly held his hand frightened not getting anything "why?! Whats wrong?" I asked confusedly looking everywhere not seeing anything unusual

"Nothing *grin* i just wanted to hold hand" i froze .

Is he kidding me?

He shrieked because he wanted to hold hands?'

Well thats the usual hyunsuk style, how do you still get shocked everytime.'

"For the first time in ma life i want to erase that cutie annoying smile from your face " i glared as he laughed like the fool he was before he did his usual cocky smirk

"So you think am cute now? I thought i was handsome before ?" He winked as he hit my shoulder playfully which made me scoff

-"Silly"i chuckled as i shook my head at him

"Lovely" he grinned

-"shut up Jerk"

"Only to you " he winked and i felt it once again my cheek blushing

I groaned. That jerk just enjoys making me blush

"Tell me again why did i ever like you?" I glared to which he laughed as he swinged our arms back and forth like we were childs

"Ouch, so that means you no longer like me?" He put his other palm over his heart like his heart ached

"Shut up" i said as i went quiet and looked in-front of myself avoiding his question maybe i should say goodbye now? I mean we are infront of my apartment .

"Thank you for walking me home yoon hyunsuk" i tried to smile brightly but his expressionless face made me anxious.

He had that face when he was lost in thoughts

"Wonyoung- ah Dont like me anymore . I don't deserve it. You are too good for me so I wouldn't ever let myself step into anything more than friendship with you." When he looked into my eyes saying thats i felt my heart break

"Whats with this rejection when i didnt even confess." I couldnt look him in the eyes.

Why did he have to always remind me i wasnt the one for him?

"You are the one girl that helds me together Wonyoung ,i dont want to risk us." He did a sad smile with loving eyes as he held both of my hands which made my eyes teary

"See? You are gonna cry again because of me. I am too ruined and bad for you. You deserve more kiddo" he wiped my tears with a smile before he messed my hair like he always does

" 'you deserve more' is always your way of saying i dont like you or you are not my type.
Whatever.
I dont mind" i sniffed trying to stay composed as i frowned at the jerk

He chuckled as he pulled me into a hug "I doubt there would be any guy who would resist choosing you as their type or like you kiddo" he patted my head as he comforted me

His words made me frown then why the hell he aint liking me!

"Then why? "

"You deserve better" he smiled as he pulled away and like the clueless girl i was i frowned not getting his logic

"Stop frowning kid. You will get wrinkles " he chuckled as he messed my hair before turning around to leave.

That jerk just has to warm my heart more everyday!

I frowned as he didnt walk and when i watched where he was looking my eyes widened

Hyeongjun- eunsang- minhee all three standing with bags in their hands frozen looking at the two of us.

they could have just walked in right?

Who says they heard or saw anything?

They did not" i assured myself as much as i could but one look at the confused hyeongjun, pitty yet sad eyes of eunsang, angry and upset minhee.

I am ruined

They witnessed my pathetic rejection.

'Earth, please swallow me up' with my head low i walked into our apartment.

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