Yujin's pov:

We went into the class and we were joking and laughing and Hangyul was back to his normal self.

I didn't really know change in the mood of Hangyul would annoy me that much , it really annoyed me it may be because he is my friend but I just felt so happy that he is back to his normal self.

I didn't go to my seat I was sitting on dongpyo's seat and we were talking while dongpyo sat on Hangyuls and Hangyul was standing up.

Until the teacher came and we ran to our seats.

As I sat down I felt someone watching me I frowned and looked at my right and no one was staring at me and looked at my left and saw jinyoung as he was resting his head on the desk and used his arms as a pillow and he was starring at me like that.

He was LOOKING SO HAWT and he looked sleepy which was so cute and adorable .

Oh my GOD am in trouble because everything he does or he is seems so adorable to me ,

Am in trouble

But wait he was staring at me?

Oh god my cheeks feel hot I hope it didn't turn pink or worse red.

I forced a nervous smile and waved at him.

We stared at each other for like 10 to 15 seconds and he broke it by facing the other way.

HeOl he didn't reply my greeting and I was feeling totally embarrassed

They say being ignored makes the same chemical reaction as being physically injured and I totally agree with it.

Because right now I felt a stab in my heart

I told myself that it was fine but the truth is that am always not fine with being ignored by anyone it breaks my heart everytime.

Maybe its part of my personality but I really hate being ignored by anyone.

AND if someone ignores me I will avoid them from then on until they approach me.

I don't hold grudge but I cant let my pride get hurt by being ignored by people more than twice.

I mean if I greet someone twice and they ignored me , do I have to greet them once again?? Of course no I should wait till they finally realize and greet me first.

But the problem here is that I have never seen jinyoung greet anyone.

HUMPH ,well I have imagined him as my friend

Just as a friend believe me but I have to erase that plan

It''s not like he is my only classmate. I have Minju and

There are my three neighbors and yeji and ryujin are so friendly too, also Felix he is totally my style *evil smirk*

The teacher had started teaching as I was in my wonderland when I was back half of it was finished .

I have to ask someone to explain them to me later.

Call me a nerd but half lesson is also important so~~.

And at the ending of the class I again felt him watching me.

And to check I looked left and he was and we looked at each other for like 3 seconds before I drifted my gaze back to the teacher

I tried to do it expressionlessly and I hope I didn't do it coldly.

We finished first and second and third lesson and yet I didn't make eyes contact with jinyoung and am glad about it.

But srsly how come he never move from his place during lessons? I mean we all get up and go talk with our friends but he never does any of those he just sit in his seat and I have never saw him talk like in a friendly way with anyone..he had his bestfriend like byounggon and as I stalked for the past days , he eat his lunch with the same group of boys everyday there were five. And thankfully no girls , I don't even know why it made me happy that there weren't any girls around him.

Suddenly I felt sad about it.

Maybe he was not rude or he didn't want to ignore me but he is just an introvert?????

I gasped at the idea mentally

I really wanted to go there and be his friend and help him open up.

Everyone deserve a friend .

But then I facepalmed myself , ' you are just trying to convince yourself because you cant ignore him, you have had your eyes on him from the first day, you are just doing this because your heart tells you to ' I told myself.

Srsly I am someone who doesn't want people who don't wont her. But I guess this is why they say [ while you are in love nothing matters to you anymore, you can ignore your pride ,your routing and you can break your rules without feeling guilty about it] humph love is a toxic thing.

Oww sh*t Did I say love???

Srsly I had only known him for a short time.

Let me correct what I said not known him just saw him because we rarely had a normal conversation. How can you call that love?

' Yujin I thought you were more mature than this' I scolded myself

I really don't love him , srsly believe me. I mean this is all because he is always alone and doesn't have any friend and that worrys me and makes me want to be his friends.

OH MY GOD I just want to pull my hair out right now class in not the right place tothink about all those things.

Dear mind and dear heart lets talk about everything later at home ,okay???

OKAYYY

"from earth to Yujin , from earth to Yujin, cane you hear me??" once I came back to my sense junho was waving his hand infront of my eyes and looking at me worriedly .

"uh—" I blinked twice and stared at him.

"its lunch time lets go" he said as he pointed to the back for me to look at cheerful dongpyo and hangyul who were waving at me.

A smile crept into my face as I nodded and put my notebook under the desk and followed them.

We were walking side by side and junho was having his hands around my shoulder and we were all chatting till we reached our usual table.

We got our food tray and come back to sit down while WonYoung and others came.

"heyyyy~~" I greeted with a cheerful voice.

"hi noona" Eunsang greeted back and I tabbed the seat next to mine and he took it.

My other side was occupied with Minju since we always chat a lot during lunch.

AND

After lunch.

And also

Before lunch. Kekekekek. We normally talk a lot.

And infront of me was Hangyul and dohyun and dongpyo at his sides.

WonYoung sat beside Minhee . they became closer compared to before since I saw them share one or two words with each other WOWWW.

"did you talk to your sister?" Eunsang asked me and I knew what he meant.

He was talking about my work at the coffee shop.

"no I couldn't but I think I will today" I smiled.

Those days Eunbi unnie has been so stressful that I couldn't talk to her normally and I didn't want to stress her more so I didn't mention it but If I delay this more , they will surely find someone so I have to tell her today .

"do you want to go exploring with me after school today? Ofcourse after my parttime job ended?" he asked, nervously.

"that would be amazing " I beamed at the idea and he chuckled and his cheek started to turn pink.

And let me tell you somethings about Eunsang that I have figured out those days.

Even thought when you hear his voice and manly face you think of him as the manly type but he is actually cute and really shy .

Don't get me wrong I don't say that Eunsang isn't manly NONONO. I say that he is the cute and shy type and he is also so well mannered and a complete gentleman.

I frowned as my eyes caught something.

I saw jinyoung sitting at the table at the end and near the window all by himself.

A pout made it way into my face without realizing.

'he is eating alone' I thought

Where are the people he always eat with?.