Addict!Levi x Dealer!Reader
(I'm such an angsty person xD Hey, this is what I thought the song was about,so...)


WARNINGS ~
*Drug use/mention
*Cursing

"I'll get your money soon."

"Don't worry about it."

You may have told him not to worry,yet he did quite often. That's actually played a big part in this repeating game of watching the smoke float around the room in gray puffs of shortly shredded worries.

They both would sit back in the dingy apartment of his and let their minds cloud over to the land of the living dead. They were numb. Numb to everything.

Even to the sloppy kisses they exchanged without warning. They had never even taken the time to see if love was in their 'relationship.'

It was always things that happened in the spur of the moment.

Although, you and Levi both would only be trying to fool yourselves if you said there was nothing there between the two of you.

Through the moments of the internal haze, you two would know another like someone else couldn't.

You would be the only one to know the demons that lurk in his numbed mind.

But that's only fair. Levi knew you better than you probably do yourself.

Glassy,(e/c) orbs traced out unknown patterns on the dim ceiling. Yells of melancholy madness rung through your ears.

Levi's own pair of glassy eyes decided to bore into your stoned form.

The smell of the wicked herb hung in the air, like the tension between the two of your lost souls.

"You know, I never did want to deal to you."

Your eyes left the various mental patterns, to look at enticing man.

Levi let out a seemingly mocking snort.

"I never wanted to fucking use. Yet, I don't know where I would be if I didn't."

An empty shell of a smile was etched onto your lips.

"That's why I did it. I knew you would just find someone else to deal it to you. I figured I'd be the best one to watch over you."

You looked out of the small window,by the torn fragments of a sofa you both occupied. The town looked at bleak and painful as always. The faces on the streets dripped of pain and suffering.

Levi moved a bit closer to your body. It was to the point that you could smell the lingering sent of your doings on his breath. The smell of the devil's grass trying to put your mind to an even more numbing sleep.

It was in that moment that your soft lips met his own.

You had always savored the littlest relations between the two of you. This was because you didn't know if would be the last time you would get the chance.

Your lifestyle wasn't the friendliest.

"I love you."

He never struck you as one to say these words,yet life is all about throwing surprises out there.

There was two things that you knew you would wither away without. One of the things only slowed the withering down. The other was fiercely moving his lips on yours. It was as if he was scarred you'd only be a figment of his diluted imagination if he didn't hold you tight.

"No you don't,Levi."

He didn't say anything.

He stopped trying to after the seemingly thousandth time you argued with him over this. It was about six months of knowing another when he had first said it.

You knew all too well,that he was using 'love' to compensate for feelings he couldn't quite place or just didn't know how to handle.

Or, it could have even been the fact that you were the only one to spare him the time of day.

He told you of how your company was the only one he could stand. This always brought a loving smile and angry tears out.

Oh, how you wished he wouldn't want you around him. You weren't good for him. Both of you knew it.

Yet, you decided to stay for selfish reasons.

"Can you stay here this time,(Y/n)?"

"You'll never be alone."