So if you're going through this then I want to tell you to please stop. I know you've probably heard it a lot. Maybe. But turning to the blade, pin, needle, shard of glass whatever you use won't help anything. Nothing. Those few seconds, minutes of release from all the other pain that is in your life won't last that long. It's only those few seconds minutes. Please stop it pains me to see anybody turning to the that sharp object for release. You don't deserve to go through any of the pain. Physical or emotional.  You deserve to be happy and safe and unharmed. I care so much about all you guys. I want all you guys to be happy and live your life in happiness. If I could take all your pain away I would do it in a millisecond. But I can't. But please I'm begging you do not cut. I hate to imagine someone cutting In order for them to release everything. I really care about all you guys. So please stop if not for me than for somebody that you care about. Please know that i care and that I will always be here for you guys of you need anything, anything tell me and I will do my absolute best to fulfill it. The thought of someone harming themselves brings me to tears so please don't. It will get better eventually. If not now then in the near future it will. Please try your absolute best to not harm yourself in any way. I care so much. I love you guys all so much.

                    -YA🖤