Maybe I should take my life one last time.
Just maybe.

And if you read this.  You know who you are.
I want you to know that you are the reason why I'm crying right now.
I really want to tell you that you've lost me and our friendship but I cant do that cuz I love you and care for you. If you want that just tell me. I hope you see this. So you understand how much you being distant and unresponsive hurts.

I'm not mad.
Just sad
Worried
Scared
And exhausted.
And I feel like jumping off a bridge or building

I just feel like dying.