My depressed ass is home from a 2 day trip.
Ahh fell into deeper depression while it. Idek why. Like the drive and stuff was sooooo bueatiful but it was so freaking sad on my end cuz idk depression took over my whole body.
I couldn't think straight or anything. I was mostly quiet throughout the whole drive.
We stopped at this bridge and all i could think about was jumping off it and ending it all.
And then we stopped at the end of this forest and i got off and started wandering in it. I just wanted it to end.
To make it worse Idk why but my eyes started to focus on my scars more. And all i could think about was doing it again..... but i didn't.

Idk if I'll ever get out of this.

Some pictures from the trip.......