Nikki x Roman.
                      

I laid there alone in my bed, once again for the third night in a row just thinking about if I'd made the right decision or if this was all a big mistake.

      3 months ago. When it all started to fall apart.

I got ready for the big party, it is Nattie's big day and we are all going out with a few friends to celebrate.
"Nikki, are you almost ready?" John yelled to me from the other room. After applying the finishing touches to my makeup I walked out of the bathroom.  "All finished." I said as he rushed me through the door, I'm so mad with his mood all the time.
We got there and met up with my sister and Bryan, I immediately wrapped my arm around hers and walked forward away from John softly speaking to her. "Before we left the house, another mood, I'm starting to get fed up with it Brie." "Well do what your heart feels right I can't change it sis, but you can. Talk to him, ask about it if it bothers you try to work It out or if not make the right choices."  She said to me so calmly and caring. I don't know what I would do with her in my life, she is truly the most beautiful part of who I am.

Inside I hugged Nattie as soon as I seen her. "Happy Birthday Kitty Cat!"
She smiled and squeezed me tight. "Oh Niks, thank you." I smiled at her and started to walk away and looked at her. "Hope its puuurrfect Nattie Cat, love you." And walked off with Brie, since Being Birdie is in Mama Bella over there still I'm the only one drinking tonight.  I had quite a few drinks before John walks over to where I was sitting. "Really Nicole?" He said in a snappy tone. "What I can't drink?" I snapped back. "Yeah a few 'social'  drinks, not sitting at the bar till you are wasted." He said to me his mood getting much angrier.  "I don't tell what I can and can't do." I stood up and stumbling away from him. I had a few more drinks as I walked around, I ended up sit down at a table when somebodysaid my name.  "Nicole?" I looked over to see Roman sitting right there. "Hey, Roman what's up?" I said fixing my hair and smiling at him.  Just chilling out drinking a few, what's up with you Nikki?" He  said in a low rusty voice, I can tell he  was drinking. A lady walked by with a plate of drinks I took one and down it. "You can really handle that stuff, huh." He said with a deep chuckle. After a few more hours I was trashed I couldn't find Anything John it was getting late, I tested him and called, left voicemails,but he didn't text back. I stumbled around the people who was still her which was just family mostly,  I bumped into something hard and lanes straight on my ass. "Nikki, home girl what ya' doing?" He said with a laugh and held out his hand. I batted my eyes and through him a cute cheeky smile, as I took his hand and stood up. I took off my heels and stood beside him. "John left me and is not awnsering  my calls or texts." I said to him looking him up and down as I bit at my bottom lip. "Well I can take you back home." He said leading me out to his car, I smiled at him and he helped me buckle up he got in and began driving I looked over at him and smiled biting my lip.  As he got close to the house I told him to stop a little bit before we got to it, he stopped  and i looked at him again.  "Whats good home girl?" I bit my lip a bit, now that I got him to stop the car I can't pop that question. I looked at him about to speak...when he did. "You want me to fuck  you, home girl?"  I looked at him and smiled and then it all went black, I then saw light I was in my bed John had just woken me. "Hey honey." I said with a smile, and got out of the bed stretching.  "So why did you not awnser my calls or texts last night?" I said as I threw on my light brown robe. "What calls and texts?" He said from in the bathroom.  "At Nattie's party last night, you left me and wasn't  awnsering me." I walked in the bathroom to brush my teeth. "Nicole, we came home together last night." I just looked at him and nodded my head. I headed to Raw with John he has another promo with Roman.  I hung out with  backstage.   I saw Roman, but he ignored me like I did not even exist to me maybe it was ALL JUST A DREAM.