[Name's] POV

When Sasuke said he needed some time to think, I didn't know it would take him so long to think everything over. It's been two weeks since I last seen him. I was hoping it would take no longer than two days for him to come back to me.

You can't just take my first kiss and disappear from my life, you bastard!

I was honestly hurt. I know he has a life that's separate from me, but, I feel like we've been inseparable since we met. He always wanted to meet me somewhere and hang out. Life seemed slow without him.

It's weird. All I ever wanted was to be away from him in the beginning, but now, I want to be next to him. I want to get closer to him. I want to know Sasuke! I don't even know his favorite color.

I sigh, hugging my pillow. Alexa was long gone. She had to go to her basketball game. I wanted to support her by going, but I'm way too bummed out.

"Back to my bleak, dull life," I mumble to myself. "I can't believe I'm actually missing him."

I still remember the way he held me so close to his body, the warmth of his love washing over me. The kiss that was so sorrowful, but also full of want and need. His lips, I want another taste.

"Stop thinking about him," I tell myself. "The more you think about him, the more you will miss him."

Sitting up in my own bed, I dress myself casually before leaving my house. I needed Sasuke out of my head, so I thought that a walk might help. First step out the door, and I'm already feeling better. The fresh air, the greenery, the animals, it all cleared my head.

I continued my walk down the street, looking at people walk by. The sky was cloudy, reflecting my mood perfectly. I wasn't sad, but I wasn't happy either. Lonely, I guess that's how I'm feeling. With Sasuke gone, my life felt boring.

Sighing, I clear my mind again. I didn't want to think, it would only lead me to think about Sasuke.

"Sasuke," I sigh, bumping shoulders with random strangers.

No don't think about him, it'll only cause you more pain.

The only question I had was, why he was being so distant? Why is he avoiding me?

I slow my walk to a stop, standing at the park Sasuke and I declared to give each other our first kiss.

Well, he got what he wanted. Maybe that's why he's avoiding me. Maybe he realized that he doesn't love me at all. His only goal was to take my first kiss. And he succeeded.

"Why would he want to be with me anyways?" I grumble sadly, and plop myself down on a nearby bench. "He thinks I've just been toying with his emotions the whole time. It's not like I wanted to mess with his emotions."

Okay! Stop thinking about him, you went on this walk to erase him from your mind. I doubt he's even thinking about you right now!

That just sinks me deeper into my depressive mood. My heart felt heavy, and Sasuke weighed painfully on my mind. I can't believe I can't go one second without thinking of him.

Cursing to myself, I stand from the bench and continue my little walk. After twenty minutes or so, I find myself at the mall. I don't know why my feet led me here, but I might as well take a look around. I walk in, the smell of expensive perfume and sweet candy fills my nose.

My mind clears and I smile for the first time today. I don't bother with any of the clothing stores, I head straight to the food court. The smell of cinnamon buns and teriyaki fills the air. Before picking a food to eat, I scan the area hoping to find someone I know.

No one? Really?

Grumbling to myself, I buy my favorite ice cream to cheer myself up from my previous depression. I sit by myself, staring at my phone - like the rest of the loners here - and eat my ice cream. I wanted to talk to someone, but Alexa was literally my only friend that I talk to. He who shall not be named isn't talking to me anymore and I hate my sister, so I have no one to talk to.

"I need more friends," I say.

Suddenly, out of fucking no where, this boy pops up into my view. His grin looked a little wolfish. His skin was pale, and his hair was stark white. The purple shirt he wore brought color to his eyes, making them appear purple as well.

"I'll be your friend," he says suggestively. Did I forget to mention that his teeth resembled a shark's?

"Um never mind, I don't want anymore friends!" I squeak out, preparing myself to run for my life.

"Aw don't be scared cutie!" I didn't think his grin could get any wider, but I oh, so wrong. He grabs my arm and pulls me towards him. My ice cream drops from my hand and onto the floor.

"My name's Suigetsu, what's yours?" He asked, his eyes peering into my soul.

"[N-Name]," I stutter out, red flags popping up in my mind. This guy was not giving off good vibes.

"Let's bond new best friend."

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"U-Um Suigetsu, was it? I-I think it's time for me to g-go home," I stutter. He wasn't a bad guy, but he gave off this odd stalker vibe.

"But we're bonding [Name]," Suigetsu whines. "The sun hasn't even started setting yet!"

He gives me puppy dog eyes, begging for me to stay longer. I don't know what kind of guy he was, but I he seems like the type of guy one wouldn't want to say no to.

"Fine," I give in, defeated. His mischievous grin scares me, and he drags me off deeper into the mall. We explored parts of the Konoha mall I didn't even know existed.

"Want me to buy you something?" he asked me when we entered the clothing department. His hand still glued to mine as we roamed.

"No, I don't want anything," I reply.

More like, I don't want to be indebted to you.

"Aw why not? I want everyone to know that you're mine," he pouts. He gives me the puppy dog eyes again.

"Y-Yours?" I stutter, finding him more and more creepy as the minutes pass.

As he drags me down the narrow aisles of the clothing stores, he explains. "I want everyone to know your my best friend, that way no one will fuck with you. I'm in a gang you see?"

"Wh-WHAT?!" I screech, trying to pry his hand off of mine. He only holds my hand tighter, grinning at me. Suigetsu has a strong hold on me, almost as if he has inhuman strength.

What did I fucking get myself into?! Someone please help me!!

"We needed a new recruit anyways," he rambles on while I try ripping his hand off of mine again and again.

"No! I can't be in a gang," I cried out to him, trying to explain.

"Aww, that's too bad. You already got initiated when we locked eyes," he begins. All I hear is that doom now awaits me. "Plus, everyone in this mall seen us together, they now think you're one of us!"

"No I can't be in a gang!" I repeat myself. "I have a good girl reputation to uphold."

He stops walking to stare at some of the shirts. "Aw don't worry! You'll still be able to uphold your little reputation. I mean our leader still has his status. Smart, rich and sexy. No one would ever suspect him."

Dare I ask who his leader might be?

I gulp. "Wh-Who's your leader?"

His sharp toothy grin strikes fear into my already pounding heart. "The one and only Sasuke Uchiha!"

WELL FUCK ME IN MY ASS DUDE!!!! THIS WHOLE TIME I'VE BEEN TRYING TO DISTANCE MY THOUGHTS FROM SASUKE AND NOW I'M IN A FUCKING GANG WITH HIM?! THANKS AUTHOR-CHAN!!!! ......i mean....why must god forsake me?!

That's when I kicked Suigetsu where the sun doesn't shine and ran off. I pushed through crowds of people, fearing that he may be following me. I had to get out of here. I was in no mood to be jumped into a gang, or be in a gang.

Looking back, I don't see the white haired shark boy come after me. Within a few minutes, I find myself outside. I stop running, for my feet could no longer go anymore. Exhaustion overwhelmed me in seconds, and I fall to my knees.

My breathing was uneven and ragged. Even though I didn't want to, I stood back on my feet and walked myself home; trying to catch my breath along the way. When I returned home, I immediately got into the shower.

I stood under the warm water, letting my mind run free.

How could this happen to me?! See [Name], this is what happens when you leave the house. You get jumped into gangs and meet creepy people! You find out that your crush is some kind of fucking gang leader! Leaving the house is bad for you, just be a damn hermit for the rest of your life!

"Why?!" I scream out, only to have my mouth be full of water the next second.

Right, I'm in the shower. I should do shower things in the shower.

Sighing, I wash up and shave. Doing the normal shower routine before getting out. I dry off and put on my pajamas.

"Life fucking sucks," I grumble, walking back to my room. I lie face down on my bed, frustrated about how complicated my life is going to be now. "I can't believe he's in a gang."

I can't believe I'm in it too.

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A/N: kinda broke the 4th wall...whatever! i really dislike this one because i had a different idea for this, but now you're in a gang. damn me and my scatterbrain. i'm so dumb. ( T w T )

* how could this happen to me? I've made my mistakes *

love u bai bai!~