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"So, does this mean we are getting back together?" Fionn asks Harry, sitting across from him in nothing but a pair of boxers as he sips on the glass of orange juice Harry got for him.

Harry looks over at him, taking a deep breath and shrugging, "I don't know, Fionn."

Fionn frowns, looking away from Harry, saddened by the fact that Harry hadn't even given it a thought, "So what was this? Just-" He takes a breath, "Was it just a fuck to you?"

Harry sighs heavily, pinching the bridge of his nose, "I don't know, I'm confused right now, but it wasn't just a fuck."

"Okay." Fionn nods understandingly, "I won't push anything, I just hope you'll consider it."

Harry smiles at Fionn, nodding a little in agreement to what Fionn suggested.

But he loves Louis, and he shouldn't of lashed out the way he did yesterday, he was jealous and angry. He knows he needs to be patient with Louis, considering that what he did hurt him so badly. Even though Harry had a reason for what he did, it still is hard for Louis to trust him, or anyone for that matter.

And now he's ruined his trust again by sleeping with someone else. His ex-husband for that matter. Someone he knows very well he doesn't love.

"I've gotta go," Fionn mutters, "Work." He adds, standing from his spot and walking towards the bedroom when Harry doesn't say anything so that he can get dressed.

Not even two seconds later theres a knock on his door and Harry answers the door to Louis, an immediate panic building up in his chest.

"What are you-"

"I wanted to talk to you, Harry, I made a mistake yesterday- then I did something so, so stupid." Louis says quickly, eyes red so its obvious to Harry that the boy had been crying before.

"Baby, what did you do?" Harry asks, thinking the worst; As in Louis relapsing and taking drugs like he promised he wouldn't.

"I-"

"Harry! Did we use a condom last night? 'Cause I'm not on the- Oh, sorry I didn't know you were expecting anyone." Fionn says, cheeks pink at the embarrassment he just caused himself.

"I was just leaving." Louis says, glancing at Fionn and then looking at Harry with defeated eyes, though he knows he isn't much worse because of his own 'affair' last night.

"Louis-"

"No." Louis snaps, smiling at Fionn briefly, sending a wave and then turning around and leaving, not wanting to deal with the situation at the moment. He needed some air, some time to think everything over.

As Louis makes it back into his car he hears a tapping at his window. Instead of seeing Harry he sees Fionn. Louis takes a breath breath before rolling down his window and looking at him.

"I just wanted to tell you I was sorry." Fionn tells Louis, "I didn't know that you and Harry were together, otherwise I wouldn't never done that, I swear I'm not a bad person, I'm sorry."

Louis smiles at the genuineness Fionn was showing, thankfulness in his heart at how polite and consider this guy was being.

"It's okay," Louis assures him, "Me and Harry aren't together, what you guys did was perfectly fine." He says, an edge to his voice. It was fine really, he and Harry weren't together and he had slept with Zayn too.

"You seem upset though." Fionn frowns, taking a breath, "I don't mean to pry, I'm sorry, I just hate seeing people upset, especially if it involves me."

"I understand." Louis nods, "But I'm okay, I promise.." He silently asks for his name.

"Fionn."

It clicks immediately in Louis's brain. This was Harry's ex husband. Harry had talked to Louis briefly about Fionn, never talked down on him though, and that's what scares him.

"Oh okay, I'm Louis." He says, smiling tightly, "I should go, I've got to work." He tells Fionn, truthfully, "Thank you, for caring."

"Of course." Fionn smiles, sending Louis a wave, "Bye, see you around."

"See you."

-

"So who was that guy that came to the coffee shop looking for you the other day?" Eleanor asks, it's just them two at the café right now and they're sitting at one of the empty tables.

"Oh." Louis says, then shrugs, "Just a guy I dated a long time ago, it's over now, I think."

"You think?"

"Well, It's really complicated, you wouldn't wanna hear it." Louis says, shaking his head, "And I don't really feel like talking about it."

"Okay, I won't push you, don't worry." She smiles, giving a slight laugh, "I'm having my own boy problems."

"Really?" Louis asks, pursing his lips, "What kind of problems?"

"Well, he's married." She mutters, then looks at Louis, "To a guy!"  She whispers, shaking her head, "What if he doesn't like my parts as much as his?"

Louis looks at her with wide eyes, "Whats his name?" He asks immediately.

"Liam." She says, then looks up and sees Louis's facial expression, "Why? Is something wrong?"

Louis looks off at the wall and starts to shake his head, mind off in thought, "Just wondered, so if you mentioned him again I'd have a name." He says, then looks back at her, "So is he straight, or?"

"No." She says, "Just not happy with the guy he's with." She explains to Louis, "I feel like a terrible person, you know? I'm just as bad as Liam because I know he's cheating."

"Yeah.." Louis breathes but shakes his head, "Don't blame yourself, you like him-"

"Love him." She says, "Thats why I haven't left him, because we love each other."

"That's cute." Louis says hesitantly, nodding his head, "I think I'm gonna go outside for a smoke break, that okay?"

"Sure." She smiles, watching as Louis gets up out of his chair and walks out the back door.

Once Louis gets out side he leans against the wall and pulls out a 'ciggie' as he calls it.

How was he supposed to tell Zayn that Liam was cheating on him with a girl? He knows it's gonna hurt Zayn more, because he won't feel like he's good enough.

Louis wishes he had Harry to talk to, although he wasn't on great terms with him he couldn't deny the fact that Harry was an amazing person to talk to, or just an amazing person in general.

He had to fix things with Harry, he just hopes Harry wants to fix them too, he really does.

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