Hello Beautiful People!!

Here is the most awaited Chapter!!! Yes The Chaps name itself indicating what it holds...I'm very excited to present this beautiful moment between Nesam!!

I want to dedicate this Chapter to Moshimaa....for the beautiful words you shared about NeSam!!

She said that though Armaan is perfect and True gentleman..He might be a great boyfriend but he can never be a great best friend  and perfect companion...Thats what Neil is ..Right??

Thank you sooo much for picking this essence dearyyyyy!!!

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Song dedication : Dehliz pe mere dil ki 

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Radhika called me while I was driving home from work and said That Sam would be at home soon and I should go over meet her. I knew that it was her way of letting me get some time with Sam before everyone, including herself and Nandini started to occupy her time. And I jumped at the chance to be with her for a while. So I came home quickly, bathed and pulled out some clean causal T-shirt with pair of faded Jeans and quickly hopped on bike.

When I arrived, I realized she was yet to come so I put my bike on kick stand, walked up to the porch and had seat on one of the chairs. ....sitting there . I felt my hands begin to sweat, so I tried wipe them on jeans but they just wouldn't stop. I was nervous. No woman had ever made me feel this way. There was something special about her that made me feel like I was an awkward teenage boy again.

Hearing the crunching sound of car , I stood up to see cab pulling into a drive. When the door swung open to reveal slender pair of legs , I almost had to grab something to hold to keep my balance. Her very presence made me weak at the knees.

I closed the distance and paused just before I reached her. I didn't want to jump on her or to make her uncomfortable., but I wanted nothing more than to pull her as close as possible. So, when she ran into my arms , and I was able to pull her close , I felt my heart skipped good amount of heat beats...and then settle down to a steady rhythm.

Offering to carry her luggage, I walked behind her and placed bags in the living room , I saw Sam went to retrieve last bag . she was rushing up the stairs and something In me told me to keep an eye on her and I was right. She didn't get her footing on the first step causing her to lose what she was carrying and began to fall but I had her swept her in my arms before she could even touch an inch of ground.

Having in my arms wasn't something I had planned on happening. But it was one of the most amazing things that I had ever experienced.

Something so simple, so innocent, so pure..but it was turning me on just standing there.

Worrying she would stumble again, I carried her in and placed her on the couch before I went to get the bags she had dropped.

There was awkward moment after I put her bags down. I wasn't sure what to say to her. She noticed it too. I had never loss at words infront of her..i had to say something....anything..!!!

So I asked her about her flight...I know it corny..but it worked...I blew off her comments about her fear for height..and hoped that she wouldn't see through my façade.

When her stomach growled, it was lifesaver..i offered pizza for both and ordered for it.. she informed me that she was going to go shower and be back in few minutes...this left me alone in her living room with nothing to occupy my mind.

Pacing around her house, I started to notice things that I hadn't last time. I noticed that Radz had brought lots of new items for the house...Most of the stuff I knew Sam had to love....everything was classy and extremely classic...

Then my mind started to travel to places that that I shouldn't as soon as I heard the water of the shower start to run...I knew she was up there...no cloths on...water running down her slender and perfect form, her gently washing her creamy skin....

Neillll..Stop..You Pervert!! My heart retorted

Shaking my head, I went back to pacing, trying not to think about how much I wanted to climb the stairs and slip into the room with her ...I then turned my attention on picture of her on wall..it was nice to see her turning over time from a shy girl to a temptress of a girl...staring at the pictures of us from the farewell, I thought about the chaste kiss she had given me and for the first time.....The memory sent shiver through my body...

The silence broken by a squeak, and I turned to see Sam standing in T-shirt and short pair of shorts, her hair falling in wet waves down around her face. She was stunning...shaking my head, I let myself coming back to reality as she finished descending the stairs.

Soon there was knock on the door , and when I opened it, Tony Fernandez stood on the other side..My blood boil at the sight of him. I didn't care that he had been Fucking Manya but it was the point he was alive and he was an absolute pervert..i didn't want his eyes on Sam so I covered her up behind me and put the money in his hand and slammed the door on him.i knew Sam would ask me about this.

The fact that...I wasn't ready to tell her about I broke up my engagement. But I know I couldn't avoid it..telling her was like a weight had been lifted off from my shoulders. I know that I wasn't going to help as she was still engaged to Armaan..though she felt bad..but I knew its not end cause I have more important thing to care....her...

We enjoyed eating Pizaa and chitchatting about everything...when we started to watch movie, I saw her yawn and her eyes begin to drool..so I pulled her closure to my body. It was innocent. I had been sort of her " pillow" back in the days...so why not now? I wrapped the blanket around her, but before I turned my attention back to the screen , I looked into the chocolate depths and was lost for a moment but then went back to looking like I was engrossed in the movie . I was too focused on her breathing to keep track on Vin Diesel.

When the movie was starting to get interested, I glanced down to see her eyes close., and then I pulled her closer to me..letting my arm wrapping around her. Finishing the movie , I slowly moved enough that I didn't wake the slumbering goddess that slept beside me... My sleeping Beauty...

I gently lifted her into my arms and carried her up the stairs..as I took her in my arms her blossom were touching my front which sent an electric shock in my body to test my self restrain.

Pushing her bedroom door with my foot and finally laid her down among the pillows.

Pulling back the covers , I slipped them over her body. I stood there just watching her sleep for a moment. Her hair was fanned out like a halo around her face, and she slept so peacefully. Her breathing was steady making her one lose curl flew up and down....Her pink rose petal lips settled like closed shell...I kept wondering and asking myself how it would feel to go to sleep with her beside me every night until the my last breath..But I would have push the thought away ....because at this point it was only a fantasy....not a reality.

Closing the door behind, I went back downstairs . I saw the time and thought it wouldn't be good idea going home letting Sam alone in the house so slumped back on the couch. I wrapped the blanket that had covered my angel once around me, and I could smell the light fragrance of her shampoo on it. It was so relaxing and withing a moment I drifted off to the dreams which were consumed by her..

When I woke up the next morning, I was surprised to see Sam looking down at me..i couldn't hold myself..i told her how beautiful she really was..i played it off behind pretending that still half sleep ....Watching her reaction to my words was perfect...she turned dazzling crimson color..and I wanted nothing more than to see it everyday, it fit her perfectly

Then I started to get panic that I over crossed my boundaries of our friendship....i just assumed that she was okay with everything.. and she quickly calmed my nervous and that it was okay. I quickly remind her that she had no food as she planned to make breakfast..i asked her to change to go to grocery shopping.

I cleaned my mess up and pulled my t-shirt back on that I removed during the night. I couldn't help but to noticed that Sam watching me closely as I pulled T-shirt over my head down my body. I wanted to k now if she was thinking about me....thinking about me the way I thought about her.

The rest of the day was pretty uneventful..she hated shopping a lot...she was good with people, but she was scared of people at the same time..it was just the way she was.

I spent most of my days after work like this with Sam..So carefree and relaxed...I was slowly gaining courage ..soon I decided to tell how I felt about her ...but then she dropped this bomb on me...

She wanted me to give her away....was she crazy? I didn't know if I could endure having to stand beside her , walk her up just to make her sit beside Armaan in Mandap . I knew I couldn't do this..i would rather die before this happening. Then I realized that I had said yes to this....God I was so stupid!!! I lost my freaking mind....

By the time I got home, I noticed everyone was looking curiously at me about why I was at home when I should be with sam..so I avoided them and slipped into my garage....and grabbed my Guitar...

Letting my fingers glide across the strings , I played until I got a new lyrics in my mind and I started them penning down.

Yes..I started to write songs fro Sam..It was my relif..my stress buster....being able to see on paper was something that I had never thought of doing ..but I wanted make it real...

I tried to calm myself down from my stupidity by saying yes to her request..it was too much...

I was in trouble...more trouble than I could think of. But now how I could change it? How do I get her to see that I am the one she needs?

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A Couple Of weeks Later

Like anything else plan change. I mentally prepared myself for the evil thing which is called as fitting. But Thank god it later got canceled because Radz wanted to take Sam for bridal make up trail. So I was stuck with Arjun and sid..they spent most of their time with their wives..More than anything, I was trying to figure out what I was going to do when Armaan showed up next week.

It was Sunday and it was normal , cloudy day and the difference was that I was going to have to spend time with Armaan's friend . I wasn't really sure if I was going to be handle too much of the " Armaan friend that would be going on, fortunately Sid, Arjun and too gonna come along..Actually the whole Malhotra family was going, since they all were considered as bride's family.

Much to my display , everyone one left early since everyone had work to take care of before we went to "Shopping of Bridal Lehenga" for Sam...with the exception of Sam and me.. so now it was my responsibility to pick up Sam from her home. As I pulled my bike in front of her house I saw her shutting the door. When she saw me, I smiled.

It didn't matter what she did, what she wore, or anything else, her very presence made me happy. And it always seems radiate off when she was around.

" hey " she called as she walked towards me..

" Sammy, you ready to go?"

" I guess....you know right, how much I hate this shopping thing...and the important this is ..i'm going to buy my wedding lehenga..." she said bitting her lower lips which was looking very appealing to me..and she was fidgeting with her dress...she was really nervous.

I hopped off from the bike and took her in warm hug " Pretty much..Sammy...I'm with you....right....." I said patting her back

"let's get going...the faster we get there, the sooner we can leave and we can go to do something fun..."

I hadn't told her or anyone else that I wanted to something special for her. And I was finally ready to push it little more....i was finally going to make her realized her that I care for her more than friendly manner.

" Tell Me Na..where we are going??" she asked playfully.

" Not telling...you will have to find out it when we are done with all this stuff..."

She frowned and slipped on my bike and wrapped her arms around me..

The engine roared to life and I pulled bike on the road and I felt Sam's grip around my middle tighten. Having her so close was wonderful. I wanted to concentrate on road but when she put her face in my back to prevent the cool winds from blowing against her face, I thought I would die. Innocent as it was , it was so intimate, almost like a lover laying her head against your body after making love.

Driving faster than the speed limit , we arrived in front of the bridal store well everyone else did. After we got into the store , Radz pulled Sam to one of part of the store. I went to men's section where Sid, Arjun were trying Armaani suits.

After an hour of we walked over towards the dressing rooms. We found Nandini and Radhika talking to the sales lady about bridal lehenga. Mom was siting on the small sofa in front of dressing room.

Seating besides my mom, she reached for my hand and smiled. She still had hope that this gonna work out where I started to lose more and more faith everyday.

Staring at my hands , I tried let my ming go away from what was happing around me. I just wanted to clear my mind and then I heard a click from one of the dressing room door. Raising my eyes , I felt everything around me got frozen.

Standing before me , with her hair tumbling around her shoulders , was the most beautiful angel dressed in the most stunning wedding Lehenga I had ever seen in my life. There was no words to describe it , but beautiful. Sam's eyes fell on me and she immediately blushed her famous crimson.

" Ohhhh Sam...." Whispered my Mom

Both Radhika and Nandini ran over and began to circle her. They were talking so fast that I couldn't able to understand a word they were saying. My eyes never left Sam though. I couldn't help myself, drinking in her every details , like she was last person I would ever see in my life.

The blouse front was cut somewhat low allowing her cleavage to peak over lightly, it hugged her against her skin tightly, her creamy curves, and that beautiful lehenga made her look like a princess that had stepped right out of fairy tale. I could see her breathing lightly and fidgeting with the hem of Bridal Chunari ..she was nervous..i was sure of it...

" This is the Perfect lehenga Sam!!" exclaimed Nandini

" Yes..it look like it was made for you..." radz giggled

Sam turned toward me , meeting my eyes for a moment..she paused for a second and spoke

" what do you think of it, Neil?" she asked, her voice was almost like a whisper

As soon as she as she asked my mouth went dry , I couldn't able to make a proper sentence if I tried. I had to calm, I couldn't let her know that I wanted to kiss her at this very moment without caring who gonna watch us.

" Y-You...Look......stunning...." I shuttered out

She smiled at me, blushing even more...how could she not know about I loved her ? I knew my eyes shown all the feelings I had for her..and at a times...I swear, she felt the same way for me

Sam turned to the sales lady and told them that she wanted to buy it..radz squealed and started to dance around like crazy....Me....i felt nervousness growing..as I had to start working on getting Sam back in my life.

Walking to my bike , I sat down, watching Sam talking to everyone else before she came back to me..

" so..where are we going?" she asked playfully

" let's get going...lots to do tonight..."

Kicking the bike to life , we left from there..Sam buried her face in my back, and this time I was ready. I enjoyed it more than last time. As pulled in front Malhotra mansion, she asked

" what are we doing here?"

" I wanted to share something with you..."

I turned off the bike and stepped off..she followed me as opened the door of my garage, she took her usual space ..The Couch..which was still there were she saw it last time.

" Neil..."

Turning towards her I saw the copy of " Breaking down" in her hand

" All of this things I left here are still here. I thought Manya would have thrown them out.."

" I wouldn't let her. She didn't like it either. I told her it wasn't mine or hers to throw it.."

She smiled, clutuching the book to her chest and looking around. I knew she was searching that special thing which I want to show her.

" C'mon " I took her hand and led her to my room.

As I switched on the lights she blinked couple of times , after adjusting to the lights, she realeased my hand to walk around the room. Examining everuthing was there. My eyes followed her , taking her in, enjoying her very presence in my life. .. she finally stopped near the Guitar and begun to run her fingers across the strings.

I walked up behind her, pausing to whisper in her ear

" do you want your surprise?"

Turning around her beautiful face towards me she nodded.

I grabbed the guitar and sat on the bed and looked into her chocolate depths

Placing my hands, I begun to play. I put the music aside and I was playing from my heart. Everything that I had been feeling for her from the moment of realization, to me knowing that I had to fight for her, and my place by her side.

As I played I felt something brushing against my arms, and I opened my eyes to looked at Sam leaning on my shoulder..and I continued to play song after song...Time was stopped for me when I realized how much this moment meant for me..and always would...so when wrapped the songs , I looked over to see tears streaming down from my angel's eyes.

" This is was extremely beautiful , Neil..who wrote this?"

" I did.." I mumbled

" Really ?" she asked as I saw awe in her eyes.

Looking up to see her teary eyes , I saw how they sparkled. I smiled at her, brush away the tears that tumbled down her face.

" Yeah..I started to play when you left for New York.."

" You did?"

" yeah.,.I missed you Sam...It was my relief...and I just never stopped.."

" I'm so happy you started playing again..." she smiled " play some more for me..."

"For you Sam...your wish my command.."

My hands returned to strings and I played...this was the moment I wanted with her...Peaceful..Calm...Together...

After a while, I stopped and looked at her, her eyes were shining with something unknown feelings....i wanted to know what she was thinking...

" So..this is the end of surprise?" she asked

" Far from it..let's go for long drive in my car for old times sake..."

" Neil....It will be late...Other wi...." I cut her off

" we will return soon...Just a drive...Promise.."

As we got seated in my Limo, and I turned on the ignition and she laughed

" you will never change..you are still the same Neil who loves his cars than anything else..and will have girls chasing him..."

" you might be right about my cars but now I want only girl in my life now on..."

She looked at me for moment to understand what I meant by that.

We drove for an hour or so when I realized where we were, I pulled over the side of road. Opening the door , I got out the door and came at the beach spot where once Sam asked me to dance with her. I sensed her standing beside me...then I heard the rumble of the thunder. ..looking up the sky I saw, cloud covered the sky.

" Neil..."

Turning towards her I saw her worried

" what's wrong?"

" the dance....we did here..remember...." she smiled...I nodded..she still remember it

Sound of thunder rumble again..and I knew we have to leave soon.

" Neil, we should leave...looks like it will start pouring soon.."

" we still have a little while Sam..lets stay for a while..." she nodded

Standing there I didn't know what came over me, I had this urge to touch her, to feel her in my arms..i got a perfect idea...a request she had asked me once..

" sam..would you dance with me?"

She looked at me like I was crazy..yes I was ...absolutely crazy about her..

" Neil..we don't have music...."

Walking towards her, I pulled her close and wrapped my arms around me...

" I believe you asked me to dance once ..and we worked it out just fine..."

Smiling , she let her arms wrapped around my neck, letting her head rest on my shoulder as I began to sung the song that I had been wanted to sang for her...Which could only tell what i was feeling for her..

Dehleez pe mere dil ki
Jo rakhe hain tune kadam
Tere naam pe meri zindagi
Likh di mere humdum

Haan seekha maine jeena jeena kaise jeena
Haan seekha maine jeena mere humdum
Na seekha kabhi jeena jeena kaise jeena
Na seekha jeena tere bina humdum

  ( as you have stepped 

on the threshold of my heart..
O my beloved,
I've written my life in your name..

  I learned how to live life,
I learned to live my beloved.
But I didn't learn how to live
without you, O my beloved.)  

She sighed gently as we danced, and thunder becoming lauder by minute

Then I felt drop of rain on my face, I knew it will start pouring in sometime, but I didn't want to let her go...

" Neil, its raining..." she whispered

" I know..we will go soon...."

Then something happened I hadn't expected. The clouds opened up and started pouring upon us..the water was beating against our bodies and plastering our hair to our skin. I thought Sam would flinch and ran to the car but she didn't, her arms tightened around me..leaning into my body..closing all the distance around us...

My heart was thundering just as loud as thunder upon us. And I had to see her face, so I pulled back to see her hair was hanging over her lovely eyes, hiding them from my view..still holding her with my one hand , I used my other hand to touch her chin, allowing her to raise it slightly. Then I touched her face which was soft like cotton and pushed away the hairs.

Lightening crack for the moment letting me see her eyes for a second. They were wide with wonder....it was the sexiest thing I had ever seen my life...my hand never left her face and continued to move across her face..then I noticed her hand was started to move too..brushing my face with back of her hand..

My free hand started to trace her facial features, trying to memories everything about her..stroking my thumb across her eyes........down her nose.....across her sensuous lips..my heart wanted to do more...

Lightening lit up the sky again, and her eyes were smoldering with something..i had to know..she clutched my T-shirt tight in her fist..

Tightening my hold on her body, she never flinched a little..she looked straight at me...never leaving mine...My hand began to snake itself into her dark waves of her hair, pulling her close to me..i moved slowly, her one hand on my neck and other wrapped around my waist.

Then I did what I never thought I do...As the sky lit up the lightening , I leaned forward and pressed my lips on hers, letting go of all my fears, all my worries, taking this moment..I poured all my love in that one kiss. Her cotton soft pink lips felt warm against my rough ones...The moment that pinkish sweetness touched my lips, every partical in my body exploded with thunder of pleasure....I started exploring her sweetness...drinking it in...finding what my heart always wanted to know. I had no more fears...no more regrets...just this moment with my angel who was kissing me back....

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