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Neil

Looking down. I noticed I dressed in black tuxedo, along with the silver tie . Glancing around the room , I realized I was standing in the grand hall. The wall dark crimson and its candlelight's everywhere.

As I glanced around the room, I noticed a pair of Grand wooden doors not far from where I was standing. Within a few steps, I reached the golden knobs , and I pushed the door. The door slowly slid opened and beyond the threshold of the door stood my Angel.

Dressed in simple silver evening dress and hair tumbling down in dark , curly waves, her back was to me...when she heard the opening sound of door , she turned to look at me, her eyes where shimmering with something deep within them..

" You have kept me waiting!!" she said seductively

" I'm sorry Sammy..I don't know..."

Walking towards me, I saw her body sway. It was the sexiest thing I ever had seen in my life..

Extending my hand, she hold my hand, her touch setting my very soul on fire.. Leading her to the hall, I could hear a soft music started to play..

" Dance with me..Please...." I begged

She moved towards me and I slowly pulled her close to me. Her body molded perfectly into my arms, her soft body resting around my strong one, I wrapped my arms around her small frames.. The whole room echoed with music..

Tere bin, tere bin
Tere bin, tere bin
Tera bina marna nahi
Jeena nahi tere bin

Tere bin, tere bin.

I looked down into her eyes and I realized what it was in her eyes, I saw in it earlier...it was Love....My hands began to move up her slender body , my hand reaching her face. As soon as my hand touched her face , she moved into my touch..

Bawre piya lagge na jiya
Dekho mera man jalta diya
Jalta diya bhujhe na piya
Bhujhe na piya jalta diya

She was now moving her hand across my body, sending powerful waves of something..something I coun't describe. Her eyes, so soft, so pure, so innocent, looked at me and it was as if nothing in this world could break this moment. This moment proved everything, how much we felt for one another , how much love could exist between two souls.

Tera bina marna nahi
Jeena nahi tere bin
Tere bin, tere bin

The song ended, but I never wanted this moment , this feeling never to end.. My hands still on her soft skin, then I did something I never thought I would do. I kissed her. It was like lightening stuck on that very spot and it sent purest flow of electricity through us..her lips were soft, moved with mine..then they turned more passionate.

By now , one arms wrapped around her waist, I pulled her more closer to deepen the kiss. I heard her moan causing my heart to race..this goddess, this angel, wanted me as much as I wanted her.

BEEP BEEP BEEP

I threw my hand from my comforter and slammed the snooze button of my alarm clock. Groaning I turned to see it was six in the morning. Looking through the window , I saw sun was rising , showering his tender rays on the earth.

Slipping from the bed, I headed to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror.

I looked like hell.

I immediately jumped into the shower, turning on the cold water , hoping to push the dream from my mind, but my mind couldn't seems to forget the star of my dreams. Then I remembered the most horrible thing...she was leaving today.

This really couldn't happening to me.. she couldn't leave me. Not Now. Not after I realized that she was the light that I had been missing in my life..and needed more than anything..i just need to think how to figure this out..i knew that I had been dumb ..I didn't want to dumb anymore to my feelings for her..

Stepping out of the shower, I dried off, and immediately went to the closet to pull put something to wear. Maybe I should wear something nice, since I was trying to make an impression on her. Would she think something off with me??

Frustrated, I pulled something simple, a blue polo T-shirt, and pair of jeans. Grapping my phone I left the room

Descending the stairs, I could hear my parents, Sid and Nandini at the dining table..Arjun and Radhika were already off for their honeymoon to some beautiful island.

I was stumbling with thought that should I call Sam? Is it too early to ask when she was coming over here...Hopping on the couch, I closed my eyes for a moment..hoping I could relax before calling to her, but as soon as I closed my eyes, all I could see was her.

" Hello little brother.."

Opening my eye lids I saw Sid standing , he quickly took seat beside me.

" Please Sid, I think I don't want to discuss anything that you wants to "

" Neil, I think we need to talk..."

I could see he was serious..damn serious...

" Okay.What??"

" you know that Sam is leaving today, right??"

" Yess..Captain obvious.." I said rolling my eyes with sarcasm

" May be you should tell her how you feel about her.."

" Sid..Please..don't start at morning...."

" Bro...how much long you gonna run from this truth..You are not happy with Manya..." he paused " Ohh..Now I realized what the main problem is...."

"Whish is?/" I asked

" you think you don't deserve to be happy because of all the stupid crap you have done..Mostly. you think you don't deserve to be with woman like Sam..."

Ohh...It seems my big brother knew me well..

" I don't deserve her..she needs sweet guy.. I don't want to hurt her again..."

" Neil, you are sweet guy..its just that you never found a girl who makes you want to be sweet guy..Everyone knows that you are sweet and caring guy except you.."

" Well....Here is the reminder. I' m engaged and she is with Armaan..its not like I can do anything about that..."

" Neil, you have to just deal with Manya issue..Armaan will leave once you confess to Sam..she still loves you though she isn't vocal about it..."

I knew you can't turn love on and off , but that was beyond the point..suddenly , my phone started buzzing..it was Sam..

" Hello Sammy.."

" Listen, Armaan has to go back to NY for some meetings..so I have to run to the airport, but I'm not leaving today..so I was thinking that we should spend my last day in Goa together....What do you think??"

This was perfect . A day with Sam..May be...just may be I could figure out how to tell her about my heart before she leave..

" Yeahh..do you have any plan??'" I asked

" Don't care..only I would rather avoid your fience../"

I wanted her to tell her that I wanted to avoid her too, but that would seem weird

" I will handle that..when you are coming here?"

" hold on a sec" she stated

I could hear some talking in the background along with her talking to someone eles

" Hey Idiot, Lyra and Jenny said that they would take him because they are all leaving on the same flight., so I can come in an hour there, Is that alright??"

Is that Alright?? Like seriously ..That was Wonderful!! I couldn't have been happier..

" No problem Sammy..Don't eat , we will go out for breakfast, okay?/"

" Sure.I will see you in a while..bye..."

" Bye.."

I heard the line went dead. I frowned as I had urge to say I love you to Sam

" So....Is Sam coming over here?"

I turned to see Sid who is still sitting there..i had completely forgotten that he was there too. How hopeless I was to forget him?? Pretty hopeless.

" Yeah..we are going to spend a day together..." I answered

" That's great..But I bet she wanted to avoid that bitch..."

"Siddddd"

" Sorry..but she is Neil..you and I know it.."

He was right, but it wasn't my style to disrespect a woman , even if she was a bitch.

" Just don't do it in front of me..please.." I begged

" Fine..so what do you have planned?"" he asked

Planned?? Oh..no no no..i don't have any plan..crap.crap .crap.

" I don't "

Sid begun to laugh and I punched him on shoulder

" Hey, I might be laughing at you, but I'm the only one who can help you.."

" Aright..Romeo, what do you think I should do?" I asked with sarcasm

" Take her to the breakfast..let her pick out something...take her to bookstore as its her fav place..treat her with lunch..do something special..and take her home..simple..."

" Ohhh..Great!! I could have come up with it my own.."I snarled.

" hey don't growl at me..if you would have realized this four year ago, you would probably happily married and having baby in your arms.." he laughed

I laughed too..he did have a point..it took me very long to realize my love for sam...our baby...that thought only making me immense happy.

" Earth calling.."

" Sorry..."

" no worries bro..enjoy..."

He stood and headed toward his room. Leaving sitting on the couch...I had to figure out about everything ...how to tell Sam that I love her..

I stood and walked across my dad's study..I saw him, he was rustling papers on the desk.

" Neil, Come here....i wants to talk to you.." he called from other side of the door...

Pushing the slightly door open , I saw him sitting at his desk, a book in front of him..

" Yess dad..what's happened?" I asked

" Sit down, Neil" mentioned to the chair in front of him "I heard about your feelings for Sam.."

I was shocked..Dad too....But then I guessed both the reporters of my house...Sid and Nandini..

I didn't utter a word.

"you need to think about everything before act..." he said

" About???"

" If you really want to disrupt Sam's life with this knowledge or how you gonna handle Manya.."

" I don't know..."

" Don't even say that you don't care about Manya..you wouldn't have dated her if you have not care for her..."

" You are right Dad..but now Its only Sam who was ruling on my heart..."

"Neil..we know that from start only...just be careful with what you do, your actions do have consequences..." he said looking straight into my eyes..

" Alright" I nodded and got up from chair

As I walked through the hallway, I heard the knock..Opening the door , stood my personal goddess..my Angel...Dressed in crème coloured top and blue denim..she was very casual...but in my eyes..she was perfect..

" Hey, you ready to go?" she asked

" Let me grab my keys, and we will get out of here, alright?"

" Sure" she replied while she walked towards the steps of the porch.

I stepped back to grab my car keys and leaned to the kitchen door to let my mom know about my depature..i walked where Sam was waiting for me..

" Are you sure your fience wouldn't mind if we spend a day together.."

I knew why she was asking me this..she didn't want to cause me any trouble..So, this was her way of keeping peace.

But that made me think, I grabbed my phone from my pocket to turn it to vibrate..because I knew that soon Manya will know with whom I would be..and I don't want Sam know about her calling.

" Yes..she won't cause any trouble.." I said and she smiled..

Smiling I started the jeap ,as she hopped on to the passenger seat of my open jeap..i listened to her talk about the rest of the wedding party and it made me cringed when she mentioned Armaan at all.

I could remember she used to like one restaurant in Diaboliam and I drove until I found it..Luckily it wasn't busy..

" I haven't been in here like forever, I totally missed their omlets...." Her face brighten up like thousand volt bulb and that was enough to make me happiest..

" C'mon.." I said , as I took her hand in mine , pulling her towards the restaurant..

We ordered as soon as we got inside, and I listened to her talk about everything she experienced in NY..Mostly, I listened the sound of her voice..her voice was so sweet like melody..though leaving away from Goa made her accent changed a little..

As soon as we finished, I drove her to one of her fav store, bookstore ofcourse..

" You hates books..."she startled

" But you love them.. they are something you always enjoyed.."

" That's true..but I guessed we would do something we both enjoy, not just me.."

" Sam, you know that I want nothing more than you to be happy, right?"

" Yess..but what brought this on suddenly?" she asked

" I was just thinking about the stuff and I realized that if you are happy , I would be happiest..."

Smiling, she took my hand again, her touch causing my heart flutter, and she led me inside the store...she showed me some books published by the company that she worked..she was so happy about the life she created for herself..was it wrong of me to want her here with me??would I be taking something precious away from her by asking her to love me in return and possibly come back to me?

Watching her, I noticed all the little things that I hadn't really paid attention before ..she would always draw one leg on another when she sat on chair with a book...her hair would fall on her face slightly while she read..she was just mesmerizing...breathtaking...just watching her like would be like a dream, something I could always and never get bored of it.

We spent almost half day looking down the shelves of the store..By a little noon, she selected few books that she liked and I took them to counter and paid for them..watching her frown at me..

" I still don't like people doing that kind of stuff for me , Neil.."she growled

" Sam, plzz..this is the least I could do for you..I missed this all this years when you weren't around..."

She rolled her eyes..we walked to the car, I heard her stomach growl,

" Hungry??"

" Yess..."

In 10 minutes I took her to the resuatarant..we ordered for our lunch..

" so, when you are going to get married ?" she asked

That question made me froze. I wasn't thinking to marry Manya..i couldn't.. when I was in love with my angel

" Not sure?" I replied

" Not sure?? Whats wrong??"she asked in between shocked

" Nothing really..i just don't think that manya understands me or I understand her.."

" Ohhh...I thought you are happy with her.."

Happy?? Godd..i wish I could be happy..Happiness would be blessing.. i was living hell with manya...if that word could describe it..but I wasn't able to tell this to Sam..

" Don't worry..it will work out between you guys...." She said

" Hmmm.." I sighed

The rest of the afternoon was pretty boring , but nothing was really boring when I was with my Angel..My sam...She wasn't much of shopper, but we went to the local outlet mall and spent most of the time walking, talking and laughing...Her laugh...was soooo magical...I wished I could play something on my Guitar that would resemble her laughter..something so genuinely beautiful..

So when I Saw sun was setting, I knew it was time to get home, since I checked my phone having hundreds of miscalls from Manya..i knew I was going to be in court martial ..but it don't matter to me..This time with Sam was all that mattered..

" I need to call Armaan..Give me few minutes..."she said and stepped away from me for a moment

I called home..and heard the welcoming voice of my mom

" Neil...."

" Hi Mom...Was Manya came home?"

" Actually..yess she did visited....she screamed for about an hour and then she went.."

" Okay..Sam and I were going to be home soon..i don't want this day to end.."

" My son...enjoy the day..Don't worry...since this the last day Sam going to be here.."

Looking towards left I saw Sam walking back towards me

" I need to go..talk to you at home..."

" Bye Neil..."

Putting my phone back in my pocket, I smiled as she walked towards me..her eyes were sparkling , I had to know why

" what brought on that smile??" I asked

" Nothing really..Armaan was just being sweet.."

The sound of his name coming from her lips cut my heart deeply..how can a name, just the name of another man , hurt me so much?? May be it is because I want it to be my name coming from her lips..

" I think we should head back towards home, what do you think?/" I asked, praying that it wouldn't be the time to say goodbye yet..

" Yeah..i too think so..but would you like to come my home..i was thinking to cook dinner and we could talk some more..i have something to tell you"

Tell me?? What could she have to tell me?

" Alright..just get going then...I have to visit home..i will come from home.."

" Yeahh..sure..can we stop by market so that I can get some stuff for dinner..."

" Sure.."

She reached out and hooked her arm in mine..we got back in jeap and I drove her to the super market..i pulled infront of local market and she ran in and came back with s smail bag of vegies and we were off to home..

As I stopped infront of her house, I looked at her..she looked lil bit tensed

" What's wrong Sammy?"

She looked at me and forced a smile

" Nothing..i was thinking about what to make in dinner..."

" Okay..see you in twenty minutes.."

" yeah.."

As I came home , I quickly got into my room and freshen up..i changed my cloths..headed back towards my bike..i started to think, should I tell her now that I love her? Would she belive on me?? What I told her a years ago that I wanted to be friends with her only..and now I was going to tell her that I love her..

Pulling in front of her house, I slowly waked towards the front door of her house.. my mind stll racing with the possibilities ..i knocked and in no time I saw her again..her eyes were full of wonder, playfulness ..

" You got here early..anybody aren't around at your home??'

" Nope..everyone was busy.."

" C'mon..i am finishing up with panner butter masala..."

I steeped in..watching her work in the kitchen , I was captivated by her movements...she moved so gracefully. But at times..she would revert to old sam, dropping things tht she was carrying..it was damn cute...

Turning around I looked to see that she had set table with dishes and salad..

" Go ahead..and sit..Neil..i will be finished in a minute.." she called

Sitting down at the table, I let myself watch her from my seat, she turned and brought food to the table..watching her pouring water in glasses..i was so lost admiring her..this was the moment..something I never thought I would be doing..i was going to tell my angel that I love her..

" Go On, Neil..when you have been shy around food?" she asked playfully

I reached across the table and started to get food in plate..she took glass to her lip to take little sip of water..that is so sexy...

Finally, we started to eat, and it was very delicious...She turned into a perfect woman...she was telling me about the book she was working..I was very happy that finally she was going to live her dream of become a writer.

We ate our dinner and the mess cleaned up and I started to worry. She had mentioned that there was something that she needed to tell me..what could it be??

We went into the living room, Sam sitting on the couch, me on chair not far from her..her expression were changing..she was becoming tense , uneasy about something...what she had to say to me?

" What's wrong, Sammy?" I asked

Taking a deep breath, she looked at me.. her eyes were set and were deeply looking into me..it was almost like she was looking in my very soul, in search of something hidden within me.

" Nothing is wrong..actually I am happy..but I don't know how you will take this.." she said with pause " Neil, something happened last night after you left the party..."

What happened? Did Armaan hurt her? The thought of him doing something to harm on hair on her head sent waves of anger throughout my body.i would kill him..rip him apart...No one..No one could hurt her..

" what ?/"

"Armaan took me to cabolium..and..."

"He what, Sam??"

" He asked me to marry him..."I felt my blood drained from my face the moment the word marry him left from her lips..he asked her to marry him...

" what did you say?/" I asked, praying that she didn't say what I think she did

" I said Yess..i'm going to marry him..Isn't that exciting? I 'm going to get married.."

" Yeah..It's really exciting..."I said, trying to sound happy..through my heard throbbed with pain..

" You are the first person I have told. I couldn't let you find out about this through Radz or someone eles..especially we have made this progress with our friendship"

"I am happy for You Sam...I knew he would do this eventually.."

My words sounded okay to outsider, but inside my head, I was screaming..i was screaming that he was wrong for her...its only I meant to b with her..He didn't deserve her..She was my Angel only..

" I was nervous that you would be upset...I know you wanted to find guy who makes me happy..and he does.."

" I am happy for you Sammy..Very..." I said, trying to stop gritting my teeth in disgust..

It was then, that I finally noticed the ring..It was huge..i stood and walked towards her, taking her hand in mine to make that ring to my eye level..the electricity that radiated from her touch to me was still there..the feeling burned through me and made indescribable and unbearable pain..No woman made me feel this way, my heart never felt pain like this..

" Sam, I really need to get home..I know that Manya will yell at me...I need to face her before she go overboard..."

I couldn't tell her that I couldn't stand here and know that I had realized this late..that I knew that she was the person I couldn't liv without..and now I had to..

" Ohh..Okay..." she said and sighed , walk me to the door..

When she pulled the door open , I turned around and almost bumped on her..she was so close, close enough that I could smell the faint sweet smell of her perfume..

I wanted nothing more than to lean in and kiss her lips, to run my hands on her soft skin..the temptation was excruciating..

" I guess , I would see you soon, right?/" I asked

"I won't stay away as long as I did last time..I promise.." she answered

She then reached and pulled me in hug.i let myself wrap my arms around her small body, and I laid my forehead on her..i wanted nothing more than to stay like this with her..

" I will miss you , Neil..." she whispered

" I will miss you too, Sam.."I said, pulling her close to me as I could

When I released her , she smiled slightly as I walked down to my bike..i looked up when I reached to my bike seat, and she was leaning in the door frame watching me leave..i waved and started my bike before I did something I would regret later..

My bike rumbled to life and I pulled it on road..it was then something fall from my face..touching my cheeks I noticed tears..i wiped them off quickly..boys don't cry..especially boys like me..

I didn't went home though..nor to manya..I didn't want to hear her yell or my family complaints about me being stupid to let Sam go through my life those years back..

So I went there..where I could doomed myself into drink...I wanted nothing more than this to be one of those old movies, in which hero always got the girl in the end..but that wasn't how it worked in reality..In reality, it happens opposite..so with every drink , I tried to push the feelings away from my heart..the love..the anger..the heart break..Now I left only with my broken heart...

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